In everyone's eyes, I am fighting for peace on earth
In my eyes, I am also fighting for peace.
Not peace for the earth though.
I am fighting for peace in my herat.
My heart overjoys when I see him,
Breaks when he fights,
And shatters when he leaves.
My herat will never stay steady as long as I love Heero.
But does he love me back?
My question is, why should my heart go through all this, why should I
have so much pain?
Why do I continue loving him if nothing is felt in return?
Maybe he does love me
Maybe he hides it behind the gun he threatens to kill me with
Maybe he hides it everytime he pushes away from me
I don't know what it all means,
and I don't know how he feels,
But I hope that he will love me like I love him.