Try as I might,
I just can't seem to get over you.
And in reality,
I don't know if I want to.
I'm stupid for caring,
and I should have known,
You'd end up leaving,
I'd end up alone.
I guess you got scared,
because you ran away.
I couldn't help but crying,
I wanted you to stay.
But I'm getting over the pain.
It doesn't hurt so bad.
And I think you're starting to see.
I'm the best you ever had.
I'm angry I can't be yours,
pissed cause I was naive.
Sad because I never thought,
It'd be so easy for you to leave.
I guess you have a spell on me,
One that makes me still care.
It leaves me mesmerized,
Now all I can do is stare.
Your charisma, your humor,
the cute way you smile.
Your voice, your personality,
Your crazy, rebellious style.
I've tried to say
"the hell will you",
tried to say
"I'm through!"
But all of my defenses fall down
the second you enter the room.
Part of me gets angry,
thinking "how could you do this to me?"
But most of me wants to grab you
and try to make you see.
I care about you so much,
I even love you still.
My feelings haven't faded,
and probably never will.
You probably think I'm crazy,
for falling so hard so fast.
But I was just a girl in love,
who thought her love would last.