It never fails.

Just when things are going bad, you think "well, at least It can't get any worse".

That's dangerous thinking my friend.

In lieu of the recent events of my life, the loss of my summer job(well, it IS the end of summer)and the unfortunate luck of being unable to find another one, bill collectors baying for my blood, and a whole slew of other wonderfulness(A kid on the way in less than 6 months, the mother of which I have RATHER COMPLICATED issues with) I feel like my life is spiraling further and further into a deep crater into which I can't possibly hope to dig my way out of.

Each day brings new found dismay and pressure, added stress to an already overloaded life.
I feel much like a balloon, becoming more and more full, expanding ever closer to the bursting point.
Today I woke up, and found myself having to give myself a reason to get out of bed, having to convince myself that there was some point to my endeavors, some unforseen acomplishment that I would achieve.

In a life where everything else seems to be going wrong and I find fewer and fewer reasons as to why I should even try anymore, I still manage to find the strength to go on.

I am a fighter, too stubborn to accept defeat. I WILL Succeed, I will NOT succumb to adversity, nor the overwhelming hoplessness of lifes monotony.

If for anything else, I have to succeed for myself...
For the love of my unborn child...
For the unrequited love of the mother of that child...

Whatever it is, in the end I know I will be okay...
-=- Justin -=-