my head folds over
and absence crawls out the seams
I burst backwards
my flows in streams
the endlessness of demise is felt
when the dreams of the future drain into past tense
Noticing the butterfly hills
the cruel deciet of mankind
The angel wings are sharpened
as the moon rises the soul falls
thrown back at my insolence
fading memoirs beckon and call
Writing the script for a madman
he tried to conquer me now
crammed in seizures throughout infant crawl
and infant gas masks to speculate dirty atmosphere
An emptiness settles over me,
I scream at that which i cant see.
my eyes plant glass wounds in yours
we hold our love like violence in the kitchen
I live my live in such shame,
I dont deserve to have a name.
Wishing on planes that I thought were just stars
I stretched my dreams from near to far
she falls onto the floor
bludgoened and abused female falls again and again
Crammed inside little metal containers,
thrown across to the desolate rodin crater
I was spoonfed more than one lie,
It makes me want to lay down and die.
constantly fucking my way out this wet paper bag
and shredding all my innocence into a blur
syphillis strands of yellow fiber
extending to the depths of hell
or even here; through cyber
