Quatre…
I know this may never get to you, but it has to be written. My heart aches for you every day…and it seems hopeless at times, but I know that one day, we will meet…
Quatre, you’ve meant more to me than anyone has in my life. It’s not just your beautiful appearance, everything about you makes me love you. Your pure heart, pure soul, your entire being shimmers with love and life and I wish that I could be a part of it.
I love you with everything I have and I wish you could as well. Just to stand there with you, hold you in my arms, feel the warmth of your body against the coldness of mine, warming me up. I wish I could wrap my arms around you and love you, look into your eyes and kiss you so tenderly and sweetly…I wish that you could be my first kiss.
I wish we could take our virginity from each other, to find the wonderful feelings of love with each other, to discover new ways to become one that are ours alone, to go deep within ourselves to the point where it is just us, our bodies, fueled with passion, and our souls, fueled with love. To make love to you and to be made love to would be heaven, pure heaven. And to take our bare bodies, stained with the passion and continue to create warmth after euphoria, gaining warmth from the other…
I wish you could be an angel and wrap your wings around me…protect me and keep me from harm. Don’t let go of me, just stay in that warm, loving embrace, floating in the air from our love.
I want to stay by your side, Quatre…I want to love you, always and for all eternity, even just to talk to you, I would be amazed, because your beauty in every way would make it worthwhile.
Quatre Raberba Winner, I want to stay in your warm, loving embrace forever…