Christopher Scott Asbrock
~ July 17, 1969 - February 18, 1999 ~
as the years pass by but I beg to differ. I miss you more and more each day. As I sit here
and write this to you I feel so very empty.
I have felt you more in the last couple of days than others. Are you trying to comfort me?
I think you are as you know how hard it is to know how much I am hurting
and how much I want an answer to why you had to leave so soon.
Although I know that someday we will be together again still I want you back now.
I never wanted you to leave.
as I was more than positive that you were going to sit right down on my bed beside me. I sat up
and asked where you were as I knew you were there. I actually believed I would see you there.
Why can't I? I would give anything to see you Chris.
I close my eyes and try to remember the good times...the times you were afraid to hug me because
you thought you would break me and I would just laugh at you. But in your ever so tenderly way
you would managed to give me that sweet bear hug of yours. Today I am too close to the day
the angels decided to come down and take you.
For eight years I have not heard your hearty laugh or felt your embrace. To endure life without you
is more than a challenge it is near impossible. I sometimes wonder what you are doing and when we will meet again.
What will it be like to see you and your sweetness bestowed upon me again? I miss you so
very much, Chris no words will ever be able to express. On your angel day please know
your absence will weigh on my heart even more.
To bring you to our minds.
The days we do not think of you
Are very hard to find.
Each morning when we awake,
We know that you are gone.
And no one knows the heartache
As we try to carry on.
Our hearts still ache with sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one will ever know.
Our thoughts are always with you,
Your place no one can fill.
In life we loved you dearly;
In death we love you still,
There will always be a heartache,
And often a silent tear.
But always a precious memory
Of the days when you were here.
If tears could make a staircase,
And heartaches make a lane,
We'd walk the path to heaven
And bring you home again.
We hold you close within our hearts;
And there you will remain,
To walk with us throughout our lives
Until we meet again.
Our family chain is broken now,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.
~ Author unknown
he wanted to eat them. He was picking them up off of the ground. This is Piper's second time seeing Uncle Chris.
I hope eventually she will know who he was, and he would have loved to have known them.
Be reminded of the sparkle in his eyes.
When you hear the music of the morning birds,
Be reminded of his sweet voice when he spoke his words.
When you see the glory of a rose touched by the morning dew,
Be reminded of the beauty you saw when he smiled at you.
Although he was taken from this world much too soon,
Be reminded of him when you gaze upon a soulful moon.
When your heart hurts because of your undying love,
Be reminded he is with you, an angel above.
When you're missing him so much you feel its tearing you apart,
Be reminded... he is with you... in that very special place...
In your heart.
For memories never die;
I will be there with you,
When you look across the sky.
I will be there in the clouds,
in the birds that fill the air,
In the beauty of a fragrant rose,
You will find my memory there.
You will feel me in the tenderness
Of a tiny baby's touch;
You will hear me if you listen,
In the twilight's gentle hush.
When your hearts are heavy,
And you feel that you are alone;
Just reach down deep inside of you,
For your heart is now my home.
I will always be with you,
I will never go away;
For I will live on in your hearts,
Forever and a day.
Written by Allison Chambers Coxsey
how I feel my new relationship with my son is.
to us because in the final months of Chris's life this became his favorite song. It brought great comfort to him,
and his wife Michelle chose this song to be played at the funeral ceremony. It was also in the soundtrack
of 'City of Angels' which again has deeper meanings to us since Chris's death.
to shadow all the darkness and bless the times we knew
Like a beacon in the night the flame will burn bright
and guide us on our way
Oh today I light a candle for you.
Seasons come and go and I'm weary from the change
Keep on moving on -- you know it's not the same
And when I'm walking all alone
Do you hear me call your name?
Do you hear me sing the songs we used to sing?
And I will light a candle for you...
You filled my life with wonder -- touched me with surprise
Always saw that something special deep within your eyes
And through the good times and the bad
We carried on with pride
I hold on to the love and life we knew
And I will light a candle for you...
Oh today I light a candle for you.
First you and Michelle were a lovely looking couple. Chris I am very sorry that your life was disrupted, but as your Mom wrote
you went through it with courage. Boy you really did love your M&M's, and chocolate cake didn't you. Your dog Cash, beautiful by the way,
I bet he misses you, but you know Chris, because he still sleeps on your bed, he feels you very close, and I know you are still
there for him, just like you are for all your family. If you have any spare M&M's please send them my way, chocolate cake too
if you would like to share. I LOVE THEM BOTH.
MY LOVE TO YOU CHRIS
Sue-Anne~Lee'sMom
Trying to drown
My sorrow
In what GOD
Has given me
Trying to make
PEACE with GOD
As deep inside me
I know it wasn't
GOD'S fault at all
My ANGEL Christopher
WAS very special
And GOD needed him
I know you will see
Your ANGEL again Jessica
Please believe that
MY DEEPEST LOVE
Sue-Anne~Lee'sMom
May his memory forever live on
Ann, Laurasmom
Return to My M&M Boy
A friend can hear a tear drop. 
Visit Maria's pages for her little Christopher at
Maria's Tribute to Christopher
Christopher and others. Love: Marlene"
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