Piercing cuts through this broken heart
fresh stabs rip apart my soul
How to live a life of lies
and how do you let go
wrack my tired mind
Is it fair to play with others emotions
and offer something i can not give
a burning red hot flame
everyone will get hurt
I will be to blame.
I can not open my heart
to any other soul
tightly this torment wraps around me
my heart pumps a steady stream
of tears upon my face
i find no arms of solace
darkness embodies me
Oh God.. no longer do i wish to be.
as i run blindy
crashing into space
My heart and soul are dying
as i decide there is no other way
happiness is not my destiny
and i can not pretend
that I will be able to see
an end to this pain and suffering
that encompasses me.