Miseria Cantare (The Beginning) Love your hate, your faith lost, you are now one of us! [x3]
Nothing, From nowhere, I am no one at all
Nothing, From nowhere, I am no one at all
Love your hate, your faith lost, you are now one of us! [x3]
The Leaving Song Pt.II
dont wase your touch, you won't feel anything. yo he esta do aqui muchas beces antes y regreso to break down imperfect cry and scream in ecstasy y regreso aqui otra vez y comienzo to break down i left it all behing and never said good-bye
Bleed Black I am exploring the inside, I find it desolate (If you listen) Listen, listen
I am destroyed by the inside, I disassociate
(If you listen) Listen, listen
I know what died that night, it can never be brought back to life
(If you listen) Listen, listen
So...
(If you listen) Listen, listen Silver and Cold
... I came here by day, but I left here in darkness
Your sins into me
Light, like the flutter of wings, feel your hollow voice rushing into me
Your sins into me
Cold in life's throws, I'll fall asleep for you
Your sins into me
Your sins into me Dancing Through Sunday Will you join me in this dance, this dance of misery
(Oh, we dance in misery)
Will you lend yourself to beauty that will horrify?
(Oh, we dance in misery)
So who will follow? Who is the lead?
(Oh, we dance in misery)
Girl's not Grey
I'll lay me down tonight
(What follows) me as the whitest lace of light
All insects sing tonight
(What follows) me as the whitest lace of light
I'll lay me down tonight
I'll lay me down, I'll lay me down
(What follows) me as the whitest lace of light
What follows will swallow whole Death of Season
Of late, it's harder just to go outside
I watch the stars as they fall from the sky
Out there so quickly grows malignant tribes
I watch the stars as they fall from the sky
It won't be all right despite what they say The Great Disappointment
I can remember a place I used to go
Oh, how I smiled then, so near the cherished ones
While I waited I was wasting away
I can remember... dreamt them so vividly
While I waited I was wasting away
I never, never wanted this
I never, never wanted this
Inside a crumbling effigy
While I waited I was wasting away Paper Airplanes (makeshift wings)
Raise high monolithic statues so fragile as they fall
As waves of plastic fame go out of fashion
From above a rain of ashes descends
As waves of plastic fame go out of fashion
From above a rain of ashes descends
Dancing in the rain of descending ash
From above a rain of ashes descends This Celluloid Dream
Calling tears from deep inside, oh, you're so exquisite
To the lovely dancing lights, I begged, "May I cut in?"
Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end
You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic
In the glitter, in the dark, sunk into velvet
Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end
You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic
All the colours upon leaving, all will turn to grey
You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic
You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic The Leaving Song
Walked away, heard them say
It's hard to notice gleaming from the sky
You... walked away, heard them say
All the cracks will lead right to me
I..As . walked away, heard them say ...But Home is Nowhere
Twenty-six years and seems like I've just begun
This is my line, this is eternal
Twenty-six years end, still speaking in these tongues
This is my line, this is eternal
Give me something, give me something
I lay strewn across the floor, can't solve this puzzle
This is my line, this is eternal Poem... untitled (hidden)
We held hands on the last night on earth. This Time Imperfect (hidden)
I cannot leave here, I cannot stay
There are no flowers, no, not this time
I cannot stay here, I cannot leave
There are no flowers, no, not this time
I'd tell you how it haunts me
There are no flowers, no, not this time Synesthesia (hidden)
Heartbreak, incarnate, I'm nothing if not your memories
Someday, I will be...
Please let me understand I'm your pillow
(Just say...) Say you will follow me (follow me)
Heartbreak, incarnate, I'm nothing if not your memories
Someday, I will be...
Please let me understand I'm your pillow
(Just say...) Say you will follow me (follow me)
Let me be all the words
Let me feel the words echo in comfort
Let me feel the words echo in comfort
Radiate, Recognize, One silent call
As we all form one dark flame
Incinarate!
Radiate, Recognize, One silent call
As we all form one dark flame
As we all form one dark flame
As we all!
Or were you sent to save me?
I'be thought too much
you won't find anything worthy of redeeming.
cease all feeling
burn now
what once was brething
reach out
and you may take my hear away
but what befalls the flawless?
Look what i've built
it shines so beautifully
Now watch as it destroys me
and cease all feeling
burn now
what once was breathing
reach out
and you may take my hear away
i left it all to die
i saw its birth
i watched it grow
i felt it change me
i took the life
i ate it slow
now it consumes me...
I do implore these confines, now, as they penetrate, "recreate me"
I'm hovering throughout time, I crumble in these days
I crumble, I cannot, I cannot find reflection in these days
(Listen close) Beat by beat
(You can hear when the heart stops) I saved the pieces
(When it broke) And ground them all to dust
I hope to destroy the outside, it will alleviate and elevate me
Like water flowing into lungs, I'm flowing through these days
As morphine tears through deadened veins, I'm numbing in these days
So...
(Listen close) Beat by beat
(You can hear when the heart stops) I saved the pieces
(When it broke) And ground them all to dust
Once again, I know
I know I died that night and I'll never be brought back to life
Once again, I know
(Listen close) Beat by beat
(You can hear when the heart stops) I saved the pieces
(When it broke) And ground them all to dust
(Listen close) Beat by beat
(You can hear when the heart stops) I saved the pieces
(When it broke) And ground them all to dust
And found you, found you on the way
And now, it is silver and silent, it is silver and cold
You, in somber resplendence, I hold
Oh, my beautiful one
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one
As you're longing to sing
So I... I will paint you in silver, I will wrap you in cold
I will lift up your voice as I sink
Oh, my beautiful one, now
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me
Cold in life's throws, I only ask you turn away
Cold in life's throws, I'll fall asleep for you
Cold in life's throws, I only ask you turn
As they seep... into me, oh, my beautiful one, now
Oh, my beautiful one
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me)
Your sins into me... oh
Oh, my beautiful one, now
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me) Your sins into...
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one
Cradled in imposs... impossibility?
Swooning, I am swept away
Swept off my feet, with step by step by step
We take the lead as drop by drop, we start... to bleed
And we dance on, and we dance on
(Oh, we dance in misery)
All lost in the arms of our misery, oh
(Oh, we dance in misery)
And we dance on, and we dance on
Swept off our feet by our misery, we're swept into the shadows
Let me hide within your black, the still inside your eyes
Deafened, caught within a cry
So sensual, as step by step by step, I seperate
As breath to breath, as I... suffocate
And we dance on, and we dance on
(Oh, we dance in misery)
All lost in the arms of our misery, oh
(Oh, we dance in misery)
And we dance on, and we dance on
Swept off our feet by our misery, we're swept into the shadows
I know I'll leave a stain, because I bleed
As we dance, we all dance
We all... have no chance in this horrid romance
And we dance on, and we dance on
(Oh, we dance in misery)
All lost in the arms of our misery, oh
(Oh, we dance in misery)
And we dance on, and we dance on
Swept off our feet by our misery, we're swept into the shadows
Swept off our feet by our misery, we're swept into the shadows
Much further down
Swim in the calm tonight
This art does drown
(Will swallow whole) just begs to be imbrued?
What follows has lead me to this place
where I belong, with all erased
The coldest sound
I'd send God's grace tonight
Could it be found?
(Will swallow whole) just begs to be imbrued?
What follows has lead me to this place
where I belong, with all erased
Much further down
Watch stars go out tonight
On sinking ground
(Will swallow whole) just begs to be imbrued?
What follows has lead me to this place
where I belong, with all erased
What follows will swallow whole
To leave this deadspace with hatred, so alive
Writhing with sickness, thrown into banality, I decay
Killed by the weakness, but forced to return, turn it off
I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying
I feel the fallen stars encircle me now, as they cry
Posthuman extinction excels unrecognized
Feeling surrounded, so bored with mortality, I decay
All of this hatred is fuking real, turn it on... yeah
I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying
I feel the fallen stars encircle me now, as they cry
Just watch the stars tonight as they, as they disappear, disintegrate
And I disintegrate 'cause this hate is fuking real
And I hope to shade the world as stars go out and I disintegrate
Chrysanthemums of white, they seemed so beautiful
I can remember, I searched for the amaranth
I'd shut my eyes... to see
I knew they would appear... saw not a single one
Oh, how I smiled then, waiting so patiently
I'd make a wish... and bleed
While I waited I was wasting away
Soft creatures draped in white, light kisses gracing me
I can remember when I first realized
Dreams were the only place to see them
While I waited I was wasting away
While I waited I was wasting away
Hope was wasting away
Faith was wasting away
I was wasting away
I always wanted to believe
I never, never wanted this
How could I have become?
I never, never wanted this
But from the start I'd been deceived
How could I have become?
I always wanted to believe
I never, never wanted this
I never, never wanted this
But from the start I'd been deceived
I never, never wanted this
But you promised
So dies all innocence
But you promised me
While I waited I was wasting away
While I waited I was wasting away
Hope was wasting away
Faith was wasting away
I was wasting away
I am ever enthralled
Gaze, lie and smirk in time, your arrogance will suit you well
'Til fashion is dispelled
You're going out, going out forever unknown
These waves of plastic fame go out of fashion
(These waves of plastic fame are drying up and I smile)
You're going out, going out forever unknown
(Because you're dying to become forever unknown, unkown)
Anathema I will remain, forever will remain
From below, in my seclusion
Look up to the sky to see paper wings and watch them burn
Without habitation, you'll never find a soul inside
No life, but nothing's died
No lights, but quite the show (Just as long as no one ever knows all motion is pantomime)
You're going out, going out forever unknown
These waves of plastic fame go out of fashion
(These waves of plastic fame are drying up and I smile)
You're going out, going out forever unknown
(Because you're dying to become forever unknown, unkown)
Anathema I will remain, forever will remain
From below, in my seclusion
Look up to the sky to see paper wings and watch them burn
Dancing on your grave, I'll see you all falling
Dancing in the rain of descending ash
Dancing in your dust, I'll see you all falling
I'd stop it, had you a heart
I'd stop it, had you a heart
Anathema I will remain, forever will remain
From below, in my seclusion
Look up to the sky to see paper wings and watch them burn
And in the mirror, all midnight eyes
Oh, if I could remain, but it's just a visit
All midnight eyes read "vacancy"
Twisted, twisting
But they never stopped playing "their song"
Of a joyous song the sing, I've heard whispers
On a freezing note, I resonate
Just like a memory, it twists me
Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end
Twist... twisting me
Onto the melting boy, and melt away
You light as gently, you're so cinematic
Bathed in your radiance, I melt
Praying this will never end
In the shadow of a star, in static pallor
I realized I never began
Just like a memory, it twists me
Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end
Twist... twisting me
Onto the melting boy, and melt away
You light as gently, you're so cinematic
Bathed in your radiance, I melt
All the colours upon leaving, all will turn to grey
(All grey) All the colours (All grey) upon leaving
(All grey) all will turn to grey
(All grey) All the colours (All grey) upon leaving
(All grey) all will turn to grey... grey...
Onto the melting boy, and melt away
You light as gently, you're so cinematic
Bathed in your radiance
You land as lightly as the new snow, and melt away
You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic
Bathed in your radiance, I melt
"Poison hearts will never change, walk away again"
Turned away in disgrace
Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within
When you're staring at the cracks
It's hard to notice what is passing by with eyes lowered
"Poisoned hearts will never change, walk away again"
And all the cracks will crawl right through me
All the cracks, they lead right to me
And all the cracks will crawl right through me, and I fell apart
"Poisoned hearts will never change"
Walked away again
Turned away in disgrace
Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within
To understand my, my intimate is no one
When the director sold the show, who bought its last rites?
They cut the cast, the music, and the lights
How did I ever end up here?
Discarnate, preternatural
My prayers to disappear
Absent of grace, marked as infernal
Ungranted in dead time left me disowned
To this nature, so unnatural
I remain alone
Such revelations while understood by no one
When the new actor stole the show, who questioned his grace?
Please clear the house of ill-aquired taste
How did I ever end up here?
Discarnate, preternatural
My prayers to disappear
Absent of grace, marked as infernal
Ungranted in dead time left me disowned
To this nature, so unnatural
I remain alone
Give me something, give me something
Give me something, give me something real
Everyday another small piece can't be found
The pieces are lost, these pieces don't fit
Pieced together incomplete and empty
How did I ever end up here?
Discarnate, preternatural
My prayers to disappear
Absent of grace, marked as infernal
Ungranted in dead time left me disowned
To this nature, so unnatural
I remain alone
This is my line, this is eternal
How did I end up here?
Discarnate, preternatural
My prayers to disappear
Absent of grace, marked as infernal
Ungranted in dead time left me disowned
To this nature, so unnatural
I remain alone
Our mouths filled with dust, we kissed in the fields and under trees,
screaming like dogs, bleeding dark into the leaves.
It was empty on the edge of town but we knew everyone floated
along the bottom of the river.
So we walked through the waste where the road curved into the sea
and the shattered seasons lay,
and the bitter smell of burning was on you like a disease.
In our cancer of passion you said, "Death is a midnight runner."
The sky had come crashing down like the news of an intimate suicide.
We picked up the shards and formed them into shapes
of stars that wore like an antique wedding dress.
The echoes of the past broke the hearts of the unborn
as the ferris wheel silently slowed to a stop.
The few insects skittered away in hopes of a better pastime.
I kissed you at the apex of the maelstrom and asked
if you would accompany me in a quick fall,
but you made me realize that my ticket wasn't for two.
I rode alone.
You said, "The cinders are falling like snow."
There is poetry in despair, and we sang with unrivaled beauty,
bitter elegies of savagery and eloquence.
Of blue and grey.
Strange, we ran down desperate streets and carved our names in the flesh of the city.
The sun was stagnated somewhere beyond the rim of the horizon
and the darkness is a mystery of curves and lines.
Still, we lay under the emptiness and drifted slowly outward,
and somewhere in the wilderness we found salvation scratched
into the earth like a message.
Forever haunted, more than afraid
Asphyxiate on words I would say
I'm drawn to a blackened sky as I turn blue
There will be no angels gracing the lines, just these stark words I find
I'd show a smile but I'm too weak
I'd share for you, could I only speak, just how much this hurts me
Just like all I loved, I'm make believe
Imagined heart, I disappear
Seems... no one will appear here and make me real
There will be no angels gracing the lines, just these stark words I find
I'd show a smile but I'm too weak
I'd share with you, could I only speak, just how much this hurts me
I'd tell you how it haunts me
Cuts through my day and sinks into my dreams
I'd tell you how it haunts me
Cuts through my day and sinks into my dreams
You don't care that it haunts me
There will be no angels gracing the lines, just these stark words I find
I'd show a smile but I'm too weak
I'd share with you, could I only speak, just how much this hurts me
Just how much this hurts me
Just how much you...
Heartbreak, please let me be enjoying your pain
I'll be the common voice for community
Because I am a man who'll forever be
Where all remaining failed
Letters of past so distant and wrinkled
Please let me understand I'm your pillow
Letters of past so distant and wrinkled
Invite me to your memory
(Just sing...) Sing again for me (for me)
That long forgotten song
Heartbreak, please let me be enjoying your pain
I'll be that what you want from a failing dream
Because I will, I may at best
Be as low as you feel
Letters of past look distant and wrinkled
Please let me understand I'm your pillow
Letters of past look distant and wrinkled
Invite me to your memory
(Just sing...) Sing again for me (for me)
That long forgotten song
Let me be all the words
Let me be all the words
Let me be all the words
Let me be all the words that you'd unsay
Let me feel the words echo in comfort, comfort, comfort, comfort
Let me be all the words that you'd unsay, unsay, unsay, unsay
Let me be all the words that you'd unsay
Let me feel the words echo in comfort, comfort...
comfort
Let me be all the words that you'd unsay, unsay, unsay, unsay