Health-Wholeness

-Do you presently experience any physical symptom?

-Do you experience an illness which is hereditary?

-Are you experiencing a pattern with an ailment?

You are present with your body's needs!

"Our body is the temple of our soul." I guess I'm taking little risk in using this popular statement. Most belief systems, not that I need someone else's approval, would agree with me when I say that our body is the house of God. But what is god? And what he/she doing in our body if that is where God reside? Generator Operator Destroyer It generates all the time, operates all the time, as it destroys all the time. The cycle is then completed. For all I know God is behind every one of my breath, in and out, it sustains me. It also sustains all living forms and creatures. We know him/it as being omniscient, omnipresent, and omnipotent. It is aware of everything, it is everywhere all the time, and has the power over all living things as it resides in all living creatures and organisms. Unfortunatly, the world has turned around the very purpose of God, and made it a Dog...yes I can say that...like a faithful companion that obeys to all our desires. Performing tricks and chasing things that we throw away, barking up at our door, making us aware of the things we just disrigarded by caring enough to return them to us. Dormant Object Glamorize Now this companion has become dormant in the back of our mind, just ready to pop up when needed. It is the object everyone wants to define and own, yet no one has the copyright for it. It has been glamorized through medias, wealth and power. We also made him/it the very punishing father we wouldn't dare believe in and trust. Yet, it is that same father we turn to when things go wrong. So we need to repent and worship his words, on Sundays, filling churches and temples with sinners, and guilt. After a couple of hours it's all back to normal and we are purified again. God has become the Idol now...for that day. We can rest in peace, and follow his word. Then begin again on monday! But what if God really had a rest on Sunday, after he created the world in less than a week? Do you really believe you would be here, alive and breathing. Sometimes I just have to smile at the constant imagination we have about God. Man has created the perfect "convinient" god, and follow words God has never spoken.... I will no longer debate or philosophize about this now. I like to care for and respect your sensitivities. But just imagine if God was pure Energy and consciousness, and that energy was intelligence; how would you think it interacts with us, as human beings? What's more, how should we interact with It in return. What does it have to do with health and our body? But those are questions that I will answer later, from my own viewpoint and experience.

-Do you experience a physical illness or symptom:

Because if you are, your body is sending you a message, and expresses something you need to recognize. It was previously in your energy system. And prior to that, in your consciousness as a tension. Now the tension as grown in your physical being, and is knocking at the door of your consciousness, giving you metaphoric clues for what use to be the original decision. Today you are still keeping the pattern within your world, and it is reflected by the events of your life. Break free from it before it brakes you! How? Will you ask me... Simply by making a new decision. In bringing into your consciousness a new perception. Replacing the old belief, old pattern, old program that didn't serve your purpose anymore. Remember, you can be your best friend, by training your mind to learn what you deserve to know. Being positive is not just a thinking process. The mind is a powerful tool to be used, not confused. As far as i am concern, I just let my thoughts travel while I keep bringing my attention to a single point of reference within myself. For some it can be a mantra. For others a visual memory that inspires them to focus on love. I even know of breathing exercises, which sometimes I don't recommend, because it creates an "artificial feeling". To me, the single point of reference is what I know works best. Such as knowing that LOVE is always in me, or that I am Love. Of course, if you practice a meditation, it helps to get practically to that place called Love. It has to become an experience. Something real and tangible. That excludes not the external forms of love, such as a person or a mentor. However, I would advise you feeling it from you to yourself. That is where the reality of it, Is, present with you at all time.

Hereditary and chronic illness:

What is a chronic illness? Where is it coming and going like a yoyo? It is too often that we hear people talking about family genes, and hereditary illnesses. In my own family, we had an history of kidney stones. From my grand-mother to my mother, to myself. For about 10 years, it never came to my mind to understand why I had this problem. I just accepted it as been a part of the family "trade". I have a sister which was noy affected. But it didn't count, because from a second marriage. When I was healed the first time, I realized there was something more than just genetical resemblence. That is where I began to to do some serious home work and look at the similarities. Where my mother and grand mother were "alike", and where I fitted in all that. It was easy to recognize that we all were living in an insecure world, because our motivation for "living" was money. Ahhh! The word is unleashed... Well money is for many of us a source of security isn't it? We allow ourselves to feel secure through that mean. The more money we have, the more secure we feel. Normal! Because that's how much more we can do on this planet earth. And what about when we were kids then? Well maybe we have felt the need for security through our mother, and she was abscent, or we didn't feel loved from her. That was the begining of not letting ourselves become nourished by this secure energy. Somehow, we have rejected the love that makes a child feel that security. And we carried that into our adulthood. Then the rest is history...We only need to take a good look at ourselves, and know where we're standing, and what motivates us.

The wedding of patterns and ailments:

Well in a way it is unfortunate that patterns are the source of many symptoms. yet they can be easely recognized and changed for a new program, one that works. So let me go on with the exemple from the chapter above. Kidney stones... It was obvious to me then after I healed the problem in the second seminar, that I did in fact cured a pattern. I began to recognize and acknowledge the love of my mother. I realized there was a gap between the way I wanted to feel the love and the way she expressed it to me. But I knew she loved me. The way I realized that, is that all of my life I felt my mother was threatning me, because I didn't want to be born in this world. {My parents were fighting all the time, and I remember clearly, feeling it and hearing it, in my mother's woumb} When I was born I was dead, with the ombilical cord around my neck. I recall the times when my mother told me how she insisted with the doctors to re-animate me. And here I am. But I took this as a threath against my will to not live. Until I understood that ultimatly, we are here because of our own decsion. And I then felt how much I was wrong about my mom, and that she did the most loving act that a mother can do for her child. I broke in tears...I was devasteted by such a realization. For the first time I could feel my mother's love. I was cured and from the kidney stone, and from a relationship that was holding a strong pattern. What's more, after that my relationship to women also changed dramaticly. I became truly nice and respectful. But what is most important, I allowed myself to be loved from a woman. With that, all ambiguous thoughts about homosexuality, {and there was a time when this issue was really rased in me} were instantly gone. I can appreciate a man's beauty and personality. But I know now where my sexual preference is..