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Mentoring: A Helping Hand with Dream Interpretation - Earl Koteen Slow Wave this Week - Jesse Reklaw Question Airing Forum - Victoria Quinton Column: Dream Psi with Linda Magallon This Month: The Flying Carpet - A Clairvoyant Dream Experiment Interview: Jill Mellick On Creativity and Dreams Interview by Kathleen Sullivan. Edited for Electric Dreams by Peggy Coats Want to Join a Dream Group via E-mail? by Chris Hicks Interview: Donna Campos, Host of DreamStudio on Compuserve With Victoria Quinton Article: The Founding of alt.dreams: Some historical cyber- dreaming notes from John Herbert Nightmare Hotline - An Interview with Anthony Dubetz with Richard Wilkerson G L O B A L D R E A M I N G N E W S - Peggy Coats ASD ACCEPTING ENTRIES FOR ANNUAL DREAM ART EXHIBITION ASD & CYBERSPACE UPDATE CALL FOR ENTRIES: MAIL ART EXHIBITION NEW JEREMY TAYLOR VIDEO TAPES NEW BOOK ON DREAMS - EDITED BY KELLY BULKELEY JUNGIAN BOOK TALK ONLINE QUOTES FROM CREATIVE DREAMERS IN-DEPTH DREAMWORK TRAINING OFFERED AT TWIN LAKES COLLEGE OF THE HEALING ARTS DREAM ART: DREAMS OF LIFE & DEATH AOL ADDS NEW SLOT FOR DREAM SHOW *R E S E A R C H R E Q U E S T S DREAMS OF ABSTINENT ALCOHOLICS NEEDED DREAMS ABOUT DEATH AND THE AFTERLIFE MALE DREAMERS NEEDED FOR DREAM SERIES RESEARCH "DREAMS OF LIGHT" RESEARCH - Gillian Holloway DREAM FILMS + W E B S I T E U P D A T E S + D R E A M C A L E N D A R for OCTOBER & Fall 1996 == D R E A M S == D R E A M S SECTION EDITORIAL BY BOB K. FEEDBACK FROM THE DREAMERS ===Commentary on NO SUN by CathaV (960829) === ===Commentary from VickyT on Tornado Dreams (960904)=== COMMENTARY ON DREAMS FROM PREVIOUS ISSUES === commentary by jay on 'hen & I' by cheeko (960823)=== NEW DREAMS PRECOGNITIVE/FUTURE DREAMS *** Dream: Meditation Dream by J.D. (960909)*** ===Commentary on TORNADO Dreams by VickyT === REPETITIVE DREAMS ***Dream: FLYING by Suz (recurring) *** ***Dream: ESCAPING by Suz (recurring)*** ============================================================= = BIRTH ***Dream: BANK ROBBERS by JAH (960917) *** === Commentary by Narcissus on JAH's BANK ROBBERS Dream (960926)=== ***Dream: Forgotten Baby by Banshee (960906)*** ===Commentary by Narcissus on Banshee's Forgotten Baby Dream (960908) === === Commentary on Banshee's Forgotten Baby Dream by Bob C (960908) === CHILDHOOD ***Dream: "Trapped in The Abbey-Garage" by M.A.Provencher (930726)*** ***Dream: Dream of the Hidden Child - By Alissa (960914) *** *** Dream : "Pristine Jewels on the Fence" by MAR (960915) *** ===Commentary by Narcissus on "Pristine Jewels on the Fence" by MAR (960916)=== ADOLESCENCE ***Dream: "Makeup" by Cristie (960917)*** ADULTHOOD ***Dream: DRESSES DREAM by JAH (960919)*** ===Commentary by Narcissus on Dresses Dream by JAH (960926) OLD AGE DEATH ***Dream: Pepper Dream by KenF (960915) *** ===Commentary by Narcissus on "Pepper Dream" by KenF (960916)=== *** Dream: "Novel Death" by David (960908) *** ===Commentary by Narcissus on "Novel Death" by David (60909)=== ***Dream: Accidental Death of Little Girl by VickyT *** COMMUNICATION WITH THE DEAD ***Dream: Nana s Dream from AU (960826)*** ***Dream: A Talk With The Dead by Nutcracker (960808)*** ============================================================= ============================================================= ==== ANIMALS *** "The Lion's - Part I" by Steve & Co. (960927)*** *** "The Lion's - Part 2" by Steve & Co. (960927)*** ***Horses and John by VickyT *** AGGRESSION *** Dream: Revenge by Nutcracker (960801) *** *** Dream: More Mayhem by Nutcracker(960810)*** *** Dream: The Stalker by Nutcracker(960811)*** BATHROOMS *** Dream: The Loo by Nutcracker(960813) *** EATING *** Dream: Lunch and a Mugging by Nutcracker (960803) *** *** Dream: RL Stine - Part 1 by Nutcracker(960805)*** *** Dream: A Little Of Everything by Nutcracker(960813)*** *** Dream: And For Dessert.....by Nutcracker(960816)*** FEAR *** Naked fear by MK from Hamburg (960911) HOBBIES - COLLECTING THINGS *** Dream: Pez Convention by Nutcracker(960803)*** *** Dream: The Mother Lode by Nutcracker 960808)*** *** Dream: The Collector by Nutcracker(960813)*** HOUSE/ ...DRIVEWAY *** Dream: Surreal by Nutcracker(960806) *** HOTELS *** Dream: Uninvited Guests by Nutcracker(960806)*** LOTTERY DREAMS *** Dream: I Finally Did It by Nutcracker (960815)*** PERFORMERS *** Dream: I Love Lucy by Nutcracker (960815)*** POLITICAL SCENE *** Dream: Politics As Usual by Nutcracker (960812)*** RELATIONSHIPS *** Dream: My Adventure With Ernest by Nutcracker (960810)*** RELIGIOUS RELATED *** Dream: The Conclave by Nutcracker (960807)*** *** Dream: Persecution by Nutcracker (960812) *** SCHOOL THEMES *** The Joy Ride by VickyT (960829)*** *** Dream: My Teacher's Sister by Nutcracker (960813)*** *** Dream: My Biggest Fear by Nutcracker(960814)*** TORNADOS ***Tornado Hit Survival by VickyT (960829) *** ***Tornado's All Around by VickyT (960904) *** WORKPLACE *** "Late For Training" by Steve & Co. (960927) *** *** Dream: Night Shift by Nutcracker(960809)*** WRITING & WRITERS *** Dream: RL Stine - Part 2 by Nutcracker(960805)*** EDV3N9 - Addendum: Halloween Specials: Dream: "Dog in Snake's Mouth" by Beverly (961017) Commentary by Bob C (961017) Commentary by Narcissus (961018) Dream : "Death Dream" by Paul (961018) Commentary on Death Dream by Narcissus Dream: "Dad's Ghostly Video" by Ryan(961017) Dream: "Traveller Nightmate" by Sandy (961018) Dream: "Prince Garibaldi" Dream: "The Twisted Girl" by ISIS (961019) Comments on Dream of the Bones by SkyeT (961021) Commentary on The Sad Butcher by Narcissus ============================================================= = DEFYING CLASSIFICATION *** ARMREST CAT AND HIGH SPEED LANES - by Jim B 960915) *** === comments by jay on 'armrest cat and high speed lanes' by jim b (960918)=== DREAM SERIES - TORNADOS & HIGH SCHOOL VickyT & BobK NEXT ISSUE THEME: Dreams and Creativity A DREAM POEM: ODYSSEY by Nutcracker (960829) A C C E S S I N F O R M A T I O N to ED DISCLAIMER END INDEX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX November 13, WED deadline for submission FOR ED 3-10 XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O Editor's Notes O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O Were you scared when Electric Dreams arrived late? Well, I hope that's the only trick you got for Halloween! The rest, well it is all goodies! If you are having other spooky nightmares, be sure to read the Interview with Anthony Dubetz and how the dream hot line has been working for several years. Peggy Coats has been very busy this month and will be bringing us all up to date on events in the Global Dreaming News. There are lots of new sites and events related to dreams and dreaming. Be sure to see the developments on the DreamTree web site as it looks to be a major dream resource in cyberspace. Peggy has also brought us an interview with Jill Mellick on dreams an creativity. This theme seems to be International as I noticed that the ASD Newsletter for Fall 96 is also devoted to dreams and the creative process. These Newsletter can now be purchased individually, see the ASD update in the Global Dreaming News. Speaking of ASD updates, the ASD board has decided their Web site can contain links and I hope you all get a chance to drop by the ASD bulletin board/ message board and congratulate the board on this progressive, wise decision! Another theme that seems to be all around this month is Paranormal Dreaming. Perhaps I'm just more aware of this as I have been adding a new psi dreams lessons to my DreamGate classes (yes a little plug) but there are big events in this area all around. We're able to contribute to this collective event and continue on a regular basis due to the contributions of Linda Magallon. (Please add an accent mark over the "o" on Magallon). Linda will be putting out a regular pulse for us from the Dream Psi Watchtower. You can participate in experiments each month and hone your psychic skills. This month Linda is offering a clairvoyant dream experiment. See if you can dream about the *place* she is offering as a target and send in your results! (Also, be sure to visit the new dream psi archive bibliography and reference page she has put up for us!) Another project that has just come online is the lucid dreamers mail list. This club, recently named The Oneiro-Network can be joined by signing up to the mail list. See NEW WEB SITES in the Global Dreaming News for more or send to majordomo@igc.apc.org and in the body of the e-mail put info dreamgroup-c Victoria Quinton has been conducting Cyber-interviews again and you can find out more about the history of Donna Campos and DreamStudio as it has unfolded on CompuServe. The Dream Airing Column also brings questions and comments from dreamers around the world. And speaking of history - be sure to check out the alt.dreams (first dream newsgroup online) history that John Herbert has provided. The DreamWheel DreamGroups are going strong and we are experimenting this month with having one main group and then several smaller groups. The large group still follows the usual process we have been using, but the individual groups are allowed more freedom to share dreams however they decide and wish. If you want to join on of these groups later in the month, contact Chris Hicks at his *new* e-mail address dreamwheel@michweb.net If you just can wait for the next dreamgroup to get attention for your dreams, Earl Koteen is offering guidance and you can read about his mentoring program below. I've separated out a section below called "Be an Electric Dreamer" you may wish to read if you are interested in being more involved with the Electric Dreams network. Have you visited our newly upgraded, highly sophisticated, on the edge of cyber-graphics Home Page? Matthew Parry has been using a frame style presentation and if you haven't seen an edition of Electric Dreams at the site with graphics from Jesse Reklaw and Deryck Anderson, you are missing a real treat! And speaking of graphics, Jesse offers us a great collection this month at Slow Wave and Deryck has provided us with a cover for this October issue. For those who like to print Electric Dreams, you can now easily add a color cover by downloading right from the Electric Dreams web site. And if you missed a cover, you can go to the Electric Dreams Back- issue Cover Gallery and pick one up! (See Access Information at the end of the issue). Sorry about the missing dreams last month, we didn't get them organized in time for the last issue. I've been setting up a new mailing system for distribution, so the supplement didn't come out either. We are including them below and they extend the Significant Dreams theme from last month. Also included below them are Halloween Dreams! Please be sure to read Bob Krumhansl's editorial and notes in the DREAMS section. Dreamin' up a Storm, -Richard Wilkerson rcwilk@aol.com O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O Be an Electric Dreamer O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O Electric Dreams continues to offer a wide variety of free dreamsharing venues and this means we log a lot of online time. It is fun and we do this because we love it! But sometimes we can't keep up with all the networking tasks and then the quality is diminished in our programs. And not everyone has the time to be a staff member (though if you *do* have the time and desire, drop me a line!). And so we would like to ask for ELECTRIC DREAMERS - volunteers who can give just a few minutes every week or even once a month. Here are some of the ED areas that Electric Dreamers might help in: - Co-Moderate a dream group. - Post a few dreams to a few Newsgroups or Mail lists. - Post an ad regularly to a Newsgroup you will "sponsor". - Post an ad to a mail list you will "sponsor". - Post an ad to a SIG at your commercial online carrier. - Surf the net for new dream web sites. - Surf Educational college sites for dream bibliographies - Send in addresses of magazine departments that might like to carry a story about dream sharing in cyberspace - Send in local resources on dreams - groups, schools, lectures, library resources, newsletters and new age papers. - Check you Yellow Pages for schools and ask what programs or classes on dreams and dreaming dreams are available. - Many other projects available! Because these tasks are a little tedious at times (though usually fun) we are offering a FREE HOME PAGE for anyone who participates!! Be and Electric Dreamer, sign up today... contact Richard Wilkerson rcwilk@aol.com O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O Mentoring: A Helping Hand with Dream Interpretation O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O Hi, this is Earl Koteen, AKA Narcissus. You may have seen some of my interpretations in ED. I also teach dream interpretation here in the Washington, DC, area. When I first started interpreting dreams on the net, I found the process rather strange because it lacked the immediacy and feedback of face-to-face communication. I frequently had to guess whether I was on the right track. However, I was blessed with a mentor who helped me sharpen my skills by critiquing my interpretations. Now I'd like to return the favor by helping others. If you'd like some assistance w/ dream interpretation or just a second opinion, just drop me a line at Koteen@erols.com. Please include a dream from ED, your interpretation, and any questions you may have about either. I'll respond promptly. O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O Slow Wave O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O There were four Slow Waves for the month of October, 1996. They can be viewed together on the oct96 page. October 5, 1996. "Ceramic Teeth" by Robin King. Robin was encouraged to submit a dream by a co-worker who has been a Slow Wave dream author. My dream archive contains several dreams about broken teeth, and that's partly why I chose to illustrate Robin's dream. I think people find it intriguing when they discover others have had dreams similar their own. I also appreciated the twist that her teeth were ceramic and she didn't mind breaking them--almost like she was toying with what can be a loss of power to some people. October 12, 1996. "Contact Lenses the Size of Paper Plates" by Emily Bick. Emily is a mail correspondent of mine and I find her dreams to be original and humorous. Having struggled with contact lenses myself, I found this dream particularly amusing. October 19, 1996. "Phone Booth at the Bottom of the Lake" by Nick Munford. Nick submitted his dream at the San Diego Comic Convention this summer. He stated that it was a recurring childhood dream. The dream seems to me to be a twist on the hero's adventure myth. What struck me most when illustrating it was that he kept mentioning his baggage and how unmanageable it was throughout the dream. October 26, 1996. "George Bush Drives the Bus" by Scott Bartell. Scott is an old high school pal of mine. I found his portrayal of George Bush hilarious. Plus the strip is somewhat timely--with the elections coming up and all. Dreams about celebrities always fascinate me, as they hint at what the collective unconscious is thinking about. PLEASE anyone with dreams about presidents or the election, SEND THEM TO ME for possible illustration: reklaw@nonDairy.com http://www.nonDairy.com/submit.cgi NEXT WEEK: George Bush drives the bus Slow Wave is a collective dream diary authored by people from around the world. A new strip is uploaded every week on the first minute of Saturday, EST. That's 9 PM Friday in California, 6 AM Saturday in France, and 3 PM Saturday in Sydney, Australia. Bookmark this page and check back each week for the latest 'Wave! Did you miss my CompuServe chat on Sept. 23rd? Well, you can virtually lurk there now. O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O Question Airing - Victoria Quinton O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O Software Developers? In my quick scan of the zine, I didn't find the thing I've been thinking about for awhile, and that is SOFTWARE that would keep track of dream images and previous associations and conglomerate them into a logical and useful pattern for the dreamer. thanks Tonecrone@aol.com ======================================================== I am Shankar from India, Working as a Software Analyst in Bangalore. When I'm browsing about Psychology I read your article and I would like to know what are the reasons for the some of the dreams I've got regularly, I 'am 25 years and Single, 1) Daily I'm getting dreams about sex with some reality kind of things happening? why is it so, and what is the solution for this? 2) Some times I will get the dreams like some one is chasing me and trying to kill or bash me , Why is it, and what is the solution for this. 3) Kindly give me some solution for control the mind from its wavering kind of nature. I hope you will answer for my questions, - S ============================= Jung and Incubation of Dreams Technique - Timeline? > Help - I'm trying to track the use of the technique of asking a question, >holding the intention of the question and sleeping on it - then reading the >dream for the answer. > > I'm familiar with the use of the term at temples like Delphi, the sleeping >on the steps stuff there and Egypt, and the Asklepion sanctuaries, but want to know about *the contemporary revival* in Jungian use. I see that Meier has papers that go back to the '30's about the ancient use , but he doesn't really say how analyst were using this. > > In modern day dream work, the term is now public jargon, but I don't hear >as much about it from Jungian sectors though they seem to have been >influencial in the revival of the practice of asking one's dream questions. > > Any references or stories on this? > send to Richard Wilkerson rcwilk@aol.com ============================================= Richard, How about: Reed, Henry. (1985). Getting help from your dreams. Virginia Beach, VA: Inner Vision Publishing Co. {ISBN 0-917483-04-9} Chapter One: My Personal Story; Chapter Three: Dream Pillow; and Chapter Four: Dream Incubation are directly germane to what you are investigating. The Chapter Four material was originally published as: "Dream Incubation: A Reconstruction of a Ritual in Contemporary Form." Journal of Humanistic Psychology, Fall, 1976. Regards, Walt - - - - - - - - - - Walt Hopkins whopkins@alt.net ===================================================== Thanks Walt, I'll look those up. What I'm focusing on here is the Jungian contribution. Some references where *Jung* or Jungians actually pre-ask a question of a dream before going to sleep - (much like Reed and Delaney's techniques.) I'm trying to place the evolution of this technique in modern dreamwork. Richard rcwilk@aol.com ==================================== Kerin Forsyth and I (Lucy Gillis) met at a recent Consciously Creating Change workshop hosted by the Seth Network International. In meeting with others and discussing "Seth-related" experiences we found that everyone has some story to tell, some personal flash of insight, some extraordinary experience that has impressed upon their lives, that they want to share with others. Yet, often, there was too little time to hear everyone's story. It was then that we decided to put together a book - a compilation of people's experiences so that we could all express ourselves, share, and learn from each other. So now, we are currently seeking contributions in the forms of essays, stories, poetry, etc. Any type of "Seth-related" experience is welcome: dreams/OBE/projection experiences, spontaneous healing or reality creation due to belief work, synchronicity, precognition, etc., etc. If you have something you'd like to contribute, please send it (typewritten or on 3.5 disk, if possible) to: Lucy Gillis 165 Ryland Ave. Truro, Nova Scotia B2N 2V5 Canada. LGILLIS@cox.nsac.ns.ca Pseudonyms used if so requested. O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O The Flying Carpet A Clairvoyant Dream Experiment Linda Magallon O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O Presented by the Fly-By-Night Club Stretch you psychic mind muscles. Dream a little dream of a secret target. Submit a dream and get feedback on how well you did. How to participate: * Just before sleep, take time to settle your mind and clear it of daily concerns. * Concentrate on the target phrase: "I dream the Flying Carpet." * Fall asleep, confident that the Flying Carpet will attract the attention of your dreaming mind. * Wake, record your dream. * E-mail to CaseyFlyer@aol.com. Subject: Flying Carpet Dream. * If successful, your dream will be posted on the Fly-By-Night Club web site! Please indicate if you will allow use of your full name, e-mail name or pseudonym. About the target: The Flying Carpet is a landscape mural. Because it has been brought to two dream conferences, it has already been the focus of the buoyant energy of many dreamers. The Flying Carpet now has a permanent place of honor. It hangs on a wall in the "Launching Pad" (home of CaseyFlyer). The dreams so far: * "Lucky" has dreamt of the lovely green meadow on the left side of the mural. * Jill Gregory and A. G. dreamt of the hot-air balloons in the sky. Still a dream secret: * Plants, animals, waterways. * The many characters who fly through the sky (After all, this is a FLYING carpet!). Check out the Fly-By-Night Club web site: http://members.aol.com/caseyflyer/fbnc/fbnc01.htm CaseyFlyer@aol.com/Linda Lane Magallon And the Dream Psi Archive http://members.aol.com/DreamPsi/archive/ O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O ++++++ JILL MELLICK ON CREATIVITY AND DREAMS +++++++ O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O Interview by Kathleen Sullivan. Edited for Electric Dreams by Peggy Coats The following are excerpts from a longer interview conducted by Kathleen Sullivan with Jill Mellick, author of "The Natural Artistry of Dreams", a creative approach to dreamworking, which presents and utilizes a variety of non-analytical means of connecting with the dream and with our natural creativity. Kathleen Sullivan is a dreamworker in the Monterey Bay area of California, and the host of a weekly radio show on dreams, "Dreams, Another Way of Knowing". Electric Dreams wishes to thank Ms. Mellick and Ms. Sullivan for their permission to share portions of this interview with our readers. KS: This evening, we are delighted to be interviewing Jill Mellick, who has written a remarkable book called "The Natural Artistry of Dreams". Jill comes at the dream from a multi-faceted perspective and opens up your innate abilities as an artist as you engage with an art form called The Dream. Thank you, Jill, for giving us the time tonight to be with us. JM: I'm delighted to be here with a group who share the same sorts of enthusiasms and beliefs I do. KS: I'm going to start by introducing my audience to you through your writing, Jill. Let me do a little quoting now from your book, so our audience can have a sense of who you are as a writer: "Dreams prove us creative artists, natural poets, capable of simile, metaphor, symbol and shear imagery unbound by the cognitive restrictions of waking life. Dreams prove us painters, sculptors, superb storytellers and mythmakers. Dream images are sketched in fugitive ink, however. We do not reexperience them immediately; they fade to invisibility on the fast-turning pages of waking consciousness. In the ocean of the unconscious, dreams are swells that rise and pause and break on the shores of personal consciousness, leaving precious flotsam and jetsam on the beach of waking awareness. We cannot influence the tides and the currents, but we can ride the crest of the waves into shore and gather the treasures to us, as we walk at dawn. We cannot make a contract with our dreams, and dreams do not make contracts with us. Dreams promise nothing. They don't give answers. They don't even promise us their remembered presence. We can, however, make a covenant with our dreams. Dreams ask trustworthy questions. Questions from our deepest selves; perhaps deeper. We can choose to have a passing acquaintance, or a deep, long friendship with them. We can promise them we shall be with them, sing them, dance them, laugh them, weep for them, draw them. If we are willing to make this covenant, we can then receive what comes from our dreams as unbidden gifts. Two separate, trusting people, in a loving, conscious relationship cannot demand reciprocity, they can only offer each other the possibility of being together in ways that allow their best selves to fly accompanied into the unknown, often moonless sky, sustained by quiet air currents of acceptance. Like lovers, all we can do is promise to be there for our dreams, with heart, soul, intellect, body and discernment. If we can let go of demanding, we can begin to learn the dreams language of love. KS: Id like to give you an opportunity to add to that from your perspective today anything new that may have been generated since you wrote this, or anything that struck you as you heard your writing. JM: I think its been a deepening, Kathleen. I said that out of my own lived experience with dreams and in working with people here in this office. Every week people walk in here with their dreams, and I am stunned at the wisdom of the dreams. People will bring in something they had ten years ago and say "here it was!" I wouldn't say that what I said there I can always hold as a constant, and when its not staying a constant for me, inevitably someone will walk into my office that day with something that shows that they are carrying that constancy in them. So the presence of that kind of fidelity that I'm talking about is there in the room even when I'm thinking "oh, those were some pretty banal images I had in my dreams last night". Suddenly Ill find that image appearing in someone else's dream that day, and Ill realize I was wrong again. There's this wonderful sense of comeuppance from my own unconscious! So I think it is a deepening, rather than something I would add to. KS: An awesomeness of the form isn't it incredible what this process allows us; invites us to do demands of us. Isn't it amazing that there is this inner working that's going on 2-1/2 hours every night out of our consciousness that can so profoundly and so dramatically affect our lives if we enter into relationship with it. JM: I would venture to say that it profoundly affects our lives even when we DON'T. But we don't get as much conscious choice about how we work with that. We are not the partners I'm talking about. If we choose to ignore it, it can sometimes have an influence in our lives in a very different way. KS: You say here that "Dreams promise nothing. They don't give answers. They don't even promise us their remembered presence" We've commented tonight on the importance of the message which the dream brings. Is that paradoxical to the relationship, or is it when we enter into relationship, then we get the answers? JM: My sense is that they're not promising anything in the waking world. When I say "dreams promise us nothing", I mean that were often bringing our waking consciousness to our dreams and wanting something from them, in the way that we want our partner or our child to behave in a certain way. Dreams are coming from their own culture; their own world; their own awareness. It offers us something, but it wont promise us something, that fits our particular template of what we have a need for. Its like an augury. When you read an augury, its never clear. It doesn't say "go left", but it might say "its better to take one direction than two", but it wont tell you which one! So that's what I mean when I say they're not promising us anything they're not promising anything in the waking world. I was really taking an extreme statement there by trying to free us up from the danger of co-opting the dream into the service of our ego world. KS: No question, and I would make the statement that people who are reading dreams literally and interpreting them without benefit of symbol or metaphor are working in service of the ego, the old script; the original myth. They are staying stuck, rather than, as I hear you describing it, going into a relationship with the dream which presents a broader perspective unavailable to my conscious ego self, and which has very different goals from the person who went to sleep last night having this image of the world or self. My sense is that we are always being presented with models, more than images, of how we can be, as Jean Houston refers to us, as "the possible human". And that these models come but if we don't work with them, don't move into partnership with them these fabulous diamonds sit, almost wasted. JM: Yes, a very tragic waste. I think you would agree with me though that there is no guarantee that even if the dreamer had worked with the dream at that time that he or she would have come into partnership with it, and not in the way that we can twenty years later. That's where the covenant part comes in. We can only be with the dream; it doesn't guarantee us that automatic wisdom, but the act of being with it allows us to stay in relationship with something larger. For some reason, before you came this morning, I was wandering around with the word "wonder" in my mind. Playing with the two sides of that "I wander about" and holding a sense of "wonder" at the same time. For me, that's enough sometimes. If I can wonder about the dream which is the same as wandering about or around the dream, its keeping something vivified between me and my unconscious, between me and the collective unconscious of our larger society. At some point that will synchronize or come into synergy with the outer world, so that twenty years later I will open up, because Ill hear somebody talking, perhaps using an image in a speech and suddenly it becomes vivified and I will get a flash of that dream. Something was opened up in me at that time; an aperture, simply by my being willing to be with the dream in a state of wonder. Not necessarily in a state of wisdom. KS: I like that! And I so frequently have that experience of being in conversation with somebody and having a flash of a dream from long ago, and knowing that somehow that is enormously important because I took the dream twenty years ago, played with it; kept it alive; kept it in front of me. JM: Exactly. Sustain the energy and the mystery of it, without pinning it. If you take a butterfly and you pin it down and describe it all, you've got the butterfly, but it will never fly again. My intent in working with the creative arts with the dream is to allow that butterfly to continue to fly. KS: Keeping the vital energies moving, rather than turning the dream into a dead language for scholars to look believing that I know what that means, and, worse yet, that I know what that one means for you. I'm thinking again about the wondering and the wandering about and playing with a dream so that the images are alive, so that were intrigued by; energized by; irritated by the dream. Its as if there is a road that's open between me and my future and when I walk into that part of my future where the dream is going to turn from wonder into wisdom, then it pops back up. JM: Oh yes! And that's what I call "comeuppance" to my cynicism or skepticism. It just keeps happening. KS: And that's why doing dreamwork for an atheist is still a spiritual experience. It has that transpersonal, beyond-the-self, beyond-the-ego charge to it that is such an exciting, meaningful way to live and be. Lets move into dreams as art forms. Id like to have you, first of all, address the significance and importance and value of theory in understanding the dream. In my own case, I've been very activated by Jung's theories, and Hillman's take on Jung's work which you presented very well in that the dream is not to be used to serve the ego; not to be used as a lottery ticket; as a psychic tarot card reading, but that the dream has its own agenda. Now these are all theories. We cant talk without these theories, and I cant teach people how to begin to approach their dreams and keep them alive unless they have a connection to them, which comes to a great extent at least being intrigued by the symbol and being willing to wonder, wander and play with it, and begin to make guesses as to what this is. For that we need theory. In several places in the book, you make strong assertions that you don't want people to get locked into a theoretical, analytical perspective with their dreams. On the other hand, we do need theory. So speak about this conundrum, paradox, interweaving that has to happen left brain/right brain/unconscious/creative. JM: My sense is that theory is a story, except that the protagonists are concepts. I happen to find that Jung's and Hillman's stories about dream life work for me because they enable me to stay with the dream; they give me ways to ask questions to stay in deep relationship with my dream world. What I like about Jung is he felt that we must be ready at any stage to construct an entirely new theory of dreams. Its that kind of freezing theory, using theory as a template; using the theory as a story that doesn't allow for revisions. For instance, when I'm working with people who have a theme in their lives, of, perhaps, competition, if they could only see their world through that one storyline, then everything that happens to them is fitted into that template. That, to me, is not allowing the material to inform us. That's the risk we take when we get into theory. The other thing is that we live in a fast food society, and we like answers. Its very convenient to say "oh! She's blonde and has brown eyes in the dream, therefore she is my shadow." Its a way to dismiss something by naming it. Instead of "I wonder if this has something to do with Shadow; I wonder if I consented to the gestalt of the figure in the dream; I wonder how I might be with this----", then the theory becomes a jumping point; a place of expanding rather than wrapping it up. Its a paradoxical place to be, where we move between maps and exploring unmapped material. So that I might say "Well, I've never been in this valley before, but I've been in other valleys. And Jung says that valleys can mean this kind of thing I wonder if this means that to me, or does it have something else to tell me." KS: In addition, there's a sense of a need we have as human beings to have a multi-faceted way of approaching things, and we tend to get locked into one repeated pattern. One of the reasons I love your book is that you give such a multi-dimensional approach to working with dream material. Your book is a great permission-giver in terms of actual process. JM: When we work with our dreams, were a little like trapeze artists, and we need a net underneath. Id like to think of the exercises I've created in the book as "the net" they give us a place to bounce off. My hope would be if I've led people through the exercise successfully the exercise will be irrelevant because they will have started their own creative process. I don't want my exercises to become exactly what I'm talking about; another way to define the dream. I want to provide enough foundation so people can springboard off of it. KS: As an artist, you are interested in having people work with the image in its raw form; not just sitting down with a dream dictionary and trying to determine its meaning. JM: Yes, and also, to allow the other sense channels to have a say as well. The concept of synesthesia is very possible a mixing of the senses. To taste a sensation; to image a taste. My grandfather used to say, when he'd get a meal in front of him, "Be quiet, I'm listening to the taste." And to me, dreams do that; they have that capacity to simply mix the senses. We have to find a way to open up to that language that goes beyond storytelling. When we simply speak about the dream; when I try to tell you about my dream this morning, I'm still going to get caught in that Western hole to tell a story with a beginning, middle and end. I will probably say "and then", or "the scene changes" or "it stops there" and there'll be a note of apology in my voice because it didn't have an end. I mention in the book that there was a very well known writing teacher, who shall remain nameless, who asked his students to bring in their dreams. They had to write them out, and read them out in class, and he critiqued them from the point of view of whether or not they were "good" or "bad" stories. That, to me, epitomizes what I prefer not to do with dreams. Dreams are more than stories; more than the conventional Western story line that really only came into being with determinism in the 19th century. Until then, stories were freer and more fluid things where your point of view could change; the time frame could change. But from the 19th century on, with fiction, we became bound by the Western form of the story, whereas the arts and other cultures ways of telling stories are not bound by those things; the dream is not bound by those things. So if I have a dream feeling or a dream image, I can express that in a non-linear way that's not bound by beginning, middle, end; by causality; by steadiness of viewpoint. If I paint it or take the clay and breathe my experience of the dream into it, the clay can hold that form of the dream that goes beyond those constrictions. KS: You've presented a whole lot of freeing ways to approach the dream in your book. One of the complaints I hear the most from dreamers I my groups is that "I didn't have a dream; I only had a snippet." In fact, we can work for hours on that snippet. A single sentence; an incomplete phrase is often more profound than a dream that is written in a linear fashion and overs many pages. JM: Absolutely. One of the suggestions that I make for people to begin to appreciate the depth of those images, is to simply take one of those images, such a visual image, and to imagine that it is a six foot by six foot painting in a well known gallery, on exhibit all by itself. If its just a hairy arm, and that's you see, imagine what its like to have a modern painter paint that arm six foot by six foot. What does it say to you? What does it evoke in you? Its a way of shifting your perspective. If you just get a word, like "experience" and you tell yourself that wasn't a dream, if you imagine that there is the most respected actor in the world standing on stage and saying that word to two thousand people, what's it going to do to you? So its a way to shift our relationship, again, to what were saying instead of just dismissing it. KS: In fact, one of the most prominent forms of dream abuse is judging the dream. Saying a dream is "bad" because ---. People new to dream groups almost invariably do that because we come from a very judgmental culture. JM: And guilty, too. We have affairs in our night life and we feel terribly guilty when we wake up. KS: Its amazing to watch people move into dream work for the first time and to see how the inculturation of the individual is what determines the understanding of the dream, without any concern for protecting what the dream image is. JM: That's where I find it very helpful to remind myself that to enter into the dream world is to enter into a different culture. To lay my values or my morality on the dream world is a form of spiritual colonialism. I have to tell myself that this is a culture that I don't understand. When you work with dreams over a long period of time you become like an anthropologist spending a long time in one culture, and you gradually come to understand the rules, the ethics, the energy of the dreams. KS: What do you do, Jill, with psychological tests that purport to determine whether or not an individual is creative? JM: Well, that's a little like commenting about a horse after its out of the gate! When I work with people, I don't have to question whether or not they are creative, because it is so obvious that they are. I do have to ask myself, and invite them to ask themselves, what their perception of creativity is. KS: And whether they're willing to exercise their creative muscles. I think most of us in this very judgmental culture in which We've been raised are afraid of our creativity for a lot of reasons. JM: Well, it gets co-opted in the service of product. Most of the people I know who have difficulty with their creativity were told somewhere along the line that "that doesn't look like a tree", and then, given that the product was not what somebody else expected, they conclude they have no creativity. Whereas my sense is that this is not about product its not about "art for arts sake", its about "art for the souls sake". A dream is art for the souls sake. I find myself much more aligned with and helped by the Pueblo Indian culture there's a beautiful word in the Tewa Indian language called "po-wa-ha". These people are so creative so many artists, sculptors and potters and weavers - and there is no word for "art" in their culture. The closest word for "art" in their language, "po-wa-ha", kind of means "creativity", but the literal translation is "water-wind-breath", and it is the spirit that moves through everything. It is the process of creation that is within each of us, so they value the process as the thing which is priceless, not the product. That's why I've paid so much attention to presenting so many art forms in my book from myth to drama to ritual to painting to haiku to sculpture; all of this because its not about us being able to produce a good dance or a good painting its about us being with "po-wa-ha", that spirit of creativity that is the language of the soul. Its a cycle creativity/soul/dream they're all tied together. KS: Dreams evoke so much in us, as does any art form. What does it mean to say that dreams evoke something in us? JM: Being an old English major, I immediately went back to the meaning of the word "evoke", which comes from "vocare", "to call", or to call out. That's what I experience. I would hope that I could be there with a dreamer to call out what is there; not to call it or name it, but to call it out. KS: Would you agree that is the job of the dream to evoke from us? JM: I don't know if that's the job of the dream, but it certainly seems to do that a lot. It lays down new energetic pathways. KS: Well heres an interesting question raised by Clairessa Pinkola Estes why is it that so often when people tell a dream they begin to cry? JM: Well, I wonder if we can go back to the idea of that which is evoked; that it is the call of the soul, and when we speak the dream; when we re-embody the dream with words we resonate with the truth that is coming from our soul, even when we don't understand. It goes beyond cognition; beyond reason, into the felt sense of the dream. KS: Jill, our time has run out, and were so delighted to have spent time with you. Perhaps we can "evoke" your willingness to do this again sometime! Thank you, and thank you for your wonderful work. Jill Mellicks book, "The Natural Artistry of Dreams Creative Ways to Bring the Wisdom of Dreams to Waking Life", is available through Conari Press, ISBN 1-57321-019-2. O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O Want to Join a Dream Group via E-mail? By Chris Hicks O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O The Electric Dreams Dream Wheel 13 has already started, but in a few weeks DreamWheel 14 will begin and you are invited! Be sure to get your name in early for the next round! *What!!! You don't know what a Dream Wheel is? Send an email to Chris Hicks at: dreamwheel@michweb.net and ask him for info. This Dream Wheel has something new! In addition to the main Dream Wheel group, which will run as the email Dream Wheels usually do, we are experimenting with smaller, more intimate groups. In this experiment, each person will have *two* groups, the Main group and a smaller group. As usual, you can participate or lurk as you wish. =o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o Interview with Donna Campos, Host of DreamStudio on Compuserve With Victoria Quinton =o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o=o VQ: How long have you been dealing with dreams in cyberspace? Donna Campos: I've been 'out here' about two years now. I travel a fair amount, making it difficult to have dreamwork be a regularly scheduled part of my life. VQ: Do you think the travel affects your dreams? DC: Hey -- I love this question; it's been haunting me for days now. I spent last week in NYC and stayed at a hotel on Times Square. I hosted the Dream Studio from there and it inspired everybody to begin an attempt to meet each other in our dreams in Times Square. Somehow that also evolved into a decision to try to meet disguised as animals. (Feel welcome to look for me -- I'm the llama with the long eyelashes and the bad attitude) So. . . . yep, it affects my dreams. When I travel for fun the sleeping part of the trip is a part of the adventure. The hotel room/cabin/strange house/ tent/cabana/pension/RV is different and exotic. Whether the bed is too soft, too hard or just right -- I tend to be hyper-aware of my surroundings and wake up a lot. I also tend to sleep later in the morning. And all these things conspire to improve my dream recall. When I travel for business, however, I usually get short-changed on sleep. It's hectic with long days full of packing, rushing to the airport, catching a cab, checking into a hotel, working into the night, and late dinners of large-portioned restaurant food. All these things conspire to make me want to cocoon at night -- just pull a blanket around me, sleep soundly and tune everything out. Dream recall dwindles. For work this year I've traveled across the country twice in a motor home. RV travel has really captured my dreaming imagination; I've remembered close to 100 RV or bus dreams in the past year. And there really wasn't any dream groups meeting near my home anyway. So I logged on specifically to explore what was available on dreams in cyberspace. VQ: Had you dealt much with dreams, either your own or those of others before being involved with them in cyberspace? DC: Sure. I had vivid recall as a kid. Had my first lucid dreams (inspired by Carlos Castaneda) in my late teens. In my late 20s I started to take my interest in dreams seriously, keeping a detailed journal, reading everything I could on the subject. I also had the good fortune at the time of living down the street from dreamworker Jill Gregory of the Novato Center for Dreams -- so I took classes from her. And all along, of course, friends and family would share their dreams with me. It was wonderful! Suddenly, the world seemed full of dreamers -- all of them with something to share. VQ: Was your contact with them mainly via e-mail or by other means? DC: There's a Dreaming Section bulletin board over on Compuserve in the New Age B Forum and that was initially my first contact with online dreamers. I still spend a lot of time there. (This is gonna sound like a plug but it's important, I think.) The bulletin boards on Compuserve are great in that they let you know when someone's responded to your post. It's a little thing but it really helps keep bulletin board conversations going, keeps them vital and interesting. It's one of the things that make that corner of cyberspace feel like a neighborhood. This is straying from the subject, Victoria, but I think it's interesting; the New Age Forum has 'produced' half a dozen marriages so far. A big camping trip is planned for next week. There's a big campground called "Hell" in Michigan and everyone wanted to go there but no luck -- apparently Hell is full. About a year later, I started the Dream Studio. VQ: Did you have a dream that spurred you to start the Dream Studio? No, not a specific dream. But, you know, dreams are always rich in the call to creative, courageous responses to life. Have you a "first book to read" suggestion for those starting out working with their dreams. DC: People ask me that all the time. What I suggest (and what works best for me) is to simply go to a bookstore or library and see what dream book 'falls off the shelf' at you. Where would you direct people to start with "dreams in cyberspace"? DC: Electric Dreams without a doubt. ================================================= Victoria 8*) mermaid@alphalink.com.au http://www.alphalink.com.au/~mermaid/ O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O The Founding of alt.dreams Some historical cyber-dreaming notes from John Herbert O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O http://users.aol.com/john0417/HuSci/ApI-AltD.html The following posting to the alt.dream topic led to the e-mail listed below: Topic 22 Need info on alt.dreams jherbert alt.dreams 5:13 pm Mar 5, 1991 I would like to get some information about the founding of alt.dreams. Does anyone remember how it got started, or know who the originators were? If anyone can help, or put me in touch with someone who can help, please contact me. Thanks, John Herbert John W. Herbert, P.O.Box 9250 St. Petersburg, FL, USA, 33740-9250 813-360-6161 IGC networks: jherbert APC networks: igc:jherbert UUCP: uunet!pyramid!cdp!jherbert Bitnet: cdp!jherbert@labrea.stanford Internet: cdp!jherbert@labrea.stanford.edu Message 1 (38 lines) From uunet!mcsun!cs.glasgow.ac.uk!jack Thu Mar 7 07:40 PST 1991 >From mcsun!cs.glasgow.ac.uk!jack Thu Mar 7 08:45:56 1991 remote from uunet From: Jack Campin Date: Thu, 7 Mar 91 12:00:11 GMT To: cdp!jherbert Subject: Re: Need info about alt.dreams Newsgroups: alt.dreams Organization: COMANDOS Project, Glesga Yoonie, No Mean City I suggested it. The idea came from surrealism: to provide a window onto what we all really feel about the present age by revealing thought processes that can't be censored as easily as conscious ones. It hasn't done that as well as I hoped (too much paranormal crap) but I'm reasonably happy with the result. I don't know who actually posted the newgroup message; I'd like to know if you find out. best wishes - jack Jack Campin Computing Science Department, Glasgow University, 17 Lilybank Gardens, Glasgow G12 8QQ, Scotland 041 339 8855 x6854 work 041 556 1878 home JANET: jack@cs.glasgow.ac.uk BANG!net: via mcsun and ukc FAX: 041 330 4913 INTERNET: via nsfnet-relay.ac.uk BITNET: via UKACRL UUCP: jack@glasgow.uucp Message 1 (37 lines) From jherbert Sun Mar 10 09:29 PST 1991 To: jack@glasgow.uucp Subject: alt.dreams Cc: jherbert For:Jack Campin Dear Jack - Thank you for responding. I stumbled on Newsnet while compiling a directory of conferences available to PeaceNet. I do not yet know who does what or who monitors what it posted. I am a student at Saybrook Institute in San Francisco in a doctoral program in psychology and am interested in finding out how effective computer conferencing can be in working with dreams. I conduct dream groups using the Ullman-Zimmerman method, and am currently doing a study on comparing responses from a face-to-face dream group process with responses posted on alt.dreams. Would you mind a few more questions? Approximately when did you start alt.dreams? Did you have a core group or did you just start it up alone? Did it ever function as a meeting place following your original intent, or was it always as scattered as now? Have you ever structured a closed conference working with dreams? Are you actively working with your or others' dreams? I would appreciate any comments you could share. I am trying to structure my essays and dissertation within a dreams/computer framework, if possible. I am not in clinical practice - the U-Z method is a people-people process, not a therapist-client process, although many therapeutic results follow working with dreams, if you use the knowledge presented. Thanks, John Herbert Message 1 (65 lines) From uunet!mcsun!cs.glasgow.ac.uk!jack Mon Mar 11 10:51 PST 1991 >From mcsun!cs.glasgow.ac.uk!jack Mon Mar 11 10:00:28 1991 remote from uunet From: Jack Campin Date: Mon, 11 Mar 91 14:11:47 GMT To: cdp!jherbert Subject: Re: alt.dreams > I conduct dream groups using the Ullman-Zimmerman method Never heard of this. Might be worth posting a referenced introduction to it to the group. > Would you mind a few more questions? > Approximately when did you start alt.dreams? About a year ago. > Did you have a core group or did you just start it up alone? I followed the usual procedure for an "alt" group: I posted note to alt.config and other relevant groups (sci.psychology, rec.arts.misc, and talk.politics.misc, I think) asking if anyone else was interested in the idea. When enough people had followed up saying that they were, someone went ahead and sent out a creation message. I had to post a followup to my original note, as one quite intelligent person had misread it - he thought my intentions were subsumable under sci.psychology, but I always regarded the artistic and political aspects of dreaming as more important. I did mention surrealism in the original note, but most people didn't know enough about it to decode my reference. I was very explicit about wanting minimal discussion or interpretation, but people had a hard time seeing why. There's a book called "The Third Reich of Dreams" you might have seen; I intended this group to provide the same sort of insights into our time. > Did it ever function as a meeting place following your original intent, > or was it always as scattered as now? I expected something "scattered", as you put it. I've been on the net for a very long time and have a fair idea of how its sociology works. I had expected rather more raw material than has actually emerged. > Have you ever structured a closed conference working with dreams? Are you > actively working with your or others' dreams? No. No, but I might at some future time. cheers - jack The founding of alt.dreams End O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O Nightmare Hotline - an Interview with Anthony Dubetz with Richard Wilkerson O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O Tony Dubetz- Interview 10-1 -10-31 1996 Its just around the corner and you have no place to hide. It knows where you are, follows you relentlessly and reads your mind. eeeek! And then you wake up. It was a nightmare and now you really would like to talk to someone. Who to Call? Anthony Dubetz, author of EASY DREAMS has a special phone line just for you! the Dream Hot line in Chicago (312) 589- 2471 has been helping those puzzled by dreams for several years. "the Main thing is what your think about your dream", he says, " That is, what you must eliminate the next day." Overused parts of the personality leave other parts neglected. "Maybe your dream is actually telling you that you've reached a burn-out level in your personality. the dream might be getting a little scarier every day - it may be shouting at you." Interview conducted via mail... RCW: When people call up the Hot-Line, what can they expect? TD: If they ask for an opinion about a dream, I would offer one as if the dream were my own. (such as) "The dream you introduced the hot-line interview with tells me to avoid trapping myself or others." RCW: Freudian dream interpretation is about the reduction of neurosis. Jung's work is about wholeness and healing. Ullman's techniques lead to insight and empowerment. How would you characterize your process? TD: Learning to share the cosmos with dreams. RCW: In classical therapy there is often nothing said about the dream, the client is just allowed or encouraged to free associate. When I talk with psychics, they tell me *all* the meaning in the dream. Where does your process fall in this scale and what do you feel the teacher's role is in empowering the dreamer to find his or her own meanings. TD: The teacher can recognize what the dreamer knows and encourage that knowledge, for it is empowerment, and there is a place 90 degrees to the left or right of the dream's location which is the place my process falls. RCW: You talk about not getting identified with the dream image, can you say a little more about this? TD: Like ghost images on our T.V. sets, dream images are not the substantial part of us but will o' the wisps. Why not invest in the substantial self which experiences the dream? RCW: What experiences led you to your ideas and practice? TD: Precognition and *deja vu*. RCW: Our society has had both a general disregard and fear of dreams. Mom says "It's just a dream," and yet we are afraid of what the dream will reveal about us to a psychiatrist. do you see any changes in this attitude in the las couple of decades? TD: I've seen the shedding of "just a dream" attitude and fear of dreams turn into respect for dreams. harry Hunt and others have demonstrated that dreams are important, perhaps essential, to cognitive theory. Can the understanding of science be of value to dreamwork? TD: Yes, it has given me encouragement when there was no other, especially science on missing matter. It helped me to understand existence as light, black and white, ever changing and no light, both co-eternities. RCW: It has been about a hundred years now since Freud's Interpretation of Dreams; do you think dreamwork in the next century will be significantly different than the 20th Century? TD: Yes, and due in part to your efforts as well as your mentors, inevitably. Tony's text, _Easy Dreams- Making Nightmares Pay_, is a 41 page booklet fully explaining The Dream Hot-Line method and is available for $6.00 send to Anthony Dubetz, P.O. Box 34934, Chicago IL 60634 You can call the hotline at (312) 589-2471 or email at: (address to be announced) O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O G L O B A L D R E A M I N G N E W S O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O=O INDEX: ASD ACCEPTING ENTRIES FOR ANNUAL DREAM ART EXHIBITION ASD & CYBERSPACE UPDATE CALL FOR ENTRIES: MAIL ART EXHIBITION NEW JEREMY TAYLOR VIDEO TAPES NEW BOOK ON DREAMS - EDITED BY KELLY BULKELEY JUNGIAN BOOK TALK ONLINE QUOTES FROM CREATIVE DREAMERS IN-DEPTH DREAMWORK TRAINING OFFERED AT TWIN LAKES COLLEGE OF THE HEALING ARTS DREAM ART: DREAMS OF LIFE & DEATH AOL ADDS NEW SLOT FOR DREAM SHOW *R E S E A R C H R E Q U E S T S DREAMS OF ABSTINENT ALCOHOLICS NEEDED DREAMS ABOUT DEATH AND THE AFTERLIFE MALE DREAMERS NEEDED FOR DREAM SERIES RESEARCH "DREAMS OF LIGHT" RESEARCH - Gillian Holloway DREAM FILMS * W E B S I T E U P D A T E S * D R E A M C A L E N D A R ================= ASD ACCEPTING ENTRIES FOR ANNUAL DREAM ART EXHIBITION ============================ The Association for the Study of Dreams is now accepting entries for their annual dream art exhibition, to be held in conjunction with Conference XIV in Asheville, North Carolina. Original work in any medium that has been inspired by, or related to, dreams will be eligible. All work will be juried from slides only. Deadline is March 1, 1997. For details and an entry form contact Joanne Rochon. e-mail: Joanne12@aol.com ============= ASD & CYBERSPACE UPDATE ============= The Association for the Study of Dreams executive board has voted- there *will* be links on the ASD site to other dream related sites. The process of selection is still being ironed out, but submissions can now be sent for review by Jayne Gackenbach and the Electronic Committee. What else is happening on the site? How about this - the full version of the text "Outline for a Theory on the Nature and Functions of Dreaming" by Ernest Hartmann, M.D. Be sure to stop by and see this and other new articles now available. And while you are there, drop by the bulletin board and join in one of the discussions, from the question and ethics of dream interpretation to how to do research on the Net. http://www.outreach.org/gmcc.asd/ Also, -December 1st is the Deadline for Submissions for the Conference XIV Presentations as well as submissions to the ASD newsletter for Winter. For Call for Presentation forms, contact ASD, PO BOX 1600, Vienna, VA 22183. ====== CALL FOR ENTRIES: MAIL ART EXHIBITION ==== Theme: DREAMS OF LIFE AND DEATH Entry Deadline: December 1, 1996 Exhibition Date: January 1997 Please send two pages, a hand-written dream and an image from the dream reproduced in any 2-D media. Size Limit: 8 1/2" x 11" All entries will be exhibited, no returns. Documentation will be sent to all. Send to: Barbara Drucker The Living Room, Special Projects in Contemporary Art 1132 Broadway, Santa Monica, CA 90401, USA =========== NEW JEREMY TAYLOR VIDEO TAPES ========== A new videotape featuring dreamworker and author extraordinaire, Jeremy Taylor is available now by mail. "Dreams: Dramas of the Night" and "Jeremy Taylor Works with the Dreams of Eight People" can be ordered by calling California Video, at (415) 332.5300. The price is $29.95, and the tape is 90 minutes long. ===== NEW BOOK ON DREAMS - EDITED BY KELLY BULKELEY ===== Bulkeley, K. (Ed.) (1996). Among All These Dreamers: Essays on Dreaming And Modern Society. SUNY Press, US$18.95 ============ JUNGIAN BOOK TALK ONLINE ============== SWAMPLANDS OF THE SOUL New Life in Dismal Places by JAMES HOLLIS, Ph.D., Jungian Analyst 160 pp. 14 illustrations. Index. $16 Toronto: Inner City Books, 1996. This electronic conversation will begin Monday, November 4, 1996, and will last for one or two weeks depending on the energy of the author and subscribers' interests. Although the discussion will not begin until November 4, you can subscribe now. TO PARTICIPATE or just listen to interesting conversation, please send the request "subscribe jung-book-talks Yourfirstname Yourlastname" to the following e-mail address: LISTPROC@csf.colorado.edu FROM THE INTRODUCTION: "There is a thought, a recurrent fantasy perhaps, that the purpose of life is to achieve happiness.... But nature, or fate, or the gods, has another thought which keeps interrupting this fantasy. The split, the discrepancy between what we long for and what we suffer as limitation, has haunted the Western imagination. To Pascal we are but fragile reeds that may easily be destroyed by an indifferent universe, and yet we are thinking reeds who can conjure with the cosmos. Goethe's Faust speaks of two souls that contend within his breast, one clinging to this spinning planet and the other longing for the heavens.... The litany arising from the gap between hope and experience is endless.... But Jungian psychology, and the disciplined practice of personal growth it promotes, offers another perspective based on the assumption that the goal of life is not happiness but meaning." ABOUT THE AUTHOR: James Hollis, Ph.D., is author of "The Middle Passage: From Misery to Meaning in Midlife" (1993), "Under Saturn's Shadow: The Wounding and Healing of Men" (1994),and "Tracking the Gods: The Place of Myth in Modern Life" (1995). He is a Senior Training Analyst of the Inter-Regional Association of Jungian Analysts, Education Director of the C. G. Jung Institute of Philadelphia, and is in private practice in New Jersey and Philadelphia. TO PLACE A BOOK ORDER: Anyone interested in ordering SWAMPLANDS OF THE SOUL directly from Inner City Books with a check will receive a 20 percent discount--just mention HOLLIS ONLINE. This offer does not apply to credit card orders, and the discount expires on 31 October 1996. Send a check in one of the following amounts: In Canada: $Cdn. 12.80 + GST 0.90 + $2 bookpost or $5 air Outside Canada: enclose check for $US 12.80 + $2 bookpost or $5 air Mail your order to: Inner City Books, Box 1271, Station Q, Toronto, Ontario M4T 2P4 Canada For more information, see Inner City Books web sites at: http://www.inforamp.net/~icb (text only) or http://www.bookworld.com/innercity (with book cover graphics). "JUNG-BOOK-TALKS": When you subscribe to list, JUNG-BOOK-TALKS, you will automatically receive a Welcome Message describing how to participate in the discussion, how to get help with questions, and how to unsubscribe. For additional information, contact Communications for a Sustainable Future at: Seminars OnLine: http://csf.colorado.edu/sol/jung-book-talks/info.html ========= QUOTES FROM CREATIVE DREAMERS =========== Dreams are an ongoing source of inspiration to creative people everywhere. Thanks to ShonaMarie who has sent in the following quotes from creative dreamers for dream quotes on the Web, visit "Thoughts on Dreams" at http://members.cruzio.com/~pcoats. George Bernard Shaw in John Bull's Other Island: Your wits can't thicken in that soft moist air, on those white springy roads, in those misty rushes and brown bogs, on those hillsides of granite rocks and magenta heather. You've no such colours in the sky, no such lure in the distances, no such sadness in the evenings. Oh the dreaming! the dreaming! the torturing, heart-scalding, never satisfying dreaming, dreaming, dreaming, dreaming! Jean Cocteau in La Difficult d'Etre,"Du Reve": One of the characteristics of the dream is that nothing surprises us in it. With no regret, we agree to live in it with strangers, completely cut off from our habits and friends. Louis B nuel: If someone were to tell me I had twenty years left, and ask me how I'd like to spend them, I'd reply 'Give me two hours a day of activity, and I'll take the other twenty-two in dreams.'" Pedro Calderón de la Barca in La Vida es Sueño: What is life? A frenzy. What is life? An illusion, a shadow, a fiction. And the greatest good is trivial; for all life is a dream and all dreams are dreams. Mary Chase in Harvey: The difference between a fine oil painting and a mechanical thing like a photograph is simply this: a photograph shows only the reality; a painting shows not only the reality but the dream behind it --. It's our dreams that keep us going. That separate us from the beasts. I wouldn't even want to live if I thought it was all just eating and sleeping and taking off my clothes. Well -- putting them on again -- Cyril Connolly in The Unquiet Grave: There is immunity in reading, immunity in formal society, in office routine, in the company of old friends and in the giving of officious help to strangers, but there is no sanctuary in one bed from the memory of another. The past with its anguish will break through every defence-line of custom and habit; we must sleep and therefore we must dream. Joseph Conrad in Lord Jim: A man that is born falls into a dream like a man who falls into the sea. If he tries to climb out into the air as inexperienced people endeavour to do, he drowns. Leonardo da Vinci: Why does the eye see a thing more clearly in dreams than the imagination when awake? Gerard de Nerval: I resolved to fix my dream-state and learn its secret... I seemed to understand that there was a bond between the external and internal worlds: that only inattention or spiritual confusion distorted the outward affinities between them. Eugene Ionesco in Present Past Past Present: I am not quite sure whether I am dreaming or remembering, whether I have lived my life or dreamed it. Just as dreams do, memory makes me profoundly aware of the unreality, the evanescence of the world, a fleeting image in the moving water. Daniel J Boorstin in The Discoverers (Vol. 1): The last thirteen cantos of his completed work would have been lost if after his death Dante had not appeared in a dream to his son Jacopo to explain where they were hidden. Alfred Kazin in New York Jew: Blaze was always my word for joy. Fire has haunted my life, and I talk to my dead in my dreams. Our dead. Like those epic heroes who in the other world talked to their dead, separated by a screen of fire. Oh Lord who made himself known as fire, where are you? Return, oh Lord, have pity on thy servants! Sweet loves, absent friends, mama, papa, where are you? .... The sky is all red, crazy red! People reach out, feel each other hungrily. The sky over our heads has been loosened at last. I want to love again. I want my God back. I will never give up until it is too late to expect you. Luigi Pirandello in The Rules of the Game: In bed my real love has always been the sleep that rescued me by allowing me to dream. Yeats, W.B.: ...it is dreams // That lift us to the flowing, changing world // That the heart longs for. Ralph Waldo Emerson: A skillful man reads his dreams for his self-knowledge... However monstrous and grotesque their apparitions, they have a substantial truth. Walt Whitman: I had a sort of dream-trance the other day, in which I saw my favourite trees step out and promenade up, down and around, very curiously --with a whisper from one, leaning down as he pass'd me, We do all this on the present occasion, exceptionally, just for you. ======= IN-DEPTH DREAMWORK TRAINING OFFERED AT TWIN LAKES COLLEGE OF THE HEALING ARTS ================ Dream Studies Program at Twin Lakes College of the Healing Arts offers an in-depth training in dreamwork for both personal and professional applications.The 200 hour program is designed as a progressive multi-level training that will prepare students to work professionally with dreams using a dream interview method. This approach facilitates access to the transformative potential of the dream state. It respects the many ways in which various cultures utilize dreamwork as a valuable resource for physical recovery, emotional and mental balancing, as well as spiritual exploration and guidance. The client centered model of training also respects the unique aspects of each dream and dreamer. A Dream Studies Certificate will be awarded upon the successful completion of this program. The Dream Studies Program is for: - personal exploration of dreams - people who want a professional practice in dreamwork - professionals who want to integrate dreamwork into another practice of the healing or educational arts - such as body work, counseling, acupuncture, hypnosis, teaching, aromatherapy, chiropractic, nursing, and traditional western medicine. Begins with: Level 1: Personal Dreamwork, 10 Wednesdays 6:30 - 9:30pm Jan.22 - March 26 - also offered - Tues. 9:30 am - 12:30pm, Jan. 21 - March 25 Tuition: $255 Where: Twin Lakes College of the Healing Arts, 1210 Brommer St., Santa Cruz, CA 95062. (408) 476-2152. Call the office at (408) 476-2152 for brochure and complete information on schedule, tuition, and registration. ========= DREAM ART: DREAMS OF LIFE & DEATH ====== Call for Entries: Mail Art Exhibition Theme: DREAMS OF LIFE AND DEATH Entry Deadline: December 1, 1996 Exhibition Date: January 1997 Please send two pages, a hand-written dream and an image from the dream reproduced in any 2-D media. Size Limit: 8 ½" x 11" All entries will be exhibited, no returns. Documentation will be sent to all. Send to: Barbara Drucker The Living Room, Special Projects in Contemporary Art 1132 Broadway , Santa Monica, CA 90401 USA ===== AOL ADDS NEW SLOT FOR DREAM SHOW ============== Jeremy Taylor's on-line call-in dream show on AOL is adding a new time slot, on Tuesday evenings (time not quite yet determined!) To find out more, tune in to the daily morning show, Monday-Friday at 6am Pacific Time, 9am Eastern time on the AOL/HUB, using the keyword "DREAMSHOW". Access the bulletin board 24 hours a day with the same keyword. You can get on Jermey Taylor's Mailing List by contacting him at 10 Pleasant Lane, San Rafael, CA 94901 or emailing ktaylor957@aol.com or fax 415-455-0276 ============================================ R E S E A R C H R E Q U E S T S ============================================ ======= DREAMS OF ABSTINENT ALCOHOLICS NEEDED ======== My name is Jennie Hogan. I am a researcher at the University of the West of England in Bristol , UK. who is completing my Ph.D. I am investigating the dreams of abstinent alcoholics. I particularly need information about studies, papers and books about alcoholics and drug misusers dreams. I would also like people who have this problem to send me their dreams, paying particular attention to the emotional content of the dream, but also to state the length of time that they have been sober and their age and gender. Finally, if at all possible could you send me an e-mail address where I could contact you? My e-mail address is j-hogan@wpg.uwe.ac.uk Best wishes and happy dreaming, Jennie ====== DREAMS ABOUT DEATH AND THE AFTERLIFE ===== Geri Grubbs, student at the C. G. Jung Institute, Zurich, is conducting research on bereavement dreams following the sudden death of a child or intimate spouse/lover. The recorded dream period should be at least 6 months following the loss. She would like to work closely with the participants in analysing their dreams, if possible. If you have been, or were, recording your dreams during such a time and think you may be interested in sharing your dreams for the study, please contact Geri at (408) 867-9019 or e-mail a letter to her at 103134.336@compuserv.com. ==== MALE DREAMERS NEEDED FOR DREAM SERIES RESEARCH ====== Needed: Male dreamers with recorded history of dreams. I'm writing a book for Paulist Press titled Dream Cereal; a study of repeating symbols and serial dreams. I'm searching for case study participants who have the time to research their own journals to find a repeating symbol which forms a dream series. The work on the series is demanding, exciting and rewarding. You will need to work with me so that we both understand the dream material and it's significance in your life. In other words, dreamers do not just send me copies of dreams but are highly involved in the interpretation of them. If you have the interest, time and dream data please contact me at dremwvr@mbay.net. Thanks for your consideration. Kathleen Sullivan , 221 Pine Garden Lane, Pacific Grove, CA , 93950 408-372-8534 ======== "DREAMS OF LIGHT" RESEARCH - Gillian Holloway ========= I have been collecting dreams involving bright light for about a year now -looking at their common characteristics, how the dreamers view them, and any changes that may be noticed following the dream. There are some very intriguing common characteristics, in some cases almost reminiscent of the NDE reports of being suffused with light - and receiving a charge from the light. Although it is easy to jump on the spiritual bandwagon with these dreams, I am trying to look at them from a phenomenological perspective. I think people might enjoy hearing something about this work, and I can provide a URL where people may send in their dreams of light, if they have any. Let me know if this might be suitable for your article, or if you have another area you wish to focus on, we can discuss it. Sincerely, Gillian Holloway, PH.D. ============ DREAM FILMS ========================== I'm compiling a list of films about (or involving or referring to)dreams, which will be added as a page to The Dream Tree's website (see URL below). If you've seen a dream film, and want to participate in this project, please email me the title and any other information you'd like -- director, actors, plot summary, etc. If you'd like to do a "film review", I'll publish that too, with you credited as the reviewer. Thanks! Peggy Coats, Keeper The Dream Tree http://members.cruzio.com/~pcoats pcoats@cruzio.com w=w=w=w=w=w=w=w=w=w=w=w=w=w=w=w=w=w=w=w=w WEB SITE UPDATES w=w=w=w=w=w=w=w=w=w=w=w=w=w=w=w=w=w=w=w=w =========== CONCAVE UP, THE CREATIVE COMIC ============== On the subject of "Creativity in Dreams," the latest issue of Concave Up (#3) is roughly subtitled just that. There's a page of historical anecdotes about creative dreamers most of which were acquired from Van de Castle's book. A selection from the comic, called "The Little Octopus," is on the Web at: http://www.nonDairy.com/concave/up.cgi?i03p01 ========= COLLABORATIVE ART PROJECT ============ Diversive Paths, a collaborative international world wide web art project invites your participation at its website. Participants are invited to download site images, manipulate them and send them back to the dream map gallery. Check it out at: http://ziris.syr.edu/path/public_html/pathinfo.html ========== HEART OF THE DREAMING ================ This is an interesting interactive dream site, full of surprizes and twists and turns. Http://www.av.qnet.com/~raven/scotest.html ======= HONORING DREAM INSPIRED ART ============= This site contains links to many art galleries and creative sites on the web, including comics, communal dream projects, surrealism, theater and more! http://www.dreamgate.com/dream/goldring/artlink.htm ========= CREATIVITY FAQ and NEWSGROUP ============= Just in case you didn’t know, there is a newsgroups dedicated to creativity – misc.creativity. Also, a page on FAQs dealing with the nature of creativity at: http://www.ozemail.com.au/~caveman/Creative/suncrfaq.htm ====== CREATE LUCID DREAMS =================== The above subject is just one of the many creative alternatives mentioned in the new manual, Creative Alternatives For A Changing World offered by: Creative Alternatives, 1463 Berger St., Odenton, MD 21113 USA. This page is available at: http://www.tiac.net/users/seeker/dream.html ======= JOIN THE (LUCID) DREAM CLUB =========== Interested in being on an active mailing list for lucid dreamers? How about participating in IRC gatherings for discussions of lucid dreams? Get more information at the Dream Club's page: http://www.geocities.com/Athens/Acropolis/2357/ Or Subscribe by sending an email to majordomo@igc.apc.org and in the body of the email put only: subscribe dreamgroup-c We have decided upon a name for the Club! "The Oneiro-Network" ======== IONE'S PAGE ============================ Author Ione, who recently hosted the Dream Festival in Kingston, NY, has a new web page which includes information on the festival as well as the "dream sack". Check her out at: http://www.deeplistening.org/ione/dreams.html =========== DREAM SHARING NOW ADDED TO WANDERER'S SITE ====== I finally have our dream sharing forum on my web site. Check it out. Share your dreams on our new dream sharing forum. Now open. Send your dreams, along with your associations, feelings, and understandings to eumarks@aol.com, then come visit Wanderer's web site for our responses. http://members.aol.com/eumarks/homepage.html The first posting on the site will be on October 25th, and weekly thereafter. Everyone is welcome to share dreams and also to post their understandings of the dreams posted. ========= DREAM PSI ARCHIVE ========== This Dream Psi Archive is dedicated to extraordinary dreams. It features information on mutual, lucid, psychic, creative, psionic and flying dreams as well as related phenonmena. http://members.aol.com/DreamPsi/archive/index.htm It supports the dream projects and activities of the Fly-By-Night Club and is maintained by Linda Magallon. caseyflyer@aol.com The collection includes: 1.Collections & Dream Researcher Perspectives 2.Lab Experimenter Perspectives 3.Clinical Perspectives 4.Regional Examples 5.Prominent Psychics 6.Lucid Psi 7.Mutual Telepathy 8.Group Telepathy 9.Dreamworker and Dreamer Perspectives 10.Academic Perspectives ======== DREAM SHARING AT VOYAGER SITE ============ Dream Sharing in Cyberspace is now online in the Voyager E-Journal. We've also updated the look and feel of the site. Please visit us soon and let us know what you think. Marcus S. Robinson, DCH Author, Consultant, and Trainer marcus@vivanet.com 716.325.3372 USA Voyager...On the Path of Transformation E-Journal http://www.vivanet.com/~marcus/voyager.htm "Committed to global change through personal transformation." ========= CURRENT DREAM RESEARCH REQUESTS ======== If you are interested in being a participant in dream research, or would like to advertise research of your own, check out the "Dream Research" page at: http://www.members.cruzio.com/~pcoats ============================================== D R E A M C A L E N D A R =============================================== Nov 1 NET: Online Dream Classes Begin =========== DreamGate Dream Classes via e-mail Contact Richard Wilkerson, rcwilk@dreamgate.com Nov 2 USA: San Mateo, California =========== DAY OF THE DEAD CEREMONY & DREAM CIRCLE Call Terry Ebinger, A Circle of Dreams, 415) 347.6605 Nov 2 USA: Berkeley, California =========== BADG(Bay Area Dreamers Group) HALLOWEEN COSTUME BALL. Call Jim or Marcia for reservations at 510-526-5510. Nov 8 USA: Concord, Massachusetts ========== HORSES IN DREAMS, an in-depth exploration of a dream symbol. Presentation by Nancy Gazells at the Dreamwheel, 191 Sudbury Road, 7:30 to 9:30 pm. Phone to register: 508) 369.2634 Nov 8-10 USA: Monterey, CA ========== BEYOND THE VEIL: PERSPECTIVES ON DEATH, DYING AND THE NEAR-DEATH EXPERIENCE, sponsored by the Association for Research and Enlightenment (ARE) For more info, contact Bonnie Suddarth, 2410 Plata Drive, Santa Rosa, CA 95403 Nov 8-10 USA: Rockville, MD ========== WEEKEND WORKSHOP WITH JEREMY TAYLOR Call Jack Young at 301) 762.7666 for more info. Nov 7,14,21 USA: Cupertino, California =========== A GUIDE TO YOUR DREAMS, Charles N. Eudy Cupertino Parks and Recreation, (408) 777-3120. Nov 13,20, Dec 4,11 USA: San Jose, California =========== A GUIDE TO YOUR DREAMS, Charles N. Eudy Metropolitan Adult Education Program, (408) 947-2327. Nov 15-17 USA: Portland, Oregon ========== WEEKEND WORKSHOP WITH JEREMY TAYLOR Call Diana Clark at 503) 657-1331 for more info. Nov 21-25 USA: New Orleans, Louisiana ========== DREAMS, FILM AND THE AMERICAN UNCONSCIOUS, a paper presentation by Kelley Bulkeley at the American Academy of Religion. For info, call 404-727-7920 or e-mail is aar@emory.edu. Nov 23 USA: Berkeley, California ========== WORKSHOP WITH JEREMY TAYLOR To register, call Sandy, 510) 526-0972 z=z=z=z=z=z=z=z=z=z=z=z=z=z=z=z=z=z=z=z=z=z=z=z=z=z =========== end Global Dreaming News =============== Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z D R E A M S S E C T I O N Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z=Z Significant Dreams Supplement DREAMS SECTION EDITORIAL BY BOB K. FEEDBACK FROM THE DREAMERS ===Commentary on NO SUN by CathaV (960829) === ===Commentary from VickyT on Tornado Dreams (960904)=== COMMENTARY ON DREAMS FROM PREVIOUS ISSUES === commentary by jay on 'hen & I' by cheeko (960823)=== NEW DREAMS PRECOGNITIVE/FUTURE DREAMS *** Dream: Meditation Dream by J.D. (960909)*** ===Commentary on TORNADO Dreams by VickyT === REPETITIVE DREAMS ***Dream: FLYING by Suz (recurring) *** ***Dream: ESCAPING by Suz (recurring)*** ============================================================= = BIRTH ***Dream: BANK ROBBERS by JAH (960917) *** === Commentary by Narcissus on JAH's BANK ROBBERS Dream (960926)=== ***Dream: Forgotten Baby by Banshee (960906)*** ===Commentary by Narcissus on Banshee's Forgotten Baby Dream (960908) === === Commentary on Banshee's Forgotten Baby Dream by Bob C (960908) === CHILDHOOD ***Dream: "Trapped in The Abbey-Garage" by M.A.Provencher (930726)*** ***Dream: Dream of the Hidden Child - By Alissa (960914) *** *** Dream : "Pristine Jewels on the Fence" by MAR (960915) *** ===Commentary by Narcissus on "Pristine Jewels on the Fence" by MAR (960916)=== ADOLESCENCE ***Dream: "Makeup" by Cristie (960917)*** ADULTHOOD ***Dream: DRESSES DREAM by JAH (960919)*** ===Commentary by Narcissus on Dresses Dream by JAH (960926) OLD AGE DEATH ***Dream: Pepper Dream by KenF (960915) *** ===Commentary by Narcissus on "Pepper Dream" by KenF (960916)=== *** Dream: "Novel Death" by David (960908) *** ===Commentary by Narcissus on "Novel Death" by David (60909)=== ***Dream: Accidental Death of Little Girl by VickyT *** COMMUNICATION WITH THE DEAD ***Dream: Nana s Dream from AU (960826)*** ***Dream: A Talk With The Dead by Nutcracker (960808)*** ============================================================= ============================================================= ==== ANIMALS *** "The Lion's - Part I" by Steve & Co. (960927)*** *** "The Lion's - Part 2" by Steve & Co. (960927)*** ***Horses and John by VickyT *** AGGRESSION *** Dream: Revenge by Nutcracker (960801) *** *** Dream: More Mayhem by Nutcracker(960810)*** *** Dream: The Stalker by Nutcracker(960811)*** BATHROOMS *** Dream: The Loo by Nutcracker(960813) *** EATING *** Dream: Lunch and a Mugging by Nutcracker (960803) *** *** Dream: RL Stine - Part 1 by Nutcracker(960805)*** *** Dream: A Little Of Everything by Nutcracker(960813)*** *** Dream: And For Dessert.....by Nutcracker(960816)*** FEAR *** Naked fear by MK from Hamburg (960911) HOBBIES - COLLECTING THINGS *** Dream: Pez Convention by Nutcracker(960803)*** *** Dream: The Mother Lode by Nutcracker 960808)*** *** Dream: The Collector by Nutcracker(960813)*** HOUSE/ ...DRIVEWAY *** Dream: Surreal by Nutcracker(960806) *** HOTELS *** Dream: Uninvited Guests by Nutcracker(960806)*** LOTTERY DREAMS *** Dream: I Finally Did It by Nutcracker (960815)*** PERFORMERS *** Dream: I Love Lucy by Nutcracker (960815)*** POLITICAL SCENE *** Dream: Politics As Usual by Nutcracker (960812)*** RELATIONSHIPS *** Dream: My Adventure With Ernest by Nutcracker (960810)*** RELIGIOUS RELATED *** Dream: The Conclave by Nutcracker (960807)*** *** Dream: Persecution by Nutcracker (960812) *** SCHOOL THEMES *** The Joy Ride by VickyT (960829)*** *** Dream: My Teacher's Sister by Nutcracker (960813)*** *** Dream: My Biggest Fear by Nutcracker(960814)*** TORNADOS ***Tornado Hit Survival by VickyT (960829) *** ***Tornado's All Around by VickyT (960904) *** WORKPLACE *** "Late For Training" by Steve & Co. (960927) *** *** Dream: Night Shift by Nutcracker(960809)*** WRITING & WRITERS *** Dream: RL Stine - Part 2 by Nutcracker(960805)*** ============================================================= = DEFYING CLASSIFICATION *** ARMREST CAT AND HIGH SPEED LANES - by Jim B 960915) *** === comments by jay on 'armrest cat and high speed lanes' by jim b (960918)=== DREAM SERIES - TORNADOS & HIGH SCHOOL VickyT & BobK NEXT ISSUE THEME: Dreams and Creativity A DREAM POEM: ODYSSEY by Nutcracker (960829) ============================================================= = Significant Dreams Supplement DREAMS SECTION EDITORIAL BY BOB K. Welcome to the Dreams Section for ED Volume 3 Number 8. In an unusual development, this section is coming to your email boxes as a separate attachment- displaced in time by a couple weeks - from the Articles and News sections. (Sort of like a dream-time sequence thing.) We didn t plan it this way in advance, but we appreciate your patience and understanding. We hope you enjoy Septembers dream harvest. The focus topic for this month was Significant Dreams. Well, what are Significant Dreams? We thought we might get a sampling from our readers of dreams which had some important impact in their lives. We thank those who did send in dreams, and shared examples of the impact of dreams in their lives. The volume of submission was far less than we expected. Perhaps the intimate nature of some of these dreams, their emotional intensity or bizarre imagery make us shy about sharing them with the world at large or even a community like that in Electric Dreams. Maybe over time we will see some of these shared with our readers in the natural course of EDreams evolution. The subject of dream significance is highly subjective. At different stages of our lives, events take on differing significance. Specific issues that are important as children are not the same as when we are teens, adults or elderly. Across societies, specific issues of importance can vary. In keeping with a developmental perspective, I have grouped the dreams submitted this month -identified as significant or not- into a life cycle type of categorization, which is where those significant dreams would tend to be. What structure? Well the structure following the biological milestones we experience in our society: BIRTH, GROWTH (CHILDHOOD, ADOLESCENCE, ADULTHOOD, OLD AGE), DEATH. Along with these stages are the social milestones along the way,including: FAMILY, FRIENDSHIP (including PETS), EDUCATION, LOVE, WORK, CAREER, ENTERTAINMENT, HOBBIES, MARRIAGE, and SPIRITUAL DEVELOPMENT. All the EMOTIONS from SADNESS through HAPPINESS, and ROLES as OBSERVER or PARTICIPANT through the JOURNEYS (APPROACHING or ESCAPING)of our daily lives help develop the meaning of the dream. Talking about structure, I m still experimenting with the organization. I ve included PRECOGNITIVE and REPETITIVE dreams (significant by nature)at the beginning of the new dreams section. I have also tried to comment on the section headings and some dreams. And now for your entertainment, education and dream development, the dreams of September 1996 ...BOB K. FEEDBACK FROM THE DREAMERS ===Commentary on NO SUN by CathaV (960829) === I wanted to thank you for your brief comments on my recent dream, NO SUN. At first I took your comments, thinking, (typically) yeah I know that, but as a little time passed new doors opened. Your comments gave me a new perspective as well as added incentive to 'meditate' a bit further to really experience the dream again. I thought that the dream specifically related to my recent research into Mayan mythology. But, it suddenly it hit me that the dream is related to the TWA 800 crash--occurring before the actual accident. The real and possible loss of dear ones. Sitting in that shed, where everything was dark and seemingly inert, while looking out the door to the bright, colorful and life filled outdoors. It seems that that I need to gather courage to stand up and walk through those doors to participate in life and not just sit back, in a dark shelter, and view it. I know now that though I love not only witnessing, but helping my only son to grow up, I also fear his inevitable independence and possible rejection of me as he does. As a result I savor the loving and private moments that we share now. I need to move forward into life without fear. Thank you again, you helped me to experience the dream and its vision. CathaV ===Commentary from VickyT on Tornado Dreams (960904)=== Bob, thank you very much for the help on the dreams. I really appreciate you talking to me. This has been very hard on me, breaking up with John, and every thing in my life, I work out in my dreams. They are such a powerful tool for me. I experience such feeling and emotions in them it is unbelievable. Talking to you seems to be a outlet for me, so I hope you don't mind me sending you a few more recent dreams to talk about. I don't have family around where I live, just me and my 10 year old daughter. - VickyT COMMENTARY ON DREAMS FROM PREVIOUS ISSUES === commentary by jay on 'hen & I' by cheeko (960823)=== my only comment is, what wonderful rich imagery it is but also, any idea as to the content of the nursery rhyme on the cellophane? NEW DREAMS PRECOGNITIVE/FUTURE DREAMS *** Dream: Meditation Dream by J.D. (960909)*** I have been having this dream in which I am meditating in a calm, pleasant spot in the woods. What seems odd is that during the meditation, I begin to get visions of the future. In particular, I see things that will happen over the next five years. (For instance, I saw a comet coming near the earth in the year 1996) Now, I do not know if this is just my imagination running wild, or if I should take the dreams (visions) seriously. I would appreciate feedback on this. J.D. ===Commentary on TORNADO Dreams by VickyT === A little over three years ago, my 15 year old son, who now lives with his father in Denver, was critically injured. He lived with me at the time. He had long hospital stays, and in and out of the hospital a lot. When ever he got sick again and had to go back to the hospital, I would have a tornado dream. It got to the point every time I had one, I knew in a few days or so that josh would be going back to the hospital, and he did, even though he didn't know this. So these dreams are really a predictor for me, and that is why I feel that a lot of them are precognitive dreams. I also at one point was having dreams that he was dying, and I wasn't at the hospital, and I needed to get there to say good bye. It was so powerful and real. And sure enough he got real sick, and almost died again. But with the power of prayer and god's will he made it through and is OK today, with possible life long medical problems. My dreams are so very important to me, it is hard to explain. I keep a dream journal, and have since 1988, but taking some times off every now and then. Thank you very much for talking to me, and if it is OK, with you, please give me some more feed back on these three dreams. Repetitive dreams REPETITIVE DREAMS Dreams...by Suz .(960928) I just wanted to plunge into this list and share a couple of recurring dreams that I have 2-4 times a year: ***Dream: FLYING by Suz (recurring) *** One dream occurs in various locales and usually I am with various friends. What I do during the dream that is consistent is that I'll flap my arms vigorously until I get about 10 feet in the air, and then I can glide/hover along my friends as they walk to some destination of some sort. This type of dreaming is making it difficult to practice lucid dreaming since during the process of being able to "fly" in my dream, I truly believe that I have developed this special ability and there's nothing to tell me that this is a dream! Even sometimes after I immediately wake up, sometimes and believe I can still do it! ;-) ***Dream: ESCAPING by Suz (recurring)*** Here's another dream that I have variations on: I am escaping some xxx organization with a secret document (usually in a manila folder), and am running from bullets and once my friends showed up with a helicopter with a rope ladder and I escaped. Many variations on this, but I always feel I am in control and will not be killed and laugh along the way. Very fun adventure type dreams. Of course, not all my dreams are as fun as these two, but I just wanted to share a couple of my more fun dreams as starters for this list. ============================================================= == BIRTH [Birth is the beginning of physical life and babies are starting the journey. Both images usually have to do with some new beginning for the dreamer.BK] ***Dream: BANK ROBBERS by JAH (960917) *** (Though starting as an escape dream, this dream concludes with a transformation from adult witness of a robbery to infant victim of drowning.BK) [I am a virgin to this page so hopefully I am doing this right! I had a dream that I cannot figure out what it means.] I was being chased my car and by foot for several days by men that I had seen rob a bank in this small town I was in. I am from New York City and never had been a town like the one I imagined. Throughout these several days I was staying with a family in a farmhouse. Then one day I came home to the house only to find the men attacking the woman I was living with ( she was pregnant and about to give birth any day) I think they beat her so badly they forced her into labor.. when she gave birth to the child .. the men took the child to the backyard and tried to drown the child.. the whole time here I am just observing, not doing anything. As they were drowning the child.. I became the child.. I was looking at the men underwater through the child's eyes.. then I woke up.. Can anyone help me? JAH === Commentary by Narcissus on JAH's BANK ROBBERS Dream (960926)=== In my dream, I am the absent father and my father is the absent father. The mother is my mother, who, in some serious ways, could not take care of herself. The mother is also my inner feminine, who needs protection, along w/ her sacred child, from the slings and arrows of life and society. The dream for me is also about the process of birth. It's about the "beating" one seems to get in making the transition from the womb to breath. The men I see are the doctors and residents at the hospital. If this were my dream, I'd meditate on what I need to do to protect my inner feminine and inner child. I'd try to experience the dream from the perspectives of the mother, the men, and the child (before it becomes the dream ego). What do each of these characters want and need? What motivates them? I hope these thoughts are of use to you. Narcissus ***Dream: Forgotten Baby by Banshee (960906)*** Greets, I saw your posting earlier this week.. and visited the page.. yet didn't have a dream to give you.. well last night I had one! In r/l at work last night (I work in a night club) There was a mop on the floor, not thinking.. I stepped over it. Well stepping over a broom is supposed to bring you fertility. I thought "I didn t just do that!" I have no desire to get pregnant, at all, especially since I am single. The Dream... My friend (who just had a baby in r/l, and a divorce) and I were in a hospital, we had both given birth to baby's, mine a boy, hers a girl. We walked back to the car happy and care free. But once in there I realized I had forgotten my baby at the hospital. I though for a minute.. they could probably take better care of the baby than me.. so I tried to forget about him. Then a crazed drug addict female jumped in and demanded the car. She was in the middle of us. We sat in a very bad neighborhood parking lot. The drugged woman took out mace and sprayed my friend, when I saw the mace I stuck my head out the window and took a deep breath. We tried to tell the woman she didn't have to live her life this way, she could do better, and be happy. She began to calm down and smilingly agreed. Just then a man with a gun came and shot my friend, and the woman, there was a lot of blood. I escaped. As I ran I thought this was my punishment for leaving my baby at the hospital.. and 2 ppl where sacrificed because the baby had died without me. I was left alive to suffer, and learn from my mistake. Well there's the dream! good luck.. please tell me when and were it will be posted. Banshee *] ===Commentary by Narcissus on Banshee's Forgotten Baby Dream (960908) === The Dream... My friend (who just had a baby in r/l, and a divorce) and I were in a hospital, we had both given birth to baby's, mine a boy, hers a girl. We walked back to the car happy and care free. But once in there I realized I had forgotten my baby at the hospital. I thought for a minute.. they could probably take better care of the baby than me.. so I tried to forget about him. In my dream, I'm not taking responsibility for my desire to be a mother and for the male baby, the immature masculine that has been growing w/in me. Is it time I took more responsibility for nurturing my own life? Then a crazed drug addict female jumped in and demanded the car. She was in the middle of us. We sat in a very bad neighborhood parking lot. The drugged woman took out mace and sprayed my friend, when I saw the mace I stuck my head out the window and took a deep breath. We tried to tell the woman she didn't have to live her life this way, she could do better, and be happy. She began to calm down and smilingly agreed. Just then a man with a gun came and shot my friend, and the woman, there was a lot of blood. I escaped. As I ran I thought this was my punishment for leaving my baby at the hospital.. and 2 ppl where sacrificed because the baby had died without me. I was left alive to suffer, and learn from my mistake. My crazy, drug-addicted female is the part of me that is frightened and feels out of control. I note w/ interest that there's no description of what happens to the female baby. In my guilt about my own child, I don't notice whether she survives the attack by the man. I fear that if I do take on the role of the mother (either literally or metaphorically to my inner child), the "man" will kill me. My choices in life have resulted in my not being drug-addicted or an active mother, but they aren't fully satisfying either. If this were my dream, I would try to experience from the perspective of all the characters, including the babies. What part of me feels abandoned and in need of nurturing? What part would enjoy being a mother? What's crazed, addicted, and spraying dangerous gases? As the man, what are my motives for the murders? Why do I kill the addict and the friend but leave the dreamer alive? I know that this analysis wasn't easy to read and I apologize if I've given any offense, but if this dream were mine, it would be about an important opportunity to consider what changes I might want to make in my life. If you'd like to discuss it further, I can be reached at koteen@erols.com Narcissus === Commentary on Banshee's Forgotten Baby Dream by Bob C (960908) === Possibly the dreamer is conflicted about taking on some new responsibility. The dreamer "forgets" her baby at the hospital, then rationalizes her walking away from the situation as best for the baby/new responsibility because others could take better care of the baby/new responsibility. The dreamer is walking away from a situation that she created but no longer wants to deal with. The crazed female drug addict who gets between the dreamer and her friend is obviously very needy. This symbol may represent a part of the dreamer's personality or subconscious. The addict is so needy she maces (blinds) her friend. The dreamer tells the addict/self she doesn't have to lead her life in this frenzied addicted way. The addict agrees/self agrees, but before this agreement can appear in behavior a man appears with a gun killing both the addict and the friend. The gun is a well-known phallic symbol, the explanation for this part of the dream may be that a man has killed the dreamer's relationship with a female friend and/or has killed the part of her that was ready for reform and rehabilitation. The dreamer runs back to take care of her new responsibility, but the situation has changed. It is too late. The "baby" has died. This may indicate that in real life the dreamer is involved in a situation which she subconsciously knows it is too late to repair or to bring back "to life. If the dreamer disagrees with the above interpretation it is wrong. Only the dreamer knows. 'What we do in dreams we also do when we are awake: we invent and fabricate the person with whom we associate - and immediately forget we have done so.' FRIEDRICH NIETZSCHE CHILDHOOD [During childhood, we observe and learn in our apprenticeship for life in society. We are usually heavily dependent on our parents or authority structure.] ***Dream: "Trapped in The Abbey-Garage" by M.A.Provencher (930726)*** (This dream addresses themes of entrapment and escape, responsibility and problem solving. The setting is in a spliced Westminster Abbey religious setting with Parking Lot [temporary vehicle storage place] characteristics. The dreamer is a child again in the dream, with responsibility for another child - her own. From the provided commentary, we learn that this dream took place in the dreamers life at the time of a temporary visit to London. Was the internal dreamer seeking a way back home from the tourist/parking lot lifestyle? Many dreams bring us to mazes or trapped situations - how to escape? The dreamer finds the escape route, but the child plunges back into the dilemma situation bringing the guardian with her.) Bob --(sent 960826) I just finished reading a text version of Electric Dreams which I downloaded from the AOL Writers Club library. Though I have been writing down my dreams for decades, I have never DONE anything with them. I would love to know more about the terms "dream work" and "dream wheel." I would also like to submit a dream for commentary. Please use "M. A. Provencher" as my pen name. Thanks! [Background: This dream arrived early in the morning of Monday, 26 July 1993 and was written into my writers journal a few hours after I awoke. We were in London that month, where my family and I were living in a tiny apartment on busy, noisy Kensington Road. My husband was there on business; my 11-year-old daughter and I spent the month being tourists.] A dream. Alyce is about four years old, and I am eight, almost nine. We're lost in a bizarre combination of Westminster Abbey (tombs and soaring ceilings) and the parking garage between Pike Place Market and Interstate-99. As is often true in the real parking garage in Seattle, I am experiencing the auditory illusion that I am standing in the middle of the highway with 55mph traffic racing toward my back. The entire dreamtime, I am aware that the noise isn't real; it's an illusion. Mostly, I do a pretty good job of attending to one half of my divinely impossible mission of hiding Alyce from a non- physical "they" and finding a way out of the structure. "They" never see us, though they sometimes brush close. I'm good at dodging and hiding. My search for the exit goes on and on, though. Getting out of the Abbey-Garage baffles me completely. No matter which stairway, hall, aisle, pew row, or parking level I choose, we end up back in front of the choir section with all its ornate woodwork highlighted with gold. Opening a closet door, I find the stairway accidentally. This is the way out. Alyce tugs on my hand, pulling away. I take her hand again. "They" are gaining on us, have probably caught sight of us, but I am sure we can make it up the stairs and out, if we hurry . . . except . . . Alyce decides to plunge headlong into danger. I can't grab her back. She toddles away from me, toward "them." We're going to get caught. It's not frightening, just frustrating. I'm pissed. I think, loudly: "I am totally inadequate as a protector. Someone should have realized that before stupidly putting an eight-year-old in charge!" ***Dream: Dream of the Hidden Child - By Alissa (960914) *** I see a child hidden behind a mask, her tiny hands reaching out form under heavy robes weighing her down as she feebly seeks help. The image reminded me of a Noh play where stylized characters gesture in infinitesimally slow motion and a gong echoes an eternity of timeless silence. When I painted this dream, I understood that this was a baby part of myself Long buried under layers of roles, expectations and fears, feebly seeking help. The dream was a cry to myself to shake off oppressive conditioning and be free. As you picture this dream in your mind's eye you may sense that you too were once such a child whom you still carry within yourself in ways unique to you. You might imagine "if this were my dream".... *** Dream : "Pristine Jewels on the Fence" by MAR (960915) *** I'm usually pretty good at pin pointing why I may of dreamt a peculiar dream, but then sometime I have a problem with some. Like this one, I can't stop thinking about it. It took place in a back yard of a friend when I was "VERY" young, five or six, what I remember is walking up to a fence, wooden, six foot tall and it was old, some parts of it where falling apart, like old fences do. I found mounted on the fence, a glass display case and it was full of "valuable" trinkets. The display case and it's contents appeared to have been there untouched, only disturbed my nature, wind, rain, sun. The case itself was dirty, like if you would leave something like that outside for a long period of time, but you could still see the items inside, that where jumbled about. I stood there holding a diamond "bracelet" or "earring" thinking I can't believe this stuff its still here. That's it. MAR ===Commentary by Narcissus on "Pristine Jewels on the Fence" by MAR (960916)=== It took place in a back yard of a friend when I was "VERY" young, five or six, what I remember is walking up to a fence, wooden, six foot tall and it was old, some parts of it where falling apart, like old fences do. My first thought on reading this was that the fence symbolized one or both of my parents or some other adult. When I was a child, adults were tall (some even 6') and very old, and falling apart in places. I found mounted on the fence, a glass display case and it was full of "valuable" trinkets. The display case and it's contents appeared to have been there untouched, only disturbed my nature, wind, rain, sun. The case it self was dirty, like if you would leave something like that outside for a long period of time, but you could still see the items inside, that where jumbled about. I stood there holding a diamond "bracelet" or "earring" thinking I can't believe this stuff its still here. That's it. One thought that occurs to me is of an actual bureau in my parents' room on which my mother kept her jewelry box and her less expensive jewelry ("valuable trinkets"). This dream in part may be of a memory. As a child I was not above "borrowing" things from my parents and hiding them in the woods. On a metaphorical level, I'd ask myself about what gifts I received from my parents which have not been touched (damaged) by time. What did they give me which is still in pristine condition (my values, my self-confidence, my curiosity)? I know my "case" has become somewhat dirty and a bit jumbled about after all these years, but the valuable trinkets are left untouched after all this time. I hope these thoughts are of use to you. Narcissus ADOLESCENCE [A time of transition, testing authority, venturing out on your own, testing limits.BK] ***Dream: "Makeup" by Cristie (960917)*** My second really memorable dream was significant to me. Some background: At 14, when I started wearing makeup, I noticed my mom (w/ hazel eyes) had green eyeshadow, brown mascara and that's about it. So when I went to the store( w/ my brown eyes), I bought brown eyeshadow and mascara but longed for the blues and purples. My dream: I was in a drug store full of brown makeup. Off to one side was a display with bright colors and I was drawn to it. The makeup was free, but if I didn't go with the brown, I had to leave by the front door (everyone came in and left by the side door.) I saw the most amazing bright blue eyeshadow I had ever seen and took it. When I got outside (through the front), there was a big lake with a slotted wood bridge that skimmed over the top of it. In the lake were two very large dinosaurs! I had to low-crawl across the bridge without the dinosaurs seeing me. If I accomplished this I would be able to keep and wear the blue. I kept dipping into the water as I pulled myself across but I made it safely. I laughed about it when I woke up. Significance: A short time later I saw the exact same blue on a display filled with unusual bright colors. I figured I had earned it/I was allowed, so I bought it. It's been almost twenty years and I haven't worn brown since. Cristie "It is impossible to persuade a man who does not disagree, but smiles." -Muriel Sparks ADULTHOOD [The main productive period, responsibility, career, family, decisions, money, taxes, leadership of your own life.BK] ***Dream: DRESSES DREAM by JAH (960919)*** I had a dream that I was to wear a dress to some affair and the dress I had on, I thought it looked fine on me. I even looked in the mirror and then I asked my friends what they thought and they thought it looked fine too. Then I looked down at the dress and I thought it was hideous. It looked like something my mother would wear, like a housedress. So then I tried on another dress, white in color, but very revealing and I remember feeling afraid to wear it or even try it on. JAH ===Commentary by Narcissus on Dresses Dream by JAH (960926) I'm wearing a dress, an exterior, a persona I don't recognize and my friends think is fine, but I discover to be hideous. It's my mother's dress; it's a housecoat. I'm wearing this housecoat to an affair. Did my mother have an affair? (I've just finished reading about Dick Morris; I couldn't resist asking this question.) Am I having an affair or thinking about an affair fearing that I'll appear like my mother. The mother's dress reminds me of the mother's homespun in the Parricidal legend. Parricidal promised his mother that he would always wear the "dress" she has woven for him under his armor. This proved his undoing because at some point we must all outgrow the personas our mothers have made for us. I try on another dress, but I find it to revealing. In this culture, we think of white as the color of vignette; in some cultures, it's the color of death. If I stopped hiding behind my mother's homespun, would "I" (my current persona and ego) die? Would I reveal too much of who I am? Am I afraid to discover or reveal who I am? (If so, welcome to humanity; few and far away are the self-actualized.) I hope these thoughts are of use to you. Narcissus OLD AGE [A time of reflection, fruits of the past, slowing down, wisdom.BK] DEATH [The end of physical life, usually associated with endings in dreams.BK] ***Dream: Pepper Dream by KenF (960915) *** Here's a disturbing dream. The world has ended, or at least civilization has collapsed. I am in a record store with a bunch of people trying to convince them that we should be hunting game with bows and arrows instead of using guns and eating out of cans, since the technology will eventually run out or break down. Unable to convince them, I go outside. Along the mountainous skyline in the far distance I see Swami Ramdas meditating - in fact, several of him. I start walking towards (one of) him, and he begins walking towards me, but to my horror he dies in an abrupt avalanche. I see his death. It takes me three days to reach his body. An arm is sticking out of the rubble, and I try to take off his wristwatch. I've some difficulty because his wrist is broken. ===Commentary by Narcissus on "Pepper Dream" by KenF (960916)=== What a great dream! I like end-of-the-world dreams because they always announce the need for change. The world has ended, or at least civilization has collapsed. I am in a record store with a bunch of people trying to convince them that we should be hunting game with bows and arrows instead of using guns and eating out of cans, since the technology will eventually run out or break down. I am in a "record" store. Considering the wristwatch at the end of this dream, I believe the "record" isn't a phono record, but a record or memory. I'm trying to convince those around me that the time has come for change, for looking out for ourselves, that we can't depend on technology for survival. In my dream, this is a msg about my dependency on technology for nourishment and in my relationships w/ others. Unable to convince them, I go outside. Along the mountainous skyline in the far distance I see Swami Ramdas meditating -in fact, several of him. I start walking towards (one of) him, and he begins walking towards me, but to my horror he dies in an abrupt avalanche. I see his death. I don't know if there's a Swami Ramdas in waking life, but in my dream, I find that an old teacher gets caught in the crack, is buried. What is the higher power that causes this accident? It takes me three days to reach his body. An arm is sticking out of the rubble, and I try to take off his wristwatch. I've some difficulty because his wrist is broken. 3 is a magic #. The old religion is dead. I must find a new way to God. Yet here I am, still a slave to time and technology, trying to rescue both even though God is dead. I also wonder about the relationship between limp wrist and broken wrist. Did the Swami lose his masculinity even before he lost his life? If this were my dream, I'd try being the Swami and figure out what msg I want to give to the dreamer, what I wanted to tell him when I began walking toward him. I hope these thoughts are of use to you. Narcissus *** Dream: "Novel Death" by David (960908) *** Last night I dreamed (and this is not necessarily SIGNIFICANT, but I'm sitting in a library getting paid to write this) that somebody very close to me had died. I was, as I always am, perfectly aware that I was dreaming. I wasn't me, though. I was a character in a novel, unspecified. And my relationship to the deceased was unspecified. I just wanted to experience the death of a loved-one, and I guess I thought I could best do it asleep. I started to weep. I don't think I actually cried, but in the dream I did, and I dreamed I was lying on my bed crying in a dream. It was quite enjoyable. Some time ago I posted a message saying I sometimes enjoyed EVERYTHING, and Moggin asked if I enjoyed misery and suffering, and I backed down and said no. But there is a lot contained in the term "enjoy." I wouldn't work to increase suffering in the world, but I wouldn't care to live in a world entirely rid of it. David ===Commentary by Narcissus on "Novel Death" by David (60909)=== If this were my dream, I'd still be young enough to think that death was a game, both frightening and fascinating, but so far away as to be unreal. I'm trying to find out more about it while not getting close enough to it to be deeply affected by it. My dream is trying to tell me about change. Is there some part of myself I have to give up? Is a loved-one changing in a way that I might or am supposed to grieve, but I'm not really that affected or unsure of my feelings? Am I detached from a loved-one? Do I want to dance w/ death? Do I have a loved-one whom I wish would die/change? Do I want to die/change? I hope these questions are of use to you. Narcissus ***Dream: Accidental Death of Little Girl by VickyT *** 3. I was attending school, I guess high school. I was a teenager, in a totally different body, than I was in real life. I could see myself, as if I was watching me. I was in class and very tired. I didn't feel well at all, like I had a fever, and all achy, the flu type stuff. I put my head on the desk, to rest for awhile. I remember thinking, I should go home because I feel real bad. After I left, something happened at home. I'm not sure what happened or how it happened, but I accidentally killed a little girl. Maybe hitting her with the car, but I don't remember. I just knew I had killed her, but not on purpose. I was scared to death. I didn't know what to do. I didn't want to tell any one, because they might think I did it on purpose, and send me to jail for killing her. I didn't know what to do, so I left her lay in the drive way, where she died, which was in the alley, and I covered her up with a blue plastic tarp. I left and was hopping that no one would see her, until I knew what to do about it. Her right leg was sticking out from the tarp. You could tell that there was a body underneath it. I didn't want to go cover the leg up, I was afraid to go near her because she was dead. I was afraid of the person and to touch it. I was so scared. I remember thinking, how could of I ever done something like this, killing a person, I knew I could never do that, but I did, even though I didn't mean to. Then some people or cops were walking around asking others if they had seen a little girl, because one was missing. I just froze, I knew they would find her dead body in my driveway in the alley, and she was covered up, as if I was trying to hide her. I knew they would find her and I would go to jail for this. Then I woke up, just terrified, it took me a few minutes to realize it was just a bad dream. But until then I kept thinking, oh what have I done, how could of I killed someone, especially a little girl, who was innocent, and had never harmed me. But the worst feeling was, how could of I have done that to someone, killed them. It was just unbelievable that I could do that, and try to cover it up. When I realized that I was just dreaming, I kept saying, oh thank you god, it wasn't real. But it sure felt like it was real. I mean really felt like it was real. Those feelings were the most awful feelings someone could ever experience. I was so relieved that it didn't really happen. End of dream. COMMUNICATION WITH THE DEAD ***Dream: Nana s Dream from AU (960826)*** As written on her letter: Monday(26 August 1996) My habit is to get up about 4:30 am and get the paper. After about 3/4 hr perusing, I settle down for more sleep. I wonder how you would interpret this dream: *** the dream: There seemed to be a room full of people. A car pulled up and in came Les Wilson**. He's been dead 2 years. I made room for him to sit and Poppa* was there and when he sat near me. What I thought was a chair was a wide piano stool. At that stage I went out to a strange kitchen where some of the lady visitors were and I had I think a leg of lamb cooking. Poppa came out after a while and said what a trouble Les was in. His wife wouldn't speak to him and all was wrong. I didn't worry about that. I just said "Oh well". Poppa went back and took the cooked meat. I started to serve up and nobody had done any veg. I went to the room where Poppa and Les were and said I wanted the dish to make gravy. That room was so full of furniture one could hardly get through. I went back to the kitchen (without dish) and said there is a fair bit of trouble up there, and more or less laughed it off, at that stage I woke up 8am)and was very pleased it wasn't real. *** Please ask me any questions about all this computing stuff that would help you to understand it. I have a few questions to start with. I shall include two copies of the dream and questions, so that you can fill out answers on one and send it back to me: 1) Were you expecting any visitors? NO 2) What time of day was it? LATE AFTERNOON 3) Can you describe the car at all? Had you ever see it before? GREEN SMALLISH SEDAN 4) What did you feel when you saw Les? HE HAD AGED AND LOOKED WORRIED 5) Could you describe the chair before and after it became a piano stool? AN ORDINARY DINING CHAIR 6) Was there a piano anywhere? YES, CLOSED 7) In what way was the kitchen strange? FULL OF THINGS AND HARD TO FIND MY WAY TO THE STOVE FOR PEOPLE 8) Was the rest of the house familiar? YES, A PASSAGE LIKE EUNICE'S (HER DAUGHTER) 9) Did you know the "lady visitors"? YES - RELATIVES AND LOCAL PEOPLE 10) What makes you think it was lamb cooking? BECAUSE I AM VERY FAMILIAR WITH ITS SMELL WHEN COOKING 11) How did the room that Poppa and Les were in look and what sort of furniture was packed into it? LOUNGE AND DINING CHAIRS IN DISORDER 12) What did the dish under the lamb look like? LARGE ENAMEL BAKING DISH *** Dream: A Talk With The Dead by Nutcracker (960808)*** I had gone home to attend my class reunion. I was out shopping and had bought some stuff to take back with me when I left. I ran into my father-in-law (who died two weeks prior to this dream) who gave me permission to use his wife's car if I needed it. (960808) #496 F&F ============================================================= ========= ============================================================= = ANIMALS [Sharing the planet Earth with us are a variety of living forms. Some cultures see some animals as representatives of our spiritual advisors, some attribute meanings to them based on what they represent- the features that make them unique. What they mean to the dreamer may be different from what is commonly thought. BK] From Australia: The following dreams were experienced between 0100 AM and 0400 AM on the 27-9-1996. *** "The Lion's - Part I" by Steve & Co. (960927)*** Dream #2. The Lions - part 1... "Home" is a house located on the edge of a large grassed playing field. On entering the house with my wife, I notice a lion sitting on a brick column (a real lion, not ornamental). We quickly make our way into the house where we encounter lionesses. As we dart from room to room looking for a safe place we come across our two dogs and my parent-in laws' dog. Their fur is missing except for a little around their back legs and tail. We pass one last lioness then found ourselves in a lion-free room ! Despite my own sense of being potential lion-tucker, none of the lions seemed particularly interested in either us or the dogs. In the next scene, all lions have disappeared, and I'm running around the playing field with one of my friends, taking turns at tackling each other rugby- style. After being tackled on one occasion, an unknown, uninvited person jumps on me. I feel my rib-cage on my right hand side and sense that about three or four ribs have been broken. It doesn't hurt, it just ticked me off that some prat had jumped in without asking and apparently without thinking of the consequences. At this point I woke up, felt my ribs, thought "man, what a weird dream" and went back to sleep.... *** "The Lions - Part 2" by Steve & Co. (960927)*** Dream #3. The Lions - part 2. The scene is as that in part 1, only I don't see the lion. We encounter the lionesses again, however this time they are all in the one room/area. We hasten to another room. On our way, I look down the passage to see what I believe is a half-eaten sheep carcass. The three dogs are here, bald again but bleeding as it appears that their fur has been torn off in places. Our eldest dog approaches snarling, but I got the sensation that he was angry that we weren't there to protect him, rather than him wanting to attack us. Apart from the group of lions seen on our entry, the house is relatively lion-free and once again, the lions that were there weren't interested in us. Three weird dreams in one night.... left me tired before I went to work! ***Horses and John by VickyT *** #2 I was riding on a horse, with another horse with me. I rode it to where john works, (he works at a trucking company, which is a strange place to take horses.) As I arrived I needed him to let me store my horses there for awhile. He did not want me to do that. I was upset at him for not letting me. I went to his boss, and he gave me permission to do so, because it was very important that I have a safe place to keep my horses for awhile. John was very upset with me, because he did not want me there nor my horses. He seemed to not want anyone there to know that I even knew him, or that he had anything to do with me. I put my horses away in the stable. As I did this, I rode my horse through the main part of the place, and I sat proud and tall, because my horse was beautiful, and I could keep my horses there, even though he said I couldn't. I went over his head, and got what I needed. End of dream. AGGRESSION *** Dream: Revenge by Nutcracker (960801) *** I was in a house. It was a small wood frame house. I was left alone with a criminal; a white male, in his 50's. He looked weather beaten, hadn't shaved in a few days, his hair, gray. He looked like a horse who'd been ridden hard and put up wet. Here was a man who had killed a number of people. He was sitting on a chair, his hands tied in front of him. As I turned my back to him, he tried to stand up and move away. "Uh-uh," I said, making him sit back down. The room was devoid of furniture except for several chairs and a table with a knife on it. It was large, almost machete like. The blade was wide, about three and half inches. The knife was old and appeared to have had a lot of use; the wooden handle was worn and the blade had a discolored, mottled appearance. I picked up the knife and began lightly tapping the guy on the knees with it. Sometimes the knife would cut him, sometimes not. Now, in the same room, a woman, the man's cohort in crime. She's white, in her 40's and blonde. She's also sitting on one of the chairs. Now another man has joined me (us). He's older, in his 60's. He's sitting next to the woman. I think he's a family member of one of their victims. Now also in the room are an audience and a talk show host. The two criminals (the man and woman) had broken into peoples homes and if the victims hadn't worn a watch to bed, they would torture and kill them. Let me just say, the shoe was on the proverbial other foot here today. The man in his 60's took the knife and began slicing the woman from head to toe as she sat in the chair. First one slice, then another. He'd alternate sides, first the left then the right, until she had been sliced into 5 pieces. Even though he had made all of these cuts into her, she was still alive and sitting upright in the chair. Next, he began cutting up the man. I could hear the talk show host telling us to eat a piece of the criminals flesh as bits and pieces fell to the floor. (960801) #481 Murder/Mayhem =========================================================== (Comments from Nutcracker on the above dream: This wasn't a particularly disturbing dream for me in that I didn't wake up in a sweat or with my heart racing from the goriness of it all. I find it odd that I could watch something like this in my dream, whereas I wouldn't be able to on TV or in a movie). *** Dream: More Mayhem by Nutcracker(960810)*** Someone in town was going around killing people with a knife. No one had a clue as to who it might be. I had gotten into a situation where I was in a car with three kids. One of them had a pair of scissors. I thought he might be the one doing the killing. I was yelling at the other two kids to get out of the car, away from the one with the scissors. Then I noticed a man coming out of the house we were parked in front of. He walked down the porch steps carrying a knife in his hand. #505 (960810) Murder/Mayhem *** Dream: The Stalker by Nutcracker(960811)*** I lived in a house by myself near the beach. I was going from room to room, front door to back door, checking to make sure all the doors and windows were locked. Much to my dismay I found them all unlocked. I have this fear, at least I think that my landlord is stalking me. I lock everything back up again. I have company staying with me, Sue B. and her 2 year old daughter. I opened the door to their bedroom only to find the floor covered in a foot of water. I wade in and take Sue's daughter and change her into some dry clothes. For a moment I thought about taking the girl back to my room to spend the night, but instead put her on the top bunk bed. I didn't tell Sue about my concerns regarding my landlord. Just as I was about to close the door to their bedroom, a tiger came in through the unlocked window near the bunk beds. It tried to paw the door open as I pulled it shut behind me. I knew the tiger wouldn't hurt Sue or her daughter, only me. So I did not fear for their safety. (960811) #506 F &F BATHROOMS [Who hasn t had a Bathroom dream? A daily activity croses over into dreams frequently] *** Dream: The Loo by Nutcracker(960813) *** I was in a bombed out, worn-torn building. There were some others there as well. We were all looking for places to use as a bathroom. There were no toilets. The doors that were there, were barely hanging and walls were almost non- existent. I went one way and this guy went the other. All I could find was a small corner with some burned logs, charred and black. The guy went off in a corner to do his thing. I wandered outside to find a better place. A car pulled up and a woman got out, undressed and went to the bathroom right there in public, on the side of the road. Europeans are much less reserved than us, I think to myself. (960813) #513 BR EATING [A most common, basic and essential waking life activity, eating has to do with nutrition, maintenance, and growth. It is a source of pleasure and usually involves a social interaction setting. BK] *** Dream: Lunch and a Mugging by Nutcracker (960803) *** B. and I are traveling (by car) to visit relatives. We stop into a bar to have lunch. We end up spending most of the afternoon there as well, till it's finally time for dinner. I have a look at the menu. The waitress comes by and I ask her how the fish (perch) is. She says it's not that great (ocean perch), and that the good ones (lake perch) are really expensive. Then she asked how my lunch was earlier. I told her the fries were too mushy to eat. She said that was because the cook, after they're fried, drowns them in vinegar. B. comes over to the table and says he wants to go eat at this famous restaurant in Fond du Lac where they have the best fish fry in the state. The waitress mentions the name and he says, "yeah, that's the place." While B. went to get his jacket, I told the waitress that we only get home a few times a year and that we really look forward to the Friday fish fry. When B. returned he had his jacket on, a sheepskin and suede number. He was also wearing two cowboy hats, one white, one black. I suppose he had bought them for his nephews. On top of the brim of the hat, lay his black leather wallet. The wallet was bulging with money and credit cards. I felt he shouldn't be exposing it like that, on the brim of his hat. The wallet fell off and I picked it up, trying to hide it among my purse and newspapers I was carrying; finally, shoving it inside my jacket. It's dark outside now. We reach the parking lot which is dimly lit by a single street light. There are several people milling about. "Get out your keys," I say to B. with a sense of foreboding. He doesn't hear me or just isn't listening. "Get out your keys," I repeat. I can see our car. He's brought the convertible and the top is down. Why'd he bring that car, I wonder? Just then, three men get out of a car and begin following us. Now we're in trouble. One guy goes after B., the other two, after me. I ran back and forth between the cars, trying to elude them, determined not to let them have his wallet. One of the guys after me is skinny. I could take him out with no problem. The other one is fat. He could pose a definite threat. (960803) #485 F&F *** Dream: RL Stine - Part 1 by Nutcracker(960805)*** (Bits & Pieces): This has something to do with R.L. Stine, the author of Goosebumps. We're in a cafeteria at a food carousel. I'm waiting my turn as the food comes around to me. I take a fried chicken sandwich and take a bite. The chicken tastes bad, rancid. There are two girls behind me in line who are standing in my way to the water/ice dispenser. I have to contort myself in various ways to reach around them to fill my glass. B., RL Stine and another woman are sitting in a booth when I approach. (960805) #488 Celebs *** Dream: A Little Of Everything by Nutcracker(960813)*** I had gone to some sort of meeting expecting to get free food. While, yes, there was free food, you had to go and get it now with coupons they were passing out. The coupons would not be good at a later time. As I walked home, I had a small handful of appetizers; oyster crackers which had been cut in half (horizontally) and filled with cheddar cheese and b-b-q sauce. The cracker halves were then put back together (like a sandwich) and then the whole cracker ensemble was glued to a piece of cardboard. The cardboard fit in the palm of my hand and each one had approximately 15 crackers on it. There was a girl walking in front of me. She said, "An empty deer would sure go good with this!" (I have NO IDEA what this means) When I arrived back home, my dad asked me how the new car, the Ford, was working. I said, "We don't have a Ford." "OK, the Dodge or whatever it is," he said. I said, "I've never driven the new car (not brand new, used and it was silver)." He said, "The car with 2625 miles on it." I said, "we only have that many miles collectively on both of our cars and I've only had to put gas in once this month." There is a party going on at our house. Someone asks me if my mom had baked the dessert. I answered that my mom only bakes if the party is held at her house or if it's for a member of our family. (960813) #511 F&F/PTA *** Dream: And For Dessert.....by Nutcracker(960816)*** I went to meet B. for dinner at a restaurant. He was waiting in line to be seated when I arrived. He stood there reading the menu while I was watching a man and his three year old daughter choose a dessert out of the glass case on the countertop. B. pointed to a honey stained pine shelf that ran along the ceiling. It also had samples of dessert on it. These were free for the asking; mini samples so you could decide which one you wanted to order. They all looked delicious. The one on the end, closest to me looked like caramel covered cheesecake, either with raisins or chocolate chips. The one next to it I couldn't quite make out - it was too far away. The man (he's redheaded and burly and wearing jeans and a denim shirt) and his daughter (she's got blonde long curly hair and is wearing a red and white polka dot dress with a red satin ribbon for a belt) finally decide on a dessert and place their order. The waiter removes it from the case, sets it on the counter, puts a dinner plate on top of it and then turns it upside down. Then he removes the cardboard container from around it, lifting it straight up, very slowly. Yum-yum. I think I'll skip dinner and go straight for the dessert myself. It looks to be some kind of caramel apple upside down cake, but instead of cake, it's made with monkey bread (a pull-a-part type of bread). On the top of the dessert is vanilla ice cream, now melting and running down the sides. The serving portion is quite large, about six inches round, more than enough for two. B. and I scour the menu for a description of it. I don't recall the name of it, but part of the description read: Monkey bread made from the core of real monkeys. There's a guy sitting in a booth directly behind us who notices our curiosity with the guy's dessert. He sticks his arm between the wrought iron bars trying to get the guy's attention, calling his name. His arm isn't quite long enough to reach him and he's waving it about trying to get him to notice. He calls out, "Tray- for," in a foreign accent (perhaps a slavic dialect). The guy in the booth is thin, pasty white and has black hair. He hasn't shaven for about a week. I guess the other guy's name is really Trevor. We converse awhile about the dessert selections. Now it seems B. has lost a contest or quiz to the little girl and he has to do what she wants (and now I'm B.). The girl wants to give B. (me) lessons in the study of sculptures. They're (we're) out in some garden studying a statue and B (I) guesses incorrectly. The girl see ms pleased with herself thinking that she's better than B. (me), but then the nose on the statue begins growing (like Pinocchio). It was as though some invisible being had taken their finger and run it down the statue's nose, lengthening it. (960816) #519 FF FEAR [The essence of nightmares - the unknown or the undesired. BK] *** Naked fear by MK from Hamburg (960911) I have recently subscribed to Edream and would like to share a dream with you, that I had a couple of months ago and which was very unique for me. Please be so kind to add my email address: kessler@ifm.uni-hamburg.de The dream (please excuse my English for English is a foreign language to me, please make any correction you like): In this dream that I had a couple of months ago and that I want to share with you here, I was aware that I was dreaming although I would not call it a lucid dream and I was lay down in my. There were no visual contributions to my dream as far as I remember. The dream started when I felt an unresistable wave of fear arriving out of nowhere. Fear that I could only describe as naked, archaic unrelated fear stronger than I ever encountered before. I also noticed a strong response of my body functions to this fear. In was totally aware of the situation, and I decided willingly to do the only thing thought was right in this situation : Let the fear pass through me without any resistance. As I did this the fear passed through me like a tidal wave, convulsing every muscle, every bone and every pore of my body. When the wave died away I awaked and although I still felt the fear in every bone I felt lively and energetic. I do not have any interpretation for this dream, although one could see it as symbolic for my overall approach to fear and dangerous situations. I neither run away nor do I try to control myself, but I try to flush the fear or anger through me, seeing it as what it is without letting it overtake me. What do you think? HOBBIES - COLLECTING THINGS [Any dream collectors out there???BK] === Dream: Pez Convention by Nutcracker === I had registered to attend a Pez convention. I would be sharing a room with three other females whom I didn't know. I was the first to arrive at the room. There were two beds and we'd have to double up. I must have fallen asleep because when I woke up, one of the other girls had arrived. "Hi, I'm Amy," she said. "Hi, I'm N.," I said, shaking her hand. She left me to go off and do some room hopping and to buy some Pez from the dealers. For some reason, I have missed most of the convention, though I have managed to buy a few items. One of my friends (roommates) is Sara Gilbert (Roseanne). She came back to the room with a sack full of Pez. She had 5-6 Pez that looked like plastic cookie cutters. I had three of them myself, but not the entire set as she did. I wasn't concerned with completing the set, as there were other, more desirable Pez I was after. I went to one of the dealer's rooms to look at his Pez (it's actually his house). He tells me how he and his wife had just moved in. The place is old and tiny, but has a lot of charm. The place has lots of hand carved crown moldings and the likes. I tell him I can see why they fell in love with the place. The guy's name is Tim Wishy. He's got all of his Pez displayed in glass cases. He even has all of the Smurfs. I've never seen them before except for two I found at a flea market, but even then, their faces were broken. While Tim is on the phone making a deal with someone, I look around. It's now the third and final day of the convention. Sales are now closed to the public. At 3:00 pm there will be an auction open only to those who pre-registered and those making bids via the Internet. The auction is to be held at the Dugout in my home town. B. and I go to the Dugout to take part in the auction. B. has gone off somewhere and I'm sitting there with one of the dealers. He tells me that I can look, but I can't buy anything for two more hours, until the auction begins. (960803) #483 Pez === Dream: The Mother Lode by Nutcracker === I had come across a wooden display case that had been painted glossy black. The case was compartmentalized (20 slots) and each slot held several (about 5) Pony-Go-Round Pez dispensers. There were dozens of them. I had hit the mother lode of P-G-R's and they were very affordable, $4 each instead of the usual $20-90. Needless to say I bought them all. (960808) #495 Pez === Dream: The Collector by Nutcracker === I was sitting at a picnic table outside a school (I think). My sister (as a child) was with me. There was a guy in his 30's there talking to another guy saying how his friend's (Julian Long) movie was premiering and they were going to see it that evening. I had been waiting months for the movie to be released. I was sitting there writing when another guy came and sat beside me. He has a backpack which falls open, allowing me to see inside. There I see a rare, hard to find Pez truck - hot pink and black. It's 8" x 20" x 5". I reach into his bag and grab it for a better look. "Where did you get this? I've been looking all over for one of these." He told me to call a guy named Ervin Frish and that he could probably get one for me. I then dug around in my own backpack looking for......TA DA.....a Donatello (Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle) puppet, still mint in its bag. No, that's not what I meant to grab. My bag is filled with McDonald's Happy Meal toys. I finally find my Pez dispenser. It's like a rubber squeeze toy of The Little Mermaid. I tell him I'm a Pez collector also. I knew who the guy was (Julian Long) and asked him, "So, where is your movie opening? Dallas? Ft Worth?" "Just Dallas," he answers. "What theater?" "Due 1." My sister has my pen and notebook. I have to fight with her to get it back so I can write the name of the theater down. I think maybe my girlfriend Nancy will know where that is, but I was doubtful. Julian and I chatted a while longer and then he said to me, "So, you're a writer?" (I don't know how he knew this as we hadn't discussed it). "I'm working at it," I said, picking up my books from the table as I stood up to leave. (960813) #512 Pez HOUSE/ [The center of activities of our life for those within. BK] ...DRIVEWAY *** Dream: Surreal by Nutcracker(960806) *** I was about to step out of the mini van which was parked in the driveway, next to the garage. As I looked down at the ground, it seemed only the driveway (cement) was real (solid). Everything else seemed to be floating on air. By that I mean it appeared normal, but wasn't solid. If you were to step on say, the grass, you would fall through it. I then noticed my neighbor had cut the grass in his back yard very short and all of the grass clippings were lying on top of it. My grass also needed cutting as well. There was a lot of litter in my yard. Harry told me to just mow over it; that all of the debris would be mulched small enough so as to disappear. (960806) #492 F&F HOTELS [A temporary living place where special events may take place. BK] *** Dream: Uninvited Guests by Nutcracker(960806)*** I was traveling with my brother Jon, his family and some others. We had stopped somewhere for the night. We didn't stay at a hotel, but a vacant house. When we got up in the morning I wandered from room to room just looking around. There was a breezeway connected to the garage. There I found a dog and a cat. These were someone's pets. > I dreamt that a large snake (boa or something) slithered up onto the end of > my bed and in the dream I awoke to find it had my dog's head in its mouth > and was beginning to swallow her. I got out of bed went to the kitchen and > got a butcher knife and cut the snakes head off with the intention of > freeing my dog. At that point, I woke up. The immediate feeling I had was > DON'T MESS WITH MY DOG!!! Sort of the "she bear protecting her young" > feeling. > I love it; a short dream! I'll start w/ sexual symbolism here. Snake, penis; dog's head, vagina. But if we move beyond the physical, I start asking what's agressive and hungry and threatening what's tender and gentle and loving? Whom or what do I believe I need to attack to protect what I love? What do I need to cut up or cut off? The she bear is a symbol of the goddess to me. The snake is a symbol of rebirth. I act like a she bear in protecting the dog (god spelled backwards). What's going on here? I hope these thoughts are of use to you. Narcissus The following is a dream I would like to submit for discussion. Paul *** Dream : "Death Dream" by Paul (961018) *** I am in a veterans hospital with hundreds of other people. Something has happened to my sex organs. It would appear my penis has disappeared, when, in fact, it has been changed to some kind of light or energy. Because of this "malady" I am to stay in a certain part of the hospital. There is a child with me, and this child has great powers. I am aware on a soul level that a bomb will go off in this hospital and hundreds of people including me will be killed. This is a delusional terrorist act, having to do with someone's paranoid fantasies about America and the New World Order. Everyone in the hospital that is to die has, on that same unconscious soul level, agreed to make this sacrifice. In fact, if we didn't, soemthing even more horrific will happen later on. I appreciate the gravity of this situation, but I am neither sad nor joyous, and I discuss it with no one. I'm waiting for the bomb to go off when it begins to rain and turn cold outside. Suddenly a fire alarm goes off and everyone heads for the fire exits. As I walk down a stairwell a man coming up pulls out a gun and shoots me. Everything goes black. I am certain that this is my death. I find myself in a long dark hallway with dozens of other people. We are walking toward an open door to a room that has an open window with a light shining through. I assume we have all been killed and this is part of the death experience. As we get into the room, we find that even though we can see other people--those still alive--they cannot see us. However, there are a very few living people who can see us, the dead, and see the living as well. These are people who will die very shortly. Somehow, the magical child that has accompanied me is still with me, and he has restored my sex organs. Even though I am "dead," I am now stronger than I was before I "died." I would appreciate your comments. Paul ======Commentary by Narcissus on "Death Dream" by Paul=================== > > I am in a veterans hospital with hundreds of other people. Something has > happened to my sex organs. It would appear my penis has disappeared, when, > in fact, it has been changed to some kind of light or energy. Because of > this > "malady" I am to stay in a certain part of the hospital. There is a child > with me, and this child has great powers. What an easy image to project all over (pun intended). If this were my dream, I would fear that I was losing sexual energy in my pursuit of spiritual energy. My wound is my loss of generative power. Children are not fully sexually developed, they lack generative power. Is this the golden child? The dreamer doesn't state his feelings about this transformation. Does he feel a loss or a gain? Has sexual desire been replaced by desire for the spirit? >I am aware on a soul level that a bomb will go off in this hospital and > hundreds of people including me will be killed. This is a delusional > terrorist act, having to do with someone's paranoid fantasies about America > and the New World Order. Everyone in the hospital that is to die has, on > that > same unconscious soul level, agreed to make this sacrifice. In fact, if we > didn't, soemthing even more horrific will happen later on. I appreciate the> gravity of this situation, but I am neither sad nor joyous, and I discuss it > with no one. >What part of my has to be sacrificed to the insanity I see around me? Whatpart of me is insane and will to kill (change) others to achieve its ends? > I'm waiting for the bomb to go off when it begins to rain and turn cold > outside. Suddenly a fire alarm goes off and everyone heads for the fire > exits. As I walk down a stairwell a man coming up pulls out a gun and shoots > me. Everything goes black. I am certain that this is my death. What wants to kill me (the ego, the consciousness)? Is the murderer internal or external or both? If this were my dream, I'd try to be the murderer (reexperience this part of the dream from his perspective) to get an understanding of his motive(s). > I find myself in a long dark hallway with dozens of other people. We are > walking toward an open door to a room that has an open window with a light > shining through. I assume we have all been killed and this is part of the > death experience. As we get into the room, we find that even though we can > see > other people--those still alive--they cannot see us. However, there are a > very > few living people who can see us, the dead, and see the living as well. > These > are people who will die very shortly. > > Somehow, the magical child that has accompanied me is still with me, and he > has restored my sex organs. Even though I am "dead," I am now stronger than > I was before I "died." If this were my dream, I'd interpret this as a positive sign that the change I fear will be a source of growth for me. I have to "die" to the self before I can regain my creativity. (I know I'm interpreting a directly sexual reference in a nonsexual way. Since we often interpret nonsexual symbols as sexual, turnabout seems fair play.) I hope these thoughts are of use to you. Narcissus *** *** Dream: "Dad's Ghostly Video" by Ryan(9610-17) *** To: Electric Dreams My roommate and I always remember and discuss our dreams on almost a daily basis. Every day we each inquire about the previous night's forays into otherworldliness, but never have we drawn such sharp comparisons to our waking reality than three nights ago. I had a dream I was at my childhood home watching the recently released movie 'The Ghost and the Darkness' on PBS. My rationale for it being on television was the fact it is a true story, so it was like a documentary. I came in about halfway through it and suddenly was in the movie, as an unseen observer. It was a scene with Val Kilmer standing in a clearing with his shotgun in hand and a large fire burning. There was movement all around and I knew the lions were ready to pounce at any moment. The anticipation burned inside me as well as a sick feeling of dread. As soon as these feelings began they ended when the movie was stopped by my father - the movie now not on television, but on videocassette. There was a meeting of African-Americans and the producer of the film involving a protest about the depiction of Africans in the film. Instead of the group wanting scenes deleted they wanted them added, oddly enough. Next, the group disappeared and my Dad had restarted the movie from the beginning. I was in it again, but not as an observer. I stood behind a little girl maybe 11 years old. We were in an open doorway of a beautiful home looking out in to a forest clearing. This clearing rose sharply, was covered with snow, and had a rickety fence at the base. Instinctively, I knew something was coming. From over the hill two large wolves came shooting towards us, their eyes red with hunger and mouths open to reveal a wicked grin of glee. A huge buck stood between us and it tried to protect us by using its large rack to intimidate the beasts. It was to no avail and they jumped the fence. This is when I woke up. This dream left such an impression on me that I made sure to see the actual movie the next day. There was an African protest in the movie, and a mention of the stereotypical use of races in an article I read the day after. As for my roommate, his car was stolen about a week and a half ago. The same night I had my dream he dreamt the police found his car and had returned it. The very next day his car was found and returned to him. Ryan *** ***Dream: "Traveller Nightmate" by Sandy (961018)*** There was a short nightmare I had that was so intense I remember itafter all these years. It started with the typical "I thought I was awake but couldn't move" scenario. I have those types of dreams often, especially when understress. This dream however took on a life of its own. I dreamed that I awoke and couldn't move. I had a sense that someonewas in the hallway and meant to do me harm. I told myself that thiswas just a hypnogogic state and to wake up. In stead, the sense ofimpending doom grew. I knew someone was there, and I knew whoever itwas knew I was aware. I tried very hard to move. I tried to scream. Nothing would happen. Then a figure was in the doorway. As he approached I saw that it wasan old man. He was bent with age. He was wearing a black tatteredsuit. His shirt had at one time been white. Now it was yellowed withage and threadbare. His shoes looked as if he had walked the earthin them. He had a wooden tray in his hands. The tray had a leatherstrap that went from the side, around his neck and back to the otherside of the tray. (Like a "cigarette girl" tray). In the tray weremany neckties. He appeared to be a peddler selling neckties. When he got close enough to see his features, my fears were confirmed.He had an ancient face. It was thin, deeply lined, grayish, and hiseyes were the coldest eyes I had ever seen. Devoid of human warmth oremotion. He moved very slowly to the dresser next to my bed. He placed thetray on the dresser, reached under the ties, then pulled out a large"Bowie" knife. Just as slowly he turned and started toward me. He never broke eye contact. He seemed to glide toward me. Hecommunicated through telepathy. He showed me through his thoughtsthat there was no escape. I thought back that this was senseless. Iasked who he was and why he wanted to kill me. He thought back that it was nothing personal. He said he had nofeelings and it didn't matter to him whose room he entered and who hekilled. He said his lot in life was to enter bedrooms and killpeople in their dreams. I knew that no one would ever know how I died. Once again I tried toscream. Just prior to feeling the knife plunge into my heart, I wokeup. I had this dream 30 years ago. Even today I still get the sameemotional reaction when thinking or talking about it.Hope this is what your looking for. Sandy *** Date: 96-10-23 13:46:38 EDT Dear Bob Krumhansl, I got your name and e-mail address from the DreamGate classes that Richard Wilkerson offers. I was wondering whether you might be able to respond to this dream that I had recently. Or perhaps you could forward it to someone who could? Thanks ***Dream: "Prince Garibaldi" *** I am in Iceland with my parents and grandparents in a beautiful but colorless stone city. We are all about to enter one of the stone buildings when I impulsively dart onto a bus that is giving "Jungian tours." The people all seem to be very Nordic. There is only one seat left--at the back of the bus. I hold a handful of loose screws and hardware in my hand and try to dump it surreptitiously. A young blond male sizes me up and suggests that I might try the Jung tours in Aberdeen, a city in Scotland. This man is upset that the hour-long tour is so late. It should have left at 1:00, and it is now 1:40. The tour bus driver and guide is an older woman, possibly Marie Louise Von Franz. She turns on a video which becomes Jung in the flesh. He is sitting on a loveseat in a living room. He takes a round, floppy couch pillow, places it on his head, and announces in a mock-dramatic voice, "I am the Prince Garibaldi." Then the tour ends and I am back with my parents. As we all enter the stone building, we remark on how Nordic everyone here appears; how there are no Mediterranean-type people. Associations: loose screws and hardware--prima materia;inferior function Iceland, colorless stone buildings--undeveloped feelings?bus tour starting late--I'm 47; should have started dream analysis years agoAberdeen--northern Scottish city near where my mother was bornJung on love seat--feminine side or eros; pillow on head--soft-headedPrince Garibaldi-- Garibaldi not a prince; an Italian revolutionary who twice failed to wrest control of Rome (Center=Self?) from the church and Pope. Nordic-Mediterranean=north-south= thinking-feeling *** *** Dream: "The Twisted Girl" by ISIS (961019)*** My brother and I entered a house that seemingly belonged to the two of us. (In waking reality I have a rather testy relationship with my brother - hebeing heavily extroverted, and I heavily introverted.) Immediately, we discern a third presence in the house, which we have not visited in a long time. Without actually seeing this person, we "know" it is a girl. She flees outthe back door before we have a chance to speak with her. I am quite annoyed at this, since I thought the girl may have been of use to me sexually. We find that the girl has been a prisoner in the house for many years, andonly now has she been freed. Among her belongings I find a book that belongs to me. It is "The Room" by Hubert Selby - a book that features many episodes of sexual perversion and brutality dreamt up by a prisoner in jail. Many of the passages had been underlined, and some pages torn out. The book was very well-thumbed. It occurs to me that the girl, having been locked up all her life, hasgleaned her entire knowledge of sexuality from the twisted tales in thebook. I am horrified at the thought of what the girl must think about lifeon the "outside". I pity her, and at the same time am somewhat fearful. Later, my brother and I have three "arm wrestles". He, being physicallysuperior to me, wins each time. Isis. Comments? Anyone? === === Subj: Comments - Dream of the Bones by T Date: 96-10-21 23:48:16 EDT THE DREAM OF THE BONES I see people whose bones are not actually bones, but somecomposition in the shape of femurs, ribs, skull and so on.The outer layer, though having the appearance of skin, is actually synthetic and the space between bones and skin is filled with a gray, mealy substance. Yet the total aspect resembles a human form which can walk, speak, more, ve, eat sleep and interact like a human being. These creatures tell me that the process which transformed them from natural humans is termed "minsking" and was administered by the powers who control this country. Because they are in this condition they are unable to change themselves back into authentic humans. That word "minsk" intrigues me. Is it a child's version of"mince" - to chop into little pieces, to mash up? Just as we have traditionally segregated our dreamworld from our wakingworld, and generally granted less credibility to the dreamworld and thedreamer, these days we often make the mistake of considering the dreamworld to be a mirror of our inner self only, diminishing the dream's relevance to the outer world of "factual" and even global events. We accept that the dreamer aspect has valuable information for us, butexpect that the message will nearly always be written in the language ofemotion and inner self. Sometimes the message is concrete and very much of the realm of CNN and the Evening News. With this in mind, let's consider that the meaning of the term "minsked" may be very straightforward -- making reference to that city in Russia. If this were my dream, I'd hotfoot it over to a library or to the nearest Internet search engine and see what corollations I could find between Minsk and projects in which "powers who control this country (and others)" have transformed natural humans into something else. May sound like the subject of this week's episode of the X-Files, but I believe that often we carry information that is *not* likely to appear on CNN, but which is necessary to our understanding of the world around us. There's no question that the Russian military and scientific communitieshave done some very interesting research over the years. Our CIA'sinvolvement in projects utilizing remote viewing and other "paranormal"technology was motivated largely by fear of being left behind in this othersort of "space race." Perhaps your inner knowingness has some affinity forthis information and you could dredge it up and share it with us. Skye Turell (turel33@west.net) "The most difficult thing to predict is not the future, but the past." Russian Proverb === === Date: 96-10-18 21:32:06 EDT ===Commentary by Narcissus on "The Sad Butcher" by Melodie=== "Why are you crying?" asked the last cow. "I'm crying because I must kill you now. It is my lot in life to slaughter, but I am not a man of death. I love living things. I respect life, and yet fate has made me a killer. I wish with all my heart that Iwas a giver of life, not a killer." With that, the butcher cut the cow'sthroat, quickly, with mercy. He then cleaned the carcass with his plentiful tears and began his preparations to viscerate the animal. As he slid his knife blade along the belly of the corpse, the skin began to part of its own accord, as if something inside were pushing outward. Curious, the butcher wiped his eyes and watched as ... [here the dream became animated] ... the head of a beautiful horse appeared, followed tentatively by its forelegs, then its torso, and whoosh! the entire horse leaped clear of the carcass. It shook and whinnied. Of course, the butcher was quite surprised. He could hardly think, much less speak. "Why are you so astonished?" asked the horse. "Isn't this what youwished for? To bring forth life?" The story ended with the butcher smiling and leading the horse outside. Sounds like womb envy to me. The masculine part of ourselves discriminates, it slices things apart. Thisis why the sword is such a powerful masculine symbol. In the "Wizard of Oz," the Tin Woodsman was originally a normal man.However, a wicked witch enchanted his axe, and he cut himself apart w/ it. Even tho he was destroying himself, he continued chopping. If this were my dream, I'd ask myself what I feel forced to do for alivelihood or to otherwise sustain myself which feels like it's painfully destructive. 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