so upon reading this i decided that i was horribly embarassed by it so it had to go. im so easily embarassed its sick. ive discovered that im the type of girl who longs for what could have been. i find that im all too often a supporting character in peoples' lives, i could go and they would miss me, but it would not be a life-altering event. im like the newman of my friends, i am a main fixture in some episodes but the majority im not even in. i obssess all quickly and un-obssess just as quickly. i have good intentions but do not follow through. i build things up in my head, i have dreams that can never actually be realized, yet i still pretend. i love suprises. i procrastinate. im overly-emotional. things always make sense to me, but as soon as i sa them, they are misinterpreted and taken in offense. i find myself constantly with my foot in my mouth. i can keep a secret but id rather gossip. ive been described as complicated and revel in it.
