(Forb)Hidden Love
Its all hopeless,
all worthless.
without a cause or a reason
no one knows who i am
i know that
no will ever know all of me
"too many facets" as ive been told
i put my face out to the world
with the image and look that will please
everyone
but me
inward, im crying
outside, im laughing smiling
not what i am
no one knows me
some think they do
some accept that they dont
the one person i want to know all about me
doesnt
and may never
through my own fault
my friend, as i call him
i wish it were more
with all my being
all i want in my life is to know him, to show him me
everything that no one knows
i want him to know
i am dying to pour my heart out to him
to say how i feel
he has had a glimpse of my feelings
a chip of ice from the peak of the ice berg
id love to love him, but i cant give unless it will be received
with the proper frame of mind
i am unsure
but i know what i want and what i must do
i am afraid
that the degree of my love for him will push him away
i have fallen
and i dont want to get up
and no one knows but me and a confidant
and she will never tell
so it is up to me
the voices say (make me proud)
and i will.
