Why does it hurt so bad this time
It's not like it hasnt happened before
Someone comes in and enters my space
Then the sound of a closing door
I tell them be careful before you start
Don't say thing you don't mean to me
But time after time they go for the heart
And open it, for all to see
I'm tired of being the one who cares
The one who gives with out end
Is there only pain and loss to love
But maybe, these were not really men
It would take some maturity to mean what you say
Yet they so coldly play their game
And tell me to trust them they won't let me down
Yet here i am deceived, once again its the same
Through it all i know that I will rise again
And smile through my tears and forget the pain
Another will come with a smile and will taunt
Oh Baby I love you ... you are all that i want
But sometime there will be an honesty there
The one who was meant to be mine for all time
Will sneak up on me and kiss from behind
Will whisper I'm here and I'll know right away
It's the one who will love me forever an a day
He will be strong and gentle, loving and kind
Won't betray my trust or mess with my mind
I wish he would hurry and get here to me
Cause i'm sick of the jerks that i hear and see
I pray I'll be open to recognize the one
Then life will be full and I'll shine like the sun
Until then i will sit and just be with my friends
And give a wide berth to the so-called men
Who live to cause pain and heartbreak to all
I'll listen to hear my name as he calls
Come Love sit with me and lets talk of all things
I can feel my spirit soar, my heart take on wings
To the others i say be careful what you sow
Cause a garden of pain i know you will grow