Sephiroth
I sat quietly waiting for you to appear
so many nights I sat and talked to with you
knowing your hurts and pains
and still you turned me away
you promised never again would you try
never again would you want to die
I told you many times you go I go
togeather a partnership and so you stayed
and now I sit here hurt once again
along with your family and friends
the ones who called you brother
the ones who called you their love
I will always think back
back to the fun times we had
just as I said in the beginning to you
you are my brother and best friend
I will miss you dearly when you are gone
when I have no one to talk to
I will think of you
Good-Bye and God Speed
Love Sprung From Hate
Hate all around me
swore i wouldn't fall
in love with anyone
not in me life.
somehow he broke through
showing me love was
ok and that hate
hid love from me.
and now here I
sit filled with both
love and hate in tears
everynite of my life.
So I once again
hate the love that
sprung in my life
and hate even myself.
swore off love again
this can be my
only salvation from
myself and the world.
Die or Live
To die or live
i've asked myself so
many times, "which
one do i want?"
been told,"you need
to live." also been told,
"you need to die
because you serve no purpose"
to much hurt proves
to die would solve
so many things
in my life of hate.
but to live seems
to be the answer
i choose and not
the chicken's way out.
so i live for now
now hoping my hate
will soon disappear
and happiness show itself again
Why
Why does it always happen?
Why does it always hurt?
Why do they not believe me?
I have often sat asking
this time and again,
but I can't answer why.
Why to they lie about me?
Why do they say mean
things about me?
Is it because they are
jealous? Could this be
the reason? No one shall ever
know the true reason...
Why?
A Perfect Love
my heart belongs to him,and my soul belongs to God. but how do i work things out? its so confusing anymore. Love is such a good thing and yet it can hurt just as much as a pin prick.
to understand love you must have the one you love the most there for you all the time. yet don't search for that perfect one in your life, for God will put him or her in you life. and this is what i truley believe. your world will not end and the sky won't fall as you wait. no matter how much you think that it will. Trust in God for he knows when to bring that person to you.
