I have been writing in my Journal of Random Crap for quite some time now. It's the place where I write down all of my songs and poems and thoughts and so on. No one reads it, unless I really trust the person with what they are reading. Here's some of what I've written.
Untitled ; May 7, 2003Click to see the thing.....out of my Random Crap...thing..yeah..
A Reality ; March 26, 2003
Just a day away
If it happens we will follow
If it runs, we'll play..
along.. All the sorrow,
Every bit of greif coming your way
Every feeling so distressing
You ask for a sign;
Red lights flashing
Waking up to reality;
Everything is ruined.
This dream, a wonderland
So pink, so pretty
Dream, it explodes
Too much hope, you had
Depression, obsession, possesion;
It's firing back at you
Everything: your fault
One mistake you made
But life; so demanding
Just a few days; in a few ways,
Changes everything, life
Wake up, a reality, so pleasant