Slit my throat
Tell me your lies
Say that you knew me when
When my memories die
Rough edges fill my mind
While you rape me time after time after time
I'm drowning in my own delusions
What is normal? Don't jump to conclusions
Is anything what its supposed to be?
Not in this land of hypocrisy
Take me apart and look to see
That the pain you inflicted is killing me
Look at me, everything's gone
Are you happy now?
Everything is gone
Take it away just take this away
You dont know where i'm coming from
Take it away rip it away
From these chains that bind me down
Go away
Sour memories a day forgotten but I still remember
Go away
I want to be alone today
I try to hide all this turmoil inside
Pent up frustrations, eyes open wide
Everyone talks but nobody listens
Deeper and deeper, my stupid decisions
I think I'm losing control
Something inside of me screams
I dont want to be you but I can't be me
I think I'm losing control
Something inside of me screams
I dont want to be you but I can't be me
All of this anger, it clouds my mind
Because I'm different, means your blind
To learn that you can't see
That what you think has no affect on me
I think I'm losing control
Something inside of me screams
I dont want to be you but I can't be me
I think I'm losing control
Something inside of me screams
I dont want to be you but I can't be me
I cant be me
Get up get up get up get up get down
There's no degree of uncertainty
The lines no longer hide my eyes
My dreams will come in to
My dreams will be
Now I'm gone
I'll fly
Now I'm gone
And I'll fly
Could you help me off the ground now
Throw me out
This crutch will be my wing
I'll fly
Now I'm gone
I'll fly
Now I'm gone
And I'll fly
I'll fly(x4)
I'll fly away from everything
My life is meaningless to me
I'll fall away from everything
My life is meaningless to me
FLY AWAY!!!
Fly, fall, crawl, dig this hole
That's my trick
I'M FALLING!
And you can't even see
There's no one willing to even look at me
You've lost your legs and I'm running
Your jealousy intrigues me
Why fight? You're just another school-yard bully
Same Old, Same old
You know that you love me
But you can't see what you've done to me
Look at me--Am I so Happy?
My Trickery--It doesn't begin to fool me
The truth is I need you
More than ever now and tolerance has run out
Cause I'm falling--Legs and all
All used up and fatigued
Been running way far too long to think
My wind has blown
And my mind is gone
Look at me--Am I so Happy?
My Trickery--It doesn't begin to fool me
Fool me, It's what I need
I can't believe I'm coming home
I couldn't believe it was finally my time
I took my trip aboard a certain cloud # 9
Up and up I went I didn't know it was killing me
But what are we to expect from another Ugly Sold-Out Slob like me
I can't believe I'm coming home
I was just another helpless victim of the pixies
Their dust so potent I swear it blinded me
I felt safe in the arms of the winged thing
But what are we to expect from another Ugly Sold-Out Slob like me
I can't believe I'm coming home
I'm coming home from outer space today
I'm falling home from outer space
I never knew how much I really hated this place
Home is where the heart is
But my heart is just a waste.......
Undeniable, marriage
Proven by nothing
Undeniable truth that I'll keep hidden
And we'll dance and shout about
Undeniable fates
Though fragile and unkept
I'm searching for the words
On your sweet and fiery tongue
When found I'll place them
And we'll dance and shout about
Recent burrows
And soils still wet
Braces of lives still torn
Conclusions yet unborn
I'll wait....
I WILL WAIT!!!!
Undeniably broken, shattered, bruised, and mostly sore
From talks of undeniable fates
With dreams of change
With hopes of change
And truths of nothing but
Everything the same
I'm searching for the words
On your sweet and fiery tongue
When found I'll place them
And we'll dance and shout about
I HATE THIS LIE, I HATE THIS PASSION!!
I'M TORN APART !!
AND A MESS WITHIN
I'M CURSED WITH HEART AND STILL MOIST SOIL!!
I'M CURSED WITH DANCE!!
AND SHOUTS ABOUT
Bring snow
Remind me of perfection
Bring snow
To accent imperfection
Bring snow
Remind me of this bold lie
Bring snow......
Pulling boundaries from the outside
Begging for a chance to be let in
Although I can not help it
I just want your skin
The touch so pure and empty
I'm unconsciously guilty of this thought
I'm never provoked
Never provoked
And still it boils
Waiting for a chance to be set free
And still it boils
Bathing in anger
Bathing in all of your skin's deceit....
My stomach aches
I'll float in you
My savior your eyes
Like new, I feel, Like new
I feel, like new, I feel, like new, I feel, like new, I feel
In you Perfect and new I feel Like tiy
I feel like you!
In you perfect shiny and new I feel like new!
The liquid form of it all
Washes over me like glue
And as it sticks
And it sticks
As it sticks I feel I'm justified for all of your skin's deceit
Now we're breathing in the time like oxygen
Watch it pass us by before our eyes
And we'll kneel and we'll pray
Then just maybe it will go away
If we kneel, if we pray
If we give our forsaken souls away....
Just give them away
Just toss them away
Just throw them away
If I fall, Its your fault
If you ask me(to)
I'll bow down for(you)