Post Star Wars Depression
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: Ashlee Simpson - Catch Me When I Fall
Topic: Normal Day
lord, here we go, it all starts with me falling and chipping a bone

on friday we were wrapping up our lovely wall climbing unit, and we were on the death wall, and i finally got to the top of the ridiculous one, it was slanted so it was excrutiatingly hard to get up, and you werent connected to a line to the ceiling, cuz it was lower, but i slipped and fell on the corner of the mat, and rolled over on the corner and sprained my ankle. i waited for my parents to pick me up and when they came, we went back to my house to get my health card number, and when my dad took off my shoe, i saw how bruised and disgusting my ankle is, and all of a sudden i got really really cold and shivery and apparently ghostly white, my dad was like "aw damnit, ur going into shock" and he like THREW 5 blankets on me. so i was in the hospital and there was a guy who had something wrong with his quad, but when u have an X ray u have to take off the clothes that might get in the way *in my case it was my sock* so he had to take off his pants!! LMFAO so he was walking round in his grey undies, dear lord .. now that i think about it he was pretty cute.. ANYWAYS, so now im in a cast.. hurrah and my toes look like lil piggies

OKAY so now i have to tell u about how i am SOOO depressed, i watched Star Wars 3 (YES I WATCH THIS CRAP SHUT UP!) and i have to tell u, it was so sad for so many unnecessary reasons.. let me explain
- anakin sees in his visions that padme (his wife) is gunna die, and he learns that shes pregnant, so he says she dies in child birth
- he suddenly is friends with this big evil guy called the Sith lord, (altho no one knows hes the sith lord) and the evil guy says that one sith learned how to use the darkside of the force and could stop people from dying, so OBVIOUSLY what does anakin think? he can save padme! woohoo
- so he finds out that his friend is the sith lord, but by then old sithy has tricked anakin into thinking that the jedis doent trust him, and that they're hiding shit from him, so OF COURSE ANAKIN JOINS HIM AND BECOMES "DARTH VADER!"
- he is ordered to kill all the jedi, and all of them die except for Yoda and Obi Won, this is supposed to prove that he can be so powerful that he can stop ppl from dying, he even kills lil kid jedis!! ( iwas bawling)
-Obi Won finds out that he killed all the jedis, and went to Padme to find out where he is, but she says she doesnt know, he tells her thathe needs to save him, and if he cant do that he has to destroy him before he can ruin everything
- Padme goes to see anakin, not believing that obi won would say that anakin went to the darkside and killed lil kids, obi won sneaks on board
- Padme finally gets there and tells him everything that obi won said, but anakin doesnt deny it, and he finally says "I have become so powerful now, i can save you! Me and you! we can rule the galaxie together! us and our baby!" and she starts crying saying "I love you, but your breaking my heart, your going down a path that i cant follow!" and then BUMP BA DA DAAAAA obi won appears at the ship and anakins like "YOU BROUGHT HIM HERE! YOU BROUGHT HIM HERE TO KILL ME!" nd shes liek "nooo!!! I LOVE YOUUU!!" and hes all like "LIIAARRR!! YOUR A LIARR!!" and he uses his jedi force to strangle her from like 5 feet away, and then he drops her and shes unconscious, so then obi won and anakin fight
- in the end, anakin almost wins, but in a jump to get on higher ground, obi won cuts off his legs, and he was liek "I WIN!" and he turns to walk away, and then he comes back and is like "YOU WERE THE CHOSEN ONE!! YOU WERE MY BROTHER ANAKIN! HOW COULD YOU DO THIS?!" and he walks away, bt because they were fighting near lava, anakin gets set on fire, and is practically destroyed
- Back in the medical room, the doctor says to obi won and yoda "Physically she is able to live, but for reasons we cannot explain, we are losing her" and then obi won says "SHES DYING?!" and the doctor says "she seems to have lost the will to live..."
- she is in surgery, and she has TWINS! the first was a boy and shes crying and says "luke" and then she has a girl, and she says "leia" and then she was like "obi won.. is anakin alright" and then obi doesnt respond.. and then she dies..
- back with lord sithy and darth vader, anakin is getting the whole get up, with the raspy scary masky thingy, and he finally gets it, and when hes done, hes like "padme.. is she okay? where is she?" and good old sithy says "it appears that in your anger, you have killed her" and he was like "WHAT?! no, i dint kill her! i didnt! i wouldnt have! i love her! i need her! i cant live without her!" and then sh breaks out the chair hes strapped in and screams "NNNNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!"

in the end this king and queen from another world take Leia, and Anakins step family takes luke

sad eh? wow it was really long but meh i dont care

wow my toes swelling has gone down.. its now normal size..

so today we found out that the awards ceremony is tomorrow, and i totally forgot, so im like goin up and down the elevator to get there, and i guess i have to hobble up stairs to a stage.. retarded yes i know but meh, i dont wanna go tomorrow its a tad bit retarded.. plus id rather not go up and accept something while i have a castular, while we were waiting karina came out of nowhere and tackled stacie (who was directly beside me) and i was like "WHOOAAAA" and i backed up cuz like hi cast, and she was like "omg im so sorry, thats prolly the last thing ud want" and i was like "a bit yea" the entire time thinking "WHY ARE YOU TALKING TO ME?!" but then i remembered that i forgave her... nowim calm.. so NOOWWWW im gunna go and finish le hmwk.. prolly a smart idea.. :)

thanks for le patience.. adieu!

PEACE LATEZ

. sally .

i hate life.. depressing life of a spinster
Mood:  down
Now Playing: Green Day - Wake Me Up When September Ends/Coldplay - Fix You
euuuggghhh its wanting to just blow up an entire house.. or something..

so today went amazingly well, except for the whole friends issues that ive had..

so today we only had like.. 40 mins of every class, and its cuz we did the terry fox run today, and we wanted to get in all classes and then the walk and then the lunch, so for period 1 all we did was like wander the gym.. well thats what everyone else did, me, christina, stacie, andd.. michelle i think her name is.. all played badminton.. and i have to say, i SUCKED ASS.. like honestly i dont understnad how i did that badly.. lol but whatev. so then for second period we had history, and all we did was mostly talk, and work on our projects, so eugghhh whatever, so then eventually third period came

let me tell you, it was the most non eventful thing to ever happen.. for the first half of the class (which was 20 mins in case u were wondering) all we did was talk, and then after 20 mins my EXTREMELY slow teacher decided to check to see if our homework was done, and by the time he was done, we had to go to our fourth period class.. how funny is that? and then in math, my math teacher said "we're not gunna be doing anything today, so you can put away everything right now" so all we did was just talk, strangest thing ever it was so much fun

and finally we did the walk - in the rain! it was sooo much fun, me and christina were walking together, i was dancing for a few minutes in the rain, and then jordan joined us, lol we walked the entire way, and from time to time we would run to pass people.. but all in all it was fun, cuz after we had lunch and i got to talk to EVERYONE that i never get to talk to at lunch, like i was wif champs, steph, karla, and ju.. bryski and meg were nowhere to be found (no shocker), and then in the gym we had like dance offs and all that stuff.. so fun, and at that time i found meg but lost ju and steph.. arg,

but now, i told meg, steph, ju, and bryski that we'd do something tomorrow, but GGGUUUESSS WHAT?! they all decided that they didnt want to do something tomorro, they wanted to do something today, so it was like i called meg, and i couldnt really hear her cuz there were a million ppl with her: greg, steffan, marc, byrski, ju, and karla, and at first meg thought i was other steph, so she was like "come over" and i was like "first of all its 9, and second i dont have a ride remember" and she was like "oh (sounding disappointed) i thought u were merenda" like THANKS! i officially hate all of my friends, and yeah, when meg said all who was there, iw as like "oh, tell them i hate them all" and then she said to them "steph says she hates you all" and all i heard after was cries of "WHAT?!" and "WHY?!" and i was like "tell them because im bored out of my mind and no one cares" meaning to give her a hint to feel bad for me or something, not care about her other friends and at least see if im feeling better (oh yeah, i also have a cold), but no, then she said "because shes bored" and all u heard was "oohhh, ok thats ok for her then" like FUCK YOU!! and then julia went on the fone to talk to me and i was like "how are things going" hoping SHE would feel at least a LIL bit of sympathy for me, and she was like "things are going grreeaaatt!! bryski is singing john mayer on account of his birthday today" like thanks ju, ur of no help, i was gunna KILL someone, then i was finally sick of all this so i was like "fine im gunna go, since obviously u may be needed" and ju didnt even respond to that, and we were just like "bye" and thats it

so then finally i decide i wanna watch a movie, and ive felt like watching Aladdin, Sleeping Beauty, Alice in Wonderland, and Nightmare Before Christmas, but because my dad HAD to install his stupid dvd recorder, he got rid of the VCR, so i was really pissed, but then i thought "pfff, i can watch a dvd, no biggie" and then i turn on the dvd player, and its being used to record a stupid show of my dads! I WAS GUNNA GO BULISTIC! no wait I ALREADY DID! i threw a FIT, i started throwing shit, and crying, like im still in the mood for crying now. it just wont STOP! its definitely true that when one thing in your life goes right, the rest of your life has to go horribly wrong..

III HHAATTEEE LIIIFFFEEEEE!!

. sally .

Return of the AceGang/previous emotions
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Kelly Clarkson - Because of You / Behind These Hazel Eyes
Topic: Non-eventful day
hey, so i should prolly inform you of my summer,

so i DID end up getting the job, and i was so destroyed cuz my cottage was like NOT getting done as quickly as we all thought it might.. so it kinda sucked, but the greatest part of the summer was when i got my weekend off, and i had my 3 best friends Julia, Megan, and Stephanie, up at my cottage!

it was a pretty crappy weekend.. rainy and crap, but it was all fun, the first night all we did was talk and talk and talk, and played a bit of Prez, and Pictionary.. it was so funny, i forget what we were talking about but julia said "all my answers come in the form of questions!" and meg was like confused, so i was like "r u tired? -is grass green?" and meg COULDNT understand why i asked those 2 questions, she was liek "WHAT DOES BEING TIRED HAVE TO DO WITH GRASS BEING GREEN?!" it took her like 10 mins to figure it out.. oh lord..

when it was more like sleep time, we were all getting a lil sleepy, so me and ju eventually just passed out, we were too tired, buuuttt steph and meg were still awake, and at one point, i heard my dad come in and he was liek "i think its about time to turn off the light girls" so they turned it off, and i THOUGHT i heard my dad also say "its 5:30" but i thought i was hearing things, so i kinda fell back to sleep, but i woke up and i was liek "eugghh.. what time is it?" to meg and steph, and meg got out her cell and was like "6:00am" and i was like "FFUUUCCCKKKKKK!!!" and they started giggling, and i was like "my dad came in right?" and they were like "yeah" and i was liek "GOOD! YOU GUYS SHOULD BE ASLEEP!"

meg went skiing, we went to Little Jacks, we got smoothies, they met Dan*, and Jen, and maybe Ryan briefly.. they definitely met my crazy neighbours, ah it was so funny, we had this potluck dinner on saturday, and we had like Dan*, his parents, Ron and Suzie from across the bay, and erics aunt coming to eat, and we were all eating, and then later they all got drunk, and we were out swimming when it was really dark, and then all of a sudden ron was outside smoking a cigare(sp?) and he was like laughing and screaming into the window he was like "HAHAHAHA DAN*, PROMISE ME WHEN YOU HAVE KIDS YOU'LL NAME THEM HERBIE! HAHAHAHA HERBIE BUTLER!! HAHAHAHA" it was so strange, i was liek "i dont know this man.."

i cant really remember too much know unfortunately :(


so just to continue a lil bit from yesterday, i guess what i was trying to say was that i ended up really liking Dan*, and its kinda unusual, and the whole reason why i liked him THIS year was cuz he wasnt always nice ot me, he actually acted like a real guy hahah thats kinda funny to say, but its true.. but he must NEVER know that i felt that way, it would just ruin everything..

now im out, cuz i have to find steph.. or at least tlak to meg.. peace latez

. sally .

the weirdest feeling: missing somone you never thought to miss
Mood:  down
Now Playing: GooGoo Dolls - Iris
as the title might suggest, im gunna talk a bit about my feelings.. i dunno why but i guess i have to before i forget how strong they are

this summer was incredible.. i cant believe i have one more week.. i just left my cottage, and all i can think about is how much im gunna miss everything.. i worked all summer at a small marina at the end of the lake.. it was an incredible first job..

i worked with my neighbour Eric, ive known him since i was a baby, hes exactly 3 months and 1 day older than me.. i guess this shows how long ive known him, our families have been friends for roughly 25 years.. its hard to believe that the whole friendship between me and Eric started just 6 months after his parents bought their cottage.. that was when my dad bought the cottage next to it..

ive never really been friends with eric though.. so this is a strange thing that we've actually become friends.. when i was little, of course i was afraid of boys cuz they had CCOOOOOOOTTIIIEESS!! plus when i was growing up, i was never liked by boys, my friends always got the attention, the boys just picked on me a lot.. and nooo its not cuz they liked me, they had better pickings than me.. and i was informed i guess 3 or 4 years ago that Eric liked me.. i was terrified.. ive never been in that kinda situation! what was i supposed to do!? i did a paper route with him, and i stopped talking to him most of the time.. i refused to spend time with him.. and then last year he fell in love.. not with me, but his cousins girlfriend. i was ok with this, actually i was thrilled

except this year it just pissed me off, cuz all he would do would be to just fall all over the place and help her, do ANYTHING for her.. can u spell Lapdog? cuz thats what he was.. i kinda felt embarrassed FOR him.. which is pretty bad.. and i would get mad cuz he would treat me like SHIT when she was aorund.. for obvious reasons

i guess this summer it showed me a part of him that i never knew, how sensitive he was, and all that.. so i guess i should just get to my stupid missing list..

1. im gunna miss waking up and seeing all those beautiful trees, and see the lake
2. im gunna miss sitting in the boat, feeling the chilly morning air hit my face early in the morning on the way to work
3. im gunna miss Randi Clavel coming into the store practically yelling "HEY RUGRAT!"
4. im gunna miss Jo calling me "Elizabeth"
5. im gunna miss eric trying to suck up to me just so i can do something for him
6. im gunna miss eric hollering at me to do my job
7. im gunna miss looking up at the sky through the trees just to see the stars
8 im gunna miss seeing the reflection of the moon off the lake
9. im gunna miss missing home and my friends
10. mostly im just gunna miss the cottage..

this is my emotional piece.. maybe tomorrow ill talk about Ace Gang Weekend

. sally .

haaaahhhh writing this in Business
Mood:  cheeky
Now Playing: abbbssoolluuuttteelllyyyyy nuthin
Topic: Normal Day
hah for once i dont have a song running in the backround... it would prolly be Coldplay, but im not bothering, cuz i like to hear what ppl are saying around me...

ok so im in business, and its the last day of school before exams.. we're basically doing NOTHING... i could have skipped today but i didnt cuz i need to go to science for the review.. im gunna fail :S ok so heres the weird thing, im sitting beside Damien.. and hes playing on NEOPETS.. same with nick.. who's on the other side of him.. how strange eh? OMG THEY ARE PLAYING A GAME WHERE THEY KILL A PENGUIN!! how HORRIBLE is that?! the penguin jumps off thsi ramp, and a polar bear hits it with this mallet thing.. omg.. its so sad.. they find it REALLY entertaining! its horrible! OMG so the funniest things are happening around here... so yesterday, the second last day of classes, we had the best prank ever..
i was walking down the hall with sam and steph, and then i heard some guys from behind us, so i turned around and i saw these 2 guys in huge clothes and masks (u couldnt see whether they were even from our school) running with a HUGE bin..so right away i think "OMG ITS A BOMB!" so i start to move toward the walls, and i watch the guys run past us. and when i look down, theres a BUNNY! just randomly a bunny... and then i look back to those guys, and they drop the bin in the middle of the hall, and CHICKENS POP OUT! REAL. LIVE. CHICKENS. i was in SHOCK, but then i started LAUGGHIIINNGGG.. i was dying, i was crying i was laughing so hard.. i swear it was hilarious, and then apparently a lunch A they set crickets and grasshoppers loose, and at lunch b they were throwing mice around.. i swear its out of control.
so we walked into the school today, and there wasnt anything weird at first.. but then.. u look up at the windows that are the ceiling of the great hall... and all you see is "GRAD 2005" and on another window, u see a dick... i swear its HILARIOUS, like where the hell did they get that? they used some kinda crap to put it there, but we'll never know.. i swear its so funny.. oh man...

ok so im out, cuz im just gunna wander and do whatever.. im so bored..

[sally]