speed

speed (adderall)
i have never gone all out and taken a shit load of these pills. however, just one is enough for me to become near-euphoric. my friend gave me a pill and told me to take it... it was to "wake me up." all i asked for was a caffeine pill to wake me up. he, being adhd, handed me half a pill of adderall. i took the split 10 mg pill. 45 minutes later, i felt an incredible rush. i knew this was going to be insane. i felt happier, more alive, more... at peace with my problems. i'd later find out it was just a false confidence it creates... but well worth another time. this is quite possibly the greatest drug out there for people not normally positive or energetic. i never truly focused on the really energetic side of it, i really only cared about the ability to cope with hard things. it was therapy as well as change all in one for me. i wouldn't mind a prescription to it. i felt as if i had a dependency on it at one point, but i didn't. it never gave me true happiness... it let me see the happiness that i'm covering with my problems. take adderall... i recommend it to anyone and everyone (except people with heart conditions). uppers are usually bad (i.e. requiem for a dream), but when taken responsibly, they can do a lot of good.