No one knows...What I go through day by day... And if they knew maybe they'd understand And you all need to shut up and listen now If you don't like what you hear then fuck you

I don't need to lie, sometimes I wanna die I cry, It's nothing new, sometimes I feel blue, been through depression, repression, still haven't learned my lesson, I find myself looking for a woman's blessin.

They don't know...

The hurt, the pain, it drives me insane, like a bullet through my brain, run my heart over with a train, you think im playin, this is real what im sayin This aint no game, this is who I am, I have no shame, No one can say they've been through the same, I fall to my knees, in tears, I ask the lord, please! but it never works, jeeze! I worry it's my own life I'll cieze, but I still believe, so please, stay at ease, I'm just gonna be me! I try so hard to fit in it, but I just don't get it,

What You See...

I'm right, I'm wrong, I smoke, I drink, I never think, do things before I blink, yea maybe I do need a shrink, or maybe you just shouldn't think! you see me, as who I'm not, you judge me on the spot, you make me get this head of mine hot, there's more to me! A lot! yea I did bad things, got caught! It's okay im fine now, Not! I let out screams like a 1 year old, Tot!

Is It over?

It's over and done with! Don't bother me, I'll only make you bleed, In this life, I will succeed!, with or without you by my side, I strive, to survive, and I've never felt more alive., watch out I bite, and tonight, I'll show you the light.

Don't touch me, you don't even see it, you think you'd get it, through the words that I spit, im lit, thats it, im done, your dumb, it's time to let ya know, whats goin on, it's time to drop the bomb,The dark, the light, the night, the day, I live throught it all just like you, but yet at the end, I'll be cold, dead, and blue, but I won't leave this earth, without you!

This is About...

The people, who judge me, they don't know me, never been in my shoes, they don't have a clue, I wanna make em' black & blue, now I've come unglued, now you've got me going, with the flow, so sit back, watch me mow, them down, to the ground, you had to know one day this would happen, don't worry, im not busta rhymes, I don't want ya clappin, you better move out the way while im snappin!

You'll laugh, youll point, I'll snap, I'll point, you'll joke, I'll put out the nine, and you'll stroke, I'll threaten to fire, you'll call me a lair, I'll drop the gun, and everyone will run, raise it back up, and cap a few off, now im in it for the long haul, got your attention yet? good, I need it.