scribbled
but it still made some sense
only to one
thats all
blackshoepolish wishes
and tootightnecklace dreams
df:i used to wear this one all the time
fv:why?
df:i could never put it on right always too tight
fv:...
df:one day someone asked to see it so i took it off and i was in the middle of a crowd of people telling me i had marks around my neck from it and i had put it on too tight and here let me put it on isnt that better and it wasnt and i went home from the crowd and i took it off and forgot
fv:forgot what?
df:the way it bit and it wasnt bad and the way they glazed over when they saw the marks and the box i put it in got kicked under the bed somehow and then we moved and i was cleaning a forgotten carton and it was there and i remembered
fv:why dont you still wear it?
df:...
they crowd and theres nothing but people and theyre worried
not about me or myself
worried about what they see and what it might be and oh no maybe its contagious
and theres a wall of people saying here like this isnt that better
isnt that better
nothing is better
it all goes down down down
