| vociferate and retaliate |
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tear
disfiguring all my believing that today is not yesterday holding oblivion in my palm, still waiting and speculating psalm - six - is two, one, and three, but whatever excuse, i cannot conceive that this is happening to me; self-destruction governs inside me i fight to be free i fight to be free i struggle to perceive the beauty in clarity and factuality deep in disunity upon guilt and reason i fight to be free all my imperfections, faults, and misconceptions hide under this gray film over this overwhelming deception
self-conception and self-control yields my self-analysis enduring self-betrayal due to self-assertion i must convince myself that this bond was an illusion negligence speaks and negligence breathes negligence sees an ascending deceit negligence feeds on the feeble and weak and will always be the splinter bone-deep but restoration inundates a mind that appreciates a will to communicate a desire to mediate
and into the night; inevitable regression remain awake and alive through warm dejection revolve and revolve in perpetual repression vociferation vociferation vociferation -
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| meaning |
| the third phase in the destruction. |