Ryan walked up to Amir's room feeling extremely lucky. He had always longed for Amir. Ryan was the less experienced of the two, and Amir was going to teach him everything. As Ryan neared Amir's door, he wondered how he was going to approach Amir with his true feelings. He rang the door bell. Amir answered rather quickly. He was wearing leather pants and a red shirt with Japanese charachters on it. Ryan longed to touch Amir in all his splender. "Come In" Ryan walked into Amir's beautiful appartment. He had good decorating skills. Ryan walked over to a display case. Pictures of Amir with various people graced the shelves. Amir walked into the kitchen, and Ryan pocketed a picture of Amir, shirtless, at the beach. He then walked over to the kitchen where Amir was preparing drinks for the two of them.
"So, whats that?" Ryan was inquisitive. He neared Amir slowly. Bumping into him on "accident".
"Its Jack and Coke. Its good."
"Yes, it is. So, how are you today, Amir?"
"Im good... and you?"
"Im good now that Im here."
"What do you mean, Ryan?"
"Nevermind. Nevermind."
"Here, take these drinks into the music room. We'll start practicing when I get in there. I have to call someone first.OK?" Ryan nodded at Amir. He walked scared into the music room. Who was Amir calling? Was it a girl? Or perhaps another man. Ryan didn't like feeling so unsure. He had longed for Amir for so long. He was going to tell him today. He had to. He set the drinks down and picked up one of Amir's guitars. He played a little and shortly there after, Amir walked in.
"Careful with that, Ryan." Amir's hair was wet. Ryan figured Amir had taken a shower before he came. Thoughts of Amir's naked body danced through Ryan's head. Ryan wanted his dreams to be reality.
"Amir?"
"Yea, Ry?"
"Nothing..." Ryan had to tell Amir. "Who did you have to call?"
"I had to call my son. Its his birthday in a few weeks. I wanted to see what he'd like for it." Ryan was relieved to hear this. He still had a chance with Amir.
"Oh..." Ryan kicked at the carpet with his black leather boots. "Amir? Can I tell you something with out you overreacting?"
"Sure. You can tell me anything."
"I..er... I like...."
"YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES?????"
"I like you."
"In what way? Like a brother? Like a friend? Like a hoagie sandwich?"
"I LIKE you. Like... as more than a friend...."
"You mean like a best friend? Thats cool"
"You know how Boy George likes men?"
"Yea...."
"So do I." Ryan blushed profusely.
"OH MY GOD! Really?!?!?! I do too..."
"Yea, so I like you..."
"OK, I dont like men persay, just one man in particular..." Ryan became nervous. What if he wasn't the object of Amir's affection?
"Oh... who?" Ryan asked.
Amir smiled at Ryan. "Well, hes tall, he has great style, he is funny, he's cute, he has blond hair..."
"Whats his name?"
Amir winked at ryan. "His name is... well, its you."
"Oh, really?!?!?! I can't express my happiness. I.. I've longed for you for so long."
"I've wanted to be with you ever since we met. You are so amazing and funny."
"Oh, Amir!" Ryan leaned towards Amir and kissed him softly on the forehead. Amir closed his eyes and moaned. Ryan pulled away, but just as he did, Amir grabbed him and kissed him softly on the lips, slowly moving his tongue into Ryan's mouth. Ryan caressed Amir's hair while they kissed. Ryan pulled away.
"I'm feeling a bit hot." Ryan removed his shirt and un buttoned his pants.
"I am too." Amir removed his shirt and embraced Ryan. Ryan kissed Amir's chest and Amir moaned again. Amir unbuttoned his pants and unzipped them as Ryan moved down towards Amir's love machine. Amir removed his pants completely, revealing his fully nude and aroused body. Ryan touched Amir's penis softly.
"Can I?" Ryan asked.
"Oh please do." Amir arched his back and Ryan began to lick Amir's shaft delicately. "Oh. GOD RYAN! You are so good at this."
"I've had practice." Amir looked at Ryan suspiciously...
"Practice with who?"
"I used to have a thing with Jay. He tried to get Paige in on it too, but Paige wasn't into men. He avoided us for a while after that."
"Was Jay good?"
"incredibly. But I like you so much more."
"Im glad"
"Hey, Mir... Talk dirty to me. I can make you hotter then."
"OK. I'll tell you what I want to do with you."
"Sounds good."
"Well, I want to have you finish sucking me until I blow my load in your mouth. Then I want you to lick my whole body slowly making your way up to my mouth," Ryan sucked Amir harder and faster, plaing with his nuts all the while.
Amir moaned, then continued," Then.. I want... you to kiss me. When our kiss is done I... I... *moaning* I'll move my tongue down your body... and... I... I'll lick your head, moving my way down your shaft. I...*moans* I'll play with your nuts, and lick them. Then I'll give you the best blow you have ever had, or ever will have."
Amir looked down at Ryan. Ryan was thoroughly enjoying himself. He looked up at Amir. Amir moaned really loud and Ryan could feel Amir in his mouth. He knew that Amir was about to blow his load right in his mouth. Ryan grabbed Amir's nuts and Amir grabbed the back of Ryan's head, pulling his hair in anticipation of an orgasm unlike any other he had ever experienced. His penis shuddered and he blew his hot load into Ryan's mouth, moaning the whole time. Ryan swallowed it all then slowly started to lick Amir's body, making his way up to his mouth. Amir licked Ryan's lips, and they kissed. Ryan pulled away and Amir made his way down Ryan's neck. Ryan caressed Amir's hair as he made his way down. Ryan arched his back. Amir reached Ryan's penis and began sucking hard and fast. Ryan was so aroused that he couldn't even speak through his moaning.
"I..*moan* I...*moan*.....FUCK IT *moaning*"
Amir thought to himself "I hope he doesn't find out that I don't want to be with him. I only want to be with his sweetness. He tastes so good."
Ryan smiled at amir and grabbed Amir's ass. Ryan stood Amir up and shoved his dick in Amir's ass. Amir laughed gleefully. Ryan shot his hot load into Amir and kissed him.
"Ryan?"
"Yea baby?"
" I have something to tell you..."
"What is it?"
"I... I don't want to be with you."
"What?!?!?" Ryans heart broke in half at Amir's words. "What do you mean?"
"I only want you for sex. I don't want anyone to know about this either. I can't be with you. I'm not gay."
"I'm not either!!! I have my share of girls too..."
" I ONLY WANT YOU FOR SEX! I have no emotional connection with you." Amir moved towards Ryan to get a kiss.
"NO!" Ryan was crying. "I love you. How the fuck can you toy with my emotions like that?!?!?!?"
"I'm not going to say I am sorry. I'm not. I had fun"
"Fuck you." Ryan zipped his pants up and put on his shirt. "I can't beleive I let you..."
"Oh well, shit happens. Are you leaving?" Amir threw Ryan's coat at him. "I'll ask you to forget that this ever happened. I never liked you. NOW GET OUT!"
"AMIR! GODDAMMIT! I CANT BELEIVE YOU!" Ryan ran out of Amir's house full of anger and sadness.
Ryan walked up the stairs of building. He rang a doorbell. Jay opened the door and Ryan flung his arms around him.