this isn't a poem, a song or anything creative
it's simply how i feel at this very second
missing you is utter torture, plain and simple
my life would be so complete if you were here with me now
but that's how life and love go
it's hard. it's trying. and it's supposed to make you stronger.
im definately gaining some sort of strength from this
i feel like part of my soul is missing
and having to live without that part of me is a struggle
yet an obstacle that im willing to conquer
each day i mis you more then the day before
i want to cry sometimes, just because i can't touch you
i want to die sometimes because i can't hear your voice
the distance makes me weak, yet my feelings stronger
i would do anythign to be with you right this second
to hold you, to touch you to be in your presence
but thats the thing, the only thing against us is time
someday. somewhere. and sometime soon i know
we'll be together, because that' the way it's supposed to be.
ill be with you and you'll be with me.
it's almost like destiny. planned out and certain.
but present reality deems otherwise.
sometimes i dont think ill make it another instant
but then i focus on when i WILL get to see you again
i start making my plans and doing what i can to make it happen
in a perfect world i'd have you right around the corner,
only a short walk away, but we all know
the world is far from perfect
and i have to sya there were times at first when i wasn't sure
i didn't know if you were the one for me
and i should be slapped for even thinking that way
but because all the pain ive felt in my time in regards to love and all that
i wasn't sure i was ready for it again. and i still doubt i am
but what can you do? things just work out that way
and im really glad they have.
you're so perfect. you're the only on i can imagine being with at this point in time.
i think that all that's happened before, everything i felt,
was just to prepare me for what is happening to me now.
the ultimate, the best, the most amazing thing i've felt.
and sure ive said this all before
that other boys were perfect for me
and that they were the best thing to happen to me,
and im sure that was true,
i try not to lie to myself.
but now they seem so petty, and shallow in comparison
to all that i feel and all that i have with you.
you make me smile even when your not here
and despite the obstacles we must endure now,
i dont think i've ever been this happy before.
it's like this cindarella has finally found her prince...
and only time will bring the happily ever after to this story.

- copyright meL - forever -

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