Through Heero's Eyes

I am fearless, ruthless, and emotionless
Or am I not?
Do I have emotions for Relena?
Am I afraid to lose her?
I am confused.

I go crazy when I see her,
My mind goes blank,
I never know what to say to her.

When she comes close to me,
I push her away.
But is that what I want?
Or do I want her closer?

What do I feel for her?
Do I love her?
Do I mean it when I say I'll destroy her?
Am I better off destroying her?
Is this feeling inside me love or hate?

No matter the feeling,
love or hate,
I will be by her side,
Protecting her from harm.