I was born in Istanbul
on a sunny May afternoon in 1946. Despite suffering from heart disease, my
mother preferred to give birth to me at home with a nurse.I've been told that
I was a whiteskinned, chubby, beautiful baby with dark, blue eyes. After my
birth, me and my mother went to Ankara to my father where my father had lived.
The 2 nd. World war had ended just recenty. Ankara was a developing city...
It was impossibl to find a room for rent, it was even more difficult to find
a house.
We lived in a studios for years. My brother
born and shortly after that, me moved to our new house in Yenimahalle/Ankara
where I have concluded my primary and sekondary education. My childhood includes
many sorrows. Yet, when I look back, I recall good memories. The ability to
forget the past sorrows is the biggest gift given to man, I think.
I'm from a family of artists. My mother
is an ex -singer, playing violine, writing poems, composing songs. My father
plays an musical instrument (Kanun) and paints very well.There are many other
artists in the family. I was very natural that I become an artist. As well
I have always dreamt of becoming an artist. I was especially interested in
painting and theatre. I liked theatre so much, that it became a part of my
games. The plays were mostly fairytales, but sometimes, I mede up new fairytales
myself. Meanwhile, my teachers were encoriging me to paint.I like to paint
too. Besides, I had a beautiful voice. We had filled with music at nights,where
I was the little singer of this nights. As I grow up, my talent in writing
was realised. I was perceived as a future artist for sure. My school
years passed of this dreams. But when I finished high school, I had to face
the truht. I was neither allowed to go to the Art Academy in Istanbul nor
get drama education in Ankara. According to my mother, I had already spent
too much time on education. In fact after my sophomore year, I educated trade
school for a year, but then I returned to high school upon mine. I did
not have many options. I was about to start working as a technician
at my father's office. It was obvions that I would be married to a proper
husband candidate as soon as possibl. My path was already set. I didn't
know What to do when I learned that I got accepted from Hacettepe Medical
Faculty as a result of the college exams to which I secartly took to me.Going
to collage was on escape from my already set, but unwanted - path.
I didn't matter much to which faculty I
went. To admit the truth, the white uniforms and social prestige of doctors
were quite appearing to me. So I entered the medical school with my father's
support.
I was a successful student.In my sophomore
year,I went to the newly established Erzurum campus of Hacettepe Üniversity
together with a group of my class mate.Au I wanted was to be able to stand
on my own feet, to decide on my own , to set my own destiny and so I did.