Hi this shall be my designated online diary for people who don't give a crap to read about my life WHOO HOO so yeah Have fun kiddies and don't forget to put the lid back on the peanut butter jar!!
March 20,2002
This really nice guy that i met on the Internet called me today He lives a couple hours away from me. I am so glad to of met him i hope we become good friends.
March 21, 2002
Today I made a flyer for Our band cause were playing at this little hippie club called The Posten House. I forgot to scan them and make flyers so I asked Hot guy Alex to do it for me and he did It was great and so freaking nice of him.
March 22, 2002
Today I asked Alex to prom He said he was going w/ This one chick but, if he weren't taking her he definatly would of taken me. Also today I went to this kids house he was being a dick towards me and kept making fun of me because i'm a virgin. What a jerk I'm a virgin because I've chosen to be and I'm straightedge because i dont wanta be like every dumb fuck in elkins!
March 27, 2002
our band Pins-N-Needles played at the Posten House Today We kind of Blew Goats Alex Didnt come its alright! Andy isn't in the band!
March 28,2002
Today was horrid I feel like i'm in an emotional rut! I hate this I feel sick to my stomach like all the time. God, I really love someone and he doesn't make sense! I feel like my life is meaningless. I feel like everyone in the world hates me!
God, I'm totally over thinking Alex is remotly nice! I hate all this childish high school b/s! People are all writing shit on my friends guest book again its b/s! I'm so tired of it I hate most of the kids at my school. I'm so glad to be getting out! People need to grow up especially people who don't know me and just decide who i am by what others tell them. I will never be attracted to alex emotionally because i know he's just like the rest of them! He was nice to me who know's why maybe just to drag me along and have everyone make fun of me. who cares life's a bitch! It's so hillarious because people think they're like breaking my heart... I mean it pisses me off but, only because they think what they say is like hardcore or soemthing i'm like get a grip you dont' know me!
May 2
Hey, Sorry I haven't updated this in a long time. Well, Alot has happend....I think i'm in love w/ someone ....He went w/me to prom he's a really awesome guy. I likes him a lot!
May 17th
God.......you find a guy you really like then everything always gets thrown in your face.....I hate this....
May 18th....Wow....Things are weird...I appologized to Emily and Jonathon....I feel really good about it because...I know i was wrong....Its all about charma....I dunno....I just feel good.....
May 27th....Today was weird...I know this awesome guy steve and this horrible thing happened to his roomate its really sad..I feel so bad for them.....I dunno...I think and hope things will turn out for the better for them....my prayers are totally w/ them!
More of my Boring Life later!
