you say one thing and do another.
you confuse the hell out of me.
i try to ignore the cute things you do.
but you won't let me.
i talk to someone else,
you demand my attention.
i give you affection,
you ignore me again.
it's like you like to play with me.
let my life feel normal a while.
then turn it on spin cycle,
to mess things up again.
im so foolish because i dont end it.
i let you control me like your little rag doll.
in all the fairtyales,
love was happily ever after.
in the book of my life,
there's no prince to save my day.
there's just you,
treating me like a puppet.
playing with me at will.
showing your intrest for a short time.
so i don't lose mine.
my friends try to tell me
i should walk away.
run away.
but it's not that easy.
you make me weak.
i try to be mean.
ignore you.
pretend im ok alone.
but i can't.
i never was much of an actress.
im just so very lost.
completely confused.
i don't know what to say
what i should do?
to get
or get over you.

- copyright meL - forever -

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