nov 1 2k3-1:56 pm
haha whoooa! longazz tyme! haha aryte hollahween waz aryte! haha since ahm n stuco we had dis social! haha it waz hella fun! minh waz mah ryde sho i got 2 chyll at hiz place...itz nyyce! haha o yea hollahween itself waz aryte 2...had tha halloween bash n then went trik or treetin wif jasun n karen...haha lotza candie! fun! ahm outtie 4 nowz sep 5 2k3-11:23 am
haha n b3 haha green haha anh dat ...hMMmi wayt til he leevz haha newayz yea i nott written n a whyles...uhm...haha yea hi skoo ish koo...anh he tinx he kan beet meeh wit mitsurugi...haha wutta sapp...uhm yea newayz...gunna c if i kan updayt mah xanga (finalrave) ahm outt

august 12 2k3-8:30 pm
6 flagz wuz funn! lol jay sez: "o mai fuk!?" XDDD

july 15 2k3-10:14 pm
nu layout! watchu tink? ^___^

july 12 2k3-5:02 pm
goot song...agin ^^;;

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

july 11 2k3-10:16 am
heyo! long tyme no blog eh?

aryte aryte i noe! i havnt had tyme 2 git around 2 it...but nu layout comin REEL soon!

june 25 2k3-9:48 pm
*riiip!* "oh great...isn't this magical...one of my wires broke..." -fat bastard-

wow! wensdai nyte uhm....dat meenz fridai'z comin soon! ^_^;; so newayz....goldmember wuz on...haha daz da thurd tyme i seen it...i lyke summa da lynes...haha "who throws a cupcake, honestly!" (dat wuz yung dr. evil...)...so newayz...egh...on sundai nyte i had a convo wit mah mom askin hur 2 ryte a chek 4 meeh 2 git egm cuz i offerd 2 pay 4 it....and she sed ok...and den 2nyte i asked agin...and she dint eban rmbr NE uv da convo...urgh! >.< but newayz...jux a qwik blog aryte? and btw...nu layoutz comin soon! ^_~ outt

june 20 2k3-11:52 pm
haha undahcuvah bruthah wuz jux on starz. haha funnie ass moovie

"i'm the ONLY single white female you'll EVER need!" <---sed bai dis whyte grl b4 a katfyte started
"once you've had undercover brother, there is no other" <---sed bai da SAYM whyte grl 2 hur ex-bf
"oh no...we best open up the windows 'casue it's gettin' all racial up in this piece" <---sed bai da ntern gah 4 da bruthahood

haha all n all...c it if u havnt...ahm kynda layt...outt and g'nyte peepz

june 19 2k3-2:03 pm
great song...sounds kynda sorta country...but stil goot...(so su meeh awryte!)

Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me, baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time every time
I wanna spent the whole night in your eyes

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you
Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Oh, every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

june 18 2k3-11:37 am
HEYO PEEPO! hope yall ok wit a longass blog...eheh

ahm baaaak! daym cali wuz kol! imma moov out der 4 sho! i wuz der frum laz tuesday til 2dai... sheee!!! wow...a weekz wurth uv a blog! so uhm...on tuesday wen i arryved, i hadda re-set mah watch 2 2 hours behynd... (if its 10 heer itz 8 der)...uhm...mah aunt pikked us up and we drove thru san francisco. she hadda prelude...it wuz n purty goot cundition akchullee...hm...daniel beddingfeeld wuz on raydio...^_^ eheh...so uhm...we got 2 mah popo'z house...uhm...daz baysikly wher i stayd da ntyre week...uhmz...lez c...

on wensdai we met up wit mah aunt milly and elly, and meeh, mah mom, and mah popo (grandma) went 2 dis smal town kalled gilroy...itz da uhm...garlik capitul uv cali sumtin sumtin blah....but it hadda big mall so uv corse daz wher we went...^_^ dey had lotza storz and i saw alotta stuf at adidas and dkny i wanted...and dis nautica jakkit...sheet...dey dint hav mah syze tho... ><...so newayz...so mutch stuf der....4 dnr we went 2 dis restraunt kald su hong...chinee food if u cudnt gess...heh...it wuz goot...pot stikker!!! ^___^ uhm...

on thursday we got up sorta erlee...and went 2 ChINaTOWn! (hel yea...havnt ben n sucha long tyme)...haha daym...so mne cute azn guhz...heh...uhm..goot food 2! and CHEEP CITY! u wundah wher i got dose postkardz? 12 4 a dollar!!! wahaha...and sum shurtz 4 lyke a dollar....heh...newayz...we went 2 golden hunan 4 lunch n c-town... heh...goot seefood soop! uhm...den we went 2 da azn art museum and saw all da trezhurz uv aza...heh...it wuz kol...saw alla dis jayd and stuf...^_^heh...rich culchures...uhm....we had dis big dnr at mah cuz's house...uhm..mah uncul also took us 2 da gym...haha kan u imajin meeh wurkin out? lol...uhm..i spent da nyte der 2. uhm...

on friday mah UTHER uncul took meeh & 2 uv mah cuzzinz 2 da beech...haha daym! i wanted 2 stay der longah...i almost NEVA git 2 c da beech...da wayvz wur kol...mayd u feel relaxed...lyke u cud du nething...haha den we went 2 da mall and ayt at dat pizza joynt sbarro or w/e...dey had sum nyce storz, but not da best mall i eva seen...^_^ but stil...a mallz a mall!

saturday we went 2 sushi house 4 brunch..HEL YEA! sushi wuz hella goot! so wuz da udon...da tempura wuz soggy tho >< haha...uhm...den we went 2 dis litto playce kald gamble gardenz...not mutch heer 2 du but tayk pix...blegh...O YEA! aftah gamble gardenz we went 2 STANFORD MALL! ^o^ YEAAA! stanford mall wuz purty daym klassy...alla it wuz outsyde...had gardenz and evrything...SHIT! i gotta jakkit frum gap heer...hehe...luluz a model now...hehe...uhm....den we went 2 anuthah aunt'z house and had dnr...i saw mah older cuz...hehe...dat litto luckee bastard gotta 96 acura 4 500 dollahz... shit...it had nyce stereo...i hope i git sum deel lyke dat 4 mah furst kar...haha i prolly hafta git sumtin lyke dat 2 git mah furst kar...^_^;; uhm...dey had dis cayk lyke uhm...red velvet cayk or sumtin...it wuz hella goot...

sunday wuz church day...haha daym dey gotta big church...it only lastz wun hour 2 ^__^ hha we had mexican 4 lunch...it wuz ok...we also watched a video we rented frum blokbuster...da recruit...fuqin slow moovie...i jux bout fel asleep...-_-ZzZzZ...uhm...aryte...

den on munday it wuz mah laz day...*snifful* daym i wuz gunna miss cali...but shiet...i stil hadda goot day...da bay cruise wuz kol...i saw alcatraz and da golden gayt bridge and da ntyre city uv san francisco...i took sum pix...and we also saw fishermanz wharf...haha lotza clam chodah...hel yea! haha not goot 4 peepo whu hayt fish tho...uhmmm i went 2 da gym agin and swam lapz...haha sum peepo wur showin 2 mutch skin...dose gahz speedoz myte az wel hav ben thongz ya noe!? >< uhm...i also took mah last look uv da cali nyte sky....*sigh*

den kaym tuesdai...hehe...we went 2 da airport...it took uz lyke an hour 2 git thru security...kept on askin us qweschunz lyke "r u official imigrints?" and i wuz lyke..."go pik on wun uv da uthah 500 azns heer!" so uhm...dey also put mah camra thru da xray and den i reelized laytah dat dey did so and now i tink it mest up mah film cuzza da xray lyte...>< i hope not tho...i lyked dose pix! i gess i jux hafta c wen dey git developed...uhm...daz bout alla mah trip i tink...i blog bak laytah i gess...sry 2 alla yall if u dint noe i wuz gunna b leevin b4 i left ^_^;;; uhm...also sry if dis blog wuz kynda....scrued up...i feel kynda jet lagged...*yawn* oUtT

june 2 2k3-11:56 am
BLOG!! Wowiez...lotz 2 blog bout.....2dai’s topic: A-KON!!!

ok...on saturdai morning i got drop off at jayms (valle) house....and at 8:30 we (meeh, jayms, jay, nik, fritz) all drove out 2 dfw da hyatt hotel 4 da supposedly biggest anime convention uv all: projekt a-kon...HOLY SHIIEEET YEA!!! ok...so we wokked round 4 a whyles....went 2 da dealing hallz...looked at sum anime...a fu dirty wunz...teheh...went 2 da art gallery...and da vid gaym hall...daym...i dint git 2 play sc2 4 gaymcube...>< aftah dat we wonderd around 4 a litto bit...aktin weerd...which iz da norm at a-kon newayz....uhm...letz c...da cosplay wuz kool 2...(cosplay iz wher peepo dress up n costuumz uv anime or vid gaym charas) daym i saw a lot uv dem dat wur reelee goot...uhm...dis transformerz wun...dis rikku (short shortz) and yuna (eban SHORTER shortz...) teheh...uhm...i saw a LOT uv chi and dark chi...a few naruto...lotz uv linkz...hm...o yea...at 7:30 wuz da cosplay performance...wher different cosplayers wud tayk da stage and du a skit or sumtin...haha summa dem wur hilerius! Haha sum wur stoopit but funnie...and sum wur jux playn...crap...uhm...der wuz wun...it wuz funnie but it mayd meeh madd cuz it mayd wakka and tidus a yaoi cupple...and der wuz a kynda vincentXsephy...and a cloudXsephy...and a yunaXtidus wun wher yuna wuz a transvestite...uhh..o i figured out dat on friday nyte wuz yaoi fest at mudnyte...i wuz sorta madd dat i dint go fryday cuz i mst it...and on Saturday nyte wuz hentaifest ^_^...but u hadda b 18 2 git n...egh...sooo..i went sumwher eban betr....da RAVE!!! haha holy shit hel yes! der wuz a dj and dey played all da ryte flowz...techno and r&b...pump and harddrive...yea...i got glostix...i tink i rave betr dan i ddr ^_^;;;; der wuz breakin and flippin and uv corse rayving...tehehe dis hadda b mah fayv part uv a-kon...uhm...i danced wit dis azn grl...DAYM did she noe how 2 freek! we did uplifts and lowdownz...and mah fayv...da body press....^___^ jayms, nik, jay. And fritz jux sat at da sydelynes...i wish dey had at leest TRYED 2 rave...it wudda ben funnie...hm...i saw dis gah (he lookd xactly lyke minh) he cosplayd az jin kazama...since hes wun uv mah fayv charas....i got a pik uv it...i also got wun uv tifa and squall and sol badguy...teheh sol badguy wuz HOT!! It wuz a grl whu cosplayd him...and daym...she lookd nyyyce...hm...i wan a copy uv dose pix...jay best not looz his camra...uhh...i also got a sword on saturdai 2...haha itz akchullee mayd uv stainless steel 2...^_^...*chopchopchopHAK* ok...so dat wuz saturdai...on sundai...we went bak at 1...cuz we woke up at lyke 11:30....so aftah we cooked pancayks and ramen 4 brekfast (haha) we returned 2 akon...haha we dint du mutch dat dai cept try 2 return fritz 1st sword (he got 2 and he dint lyke da 1st wun)....and den we lookd round 4 a gift 4 steven...teheh i wanted a dvd...but i wuz 2 dollahz short! >< haha....uhm...daz bout it 4 akon...shit it wuz tyte tho...mah top list uv it: da rayv...lookin at all da stuff...and messin wit da artistz whu xcepted commisionz 4 munny (‘specially dis gah naymed daniel fu) haha...welz...OUTT

may 31 2k3-8:13 pm
wow...we out...heh...itz ben a yeer...alredee?

heh we out gahz! itz kynda sad *graduation theem playz* but w/e ryte? we stil c mosta us nex yeer ryte? wel...newayz...i jux wanted 2 say thnx 2 evrywun 4 bein der...4 da most part...yal mayd mah yeer funn az hel...THNX A TUN

may 26 2k3-7:53 pm
SHIEEEEET FINALZ!!!! mehmehmeh....

egh...krap...finalz week...GRR I kant beleev dis stoopit week standz between meeh and sumr...but trufully...i dun reelee wan skoo 2 end...da end uv so mne relationshipz...but not REELEE da end...but u won c dem...and...ya noe...wel...i stil got....4 hrz b4 da reel krap haz 2 git started...but ahm not akchullee worried bout dem...itz jux da reviews and DAYM PROJEX (historee....stoopit blake) and stuff b4 dem daz buggin meeh...but o welz...sumrz komin...so derz not mutch else 2 look 4ward 2...ahm gittin sad at how imam miss sum peepo nex yeer...NEwayz...i finally got RO...and kenny party on friday wuz koo...steven uhm...sang...cuz we did dis ‘mayk ur own music video’ ting at 6flagz...and so we all sang “i want it that way” which wuz koo...but we hung around 4 lyke...an HOUR only 2 fynd out dat dey cudnt produce our video...so we waysted alla dat tyme...and now ill neva heer steven sing agin...daym...dat wuz a once n a lyfetyme ting...eheh so uhm...got historee hmwrk...meh...c yalz! outt

may 20 2k3-9:55 pm
egh....

2 wurdz...: math projekt...

may 17 2k3-8:55 pm
“what if the Prophecy is true? what if tomorrow this war could be over? isn’t that worth fighting for? isn’t that worth dying for?”

haha woooow da matrix reloaded wuz cumpleetly tyteass! So mne spesho fx! And his kendo skilz wur purty koo…specially since he used a street pole 2 du dem…eheh dis wuz funnier dan da 1st wun… mor humor…mor luv and hope theems…a sex sceen…SO mne kiss-out sceenz…haha koo movie…I wanna fly…and eban betr…I wanna b abul 2 fly and hav sonic wayvz ripple out wen I tayk off…haha koo plot 2…cept da ending wuz way 2 open ended…kant wayt 4 revolution…hehe go c dis movie fo sho!

may 15 2k3-3:35 pm
what if the prophecy is true...the Matrix has you...haha kooooool....reloaded iz out! hel yea!

puttputt wuz koo yall 4 dose uv u dat dint go haha. uhm..letz c...ddr looked koo...peepo (tu aherm) kept tyrin out haha it wuz funnie az hel seein him collapse and lyke faynt...haha looked lyke he had sex rush! and den he fell on meeh and tammy...haha dat wuz funnie 2...eban tho he got alla his daym swet on meeh...stoopit fuq...eheh newayz...layzer tag wuz koo 2...da grlz beet uz...but only cuz we let dem...uh huh...yea...and den lunch break wuz koo 2...haha newayz...oUtT

may 14 2k3-10:52 pm
YAY mah sis iz home!

heyo all! mah sis iz home frum azia aftah uhm...9 munthz! wheeee!!! mutch funn!!! c ya!!

may 13 2k3-7:55 pm
heh…poym tyme…dun blaym meeh if u tink it sux…I drew it frum da moment…

×-EtErNaL BlU-×
2 c wut lies beyond tha sandz
we’ll go 2 far and distant landz
2 view wut lyes across tha sea
we’ll travul far jux u and meeh
around tha mountin whu kan tel?
ovah river, ovah dell
as 4 da dark side uv da moon
we’ll go at high midsummer’z noon
beneeth tha wayvz, beneeth the tydes
n Neptune’s relm Atlantis hydes
and 2 tha Arctik, wit frigid air
icy glacierz evrywher
tropic jungle, eyez unseen
olden forests, evergreen
den 2 tha skys, flying wit u
touch tha cloudz…eternal blu

may 11 2k3-9:29 pm
heartbreak...

heh...so mutch changed...how kan i say it...heh...i need winamp...i need luv songz...i need..dj sammy: heaven...*cry*

may 11 2k3-4:20 pm
itz tyme 2 b-b-b-b-bbbbbbBLOG *yu-gi-blog theem*

wowiez…got mah syte da way I wannit..no repeet background…ehhe..shout out 2: THNX A LOT KAREN!!!! U WUZ AN INVALUABUL RESOURCE!!! haha welz..sundayz ok…muthaz day iz 2dai…>< meh..i best mayk a card…so far…I also gotz 2: memo da Gettysburg address; du mah historee a5a stuff; math; science…SHIIIIET!!! HELP!!! I kant eban axcess da science..sumwun took mah math and uhm…sumwun stole mah a5a book!! WEL DAZ JUX FYNE AND FUQIN DANDY EH?! aherm newayz…hope yallz hav a goot day…ill prolly blog agin soon 2nyte…I hopez…OuTt

may 11 2k3-8:16 am
*teerz up/smyles* i kan hav dem...heh...first tyme ahve truly smyled n a long tyme...heh...kool

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

may 10 2k3-9:55 pm
heer...agin

hm…ok got mah syte bak up…finally…yay!!! Haha now I kan express alla mah thotz and shiz…and DIS tyme I’ll create bakupz..ehehe lulu so smartz now…haha ok..at da 4mal der wur dese awardz thingyz and ya…I cud akchulle PREDIKT whu wuz gunna win summa dem…jasun 4 intellect…karen 4 technologie…ryheem 4 klass klown…yaddayadda…lulu 4 total bishie…o I meen WUT? Aherm newayz…but it reelee wuz sad n a happy way…or happy n sad way iz mor lyke it…cuz evrybuddy had sumwun…which wuz happy and kool…specially wen CERTIN peepo danced dat id neva xpect 2…but I had no wun...haha which have akchullee gotten kinda used 2…but itz stil sad…newayz…MAH AIM IZ SO SCRUUUUED UP!!! i kant friggin chat…fuqshiethel >< haha…ok wel dis haz ben lyke mah 3rd blog uv da day soooo…OutTie…

may 10 2k3-4:19 pm
haha c...i tode u id b bak...

WOW!!! 4mal wuz so gooot!!! i lubbed it! haha evrywun looked so hott or sexcie (haha lol)...haha da 'nyte of the stars' shudda ben kalled 'racial high' cuz lyke...blak had 'stompstomp-dance'...azn had 'break-rayv'...whyte had 'lets du da wayv yall!!' haha but newayz...da slow danicn wuz koo...i dint gitta dance wit da one i wanted 2 tho...v_v... o welz...alwayz da nex 4 yeers..da slyde sho wuz funnie...lyke so mne pikz uv marybeth and june...haha
aftah da 4mal itself...peepo went playces 2 tok and eet...i went wit minh jackie tammy tracy ashley karen...it wuz koo...we orderd way 2 mne sopapillaz...and mexican desertz...haha meeh and minh had whyte stuf on our mouthz...haha dun gitchur fantasiies up tho...i tink it wuz koolwhip...dat iz...i TINK. haha we got out around midnyte...da van wuz sorta krowded..THNX ASHLEY AND ASHLEY PARENTZ...i saw karen n pjs...teehee...swt dreemz haha lmao...O YEA! on da way 2 tias...we sayng n da kar..."if you're not the one" and uhm..."dj sammy-heaven" haha so funny and hella fun...daym...i dint tink minh or ashley cud hit dose hi notes but SHEEEEZ dey sho az hel cud...welz..i wuz tyred..but i tokked 2 joey on fone wen i got home newayz...and den dozed off...agin...OOPZ sry mahng! ^_^;; gunna jett yall outt

may 10 2k3-4:05 pm
heyo yall!!! plz tel meeh dis blog is wher i wan it 2 b...

OK YALL!! 1st blog uv dis version! hope ya lyke! b bak REEL SOON 4 next blog aite? out!