They told me this...
Chapter 1: The Sun Your Sun is in Aries (Tropical zodiac). From Aries are found inclinations often to be considered by others as being headstrong. You may also be very hard to convince alongside judgments you have made which have been the determining factors in your experience. Yet once you are convinced of something, Suzan, you become very determined in that particular direction. Find out more with your full-length report... This tendency toward self-determination and being headstrong is probably rooted in at least one lifetime in ancient Palestine. Your likely link with the tribal nomads known as the Hebrews is expressed in your urge either to be a powerful yet somewhat dogmatic leader or to be inclined to follow someone with strong leadership qualities.
You have gone through extreme, sometimes violent, transformations in prior lives, Suzan. This has left you with a feeling of being off balance, each crisis pulling the rug out from under you.In a past life (or number of past lives), you have abused your talents and personal powers to the detriment of those around you. This may have the effect of finding many people who express a violent dislike for you without any visible reason. They will appear whenever you allow your ego to rule your desires.There are possible lifetimes spent as a revolutionary and most people with this placement have experienced the forces of witchcraft. Other possible past lifetimes were as detective, spy, researcher or alchemist.
From Aries are found inclinations often to be considered by others as being headstrong. This tendency toward self-determination and being headstrong is probably rooted in at least one lifetime in ancient Palestine. Your likely link with the tribal nomads known as the Hebrews is expressed in your urge either to be a powerful yet somewhat dogmatic leader or to be inclined to follow someone with strong leadership qualities. Also, living in large or extended family units dominated by a strong director or leader (whether male or female), having special admiration for winners, or even being totally submissive to another person who you feel is somehow in charge of you and your life are characteristic inclinations from similar experiences long ago. You have distinct capacities to teach and lecture in the field of psychic and mystic sensitivity. These abilities come from your soul sojourn in the Neptune dimension and your past life experience, say in early New England, ancient Persia or Egypt. You also are quite capable in artistic directions, Suzan Bekiroglu, especially in design applications of your attunement to the mysteries of nature and such of nature's products as wood, cloth and fibers. In fact, from your experience in Neptune, you have exceptional abilities as a psychic sensitive. You can see into the inmost understanding of others. Yet your physical and especially mental inclinations to manifest your extraordinary mystic abilities need to be balanced by self- understanding. Once you understand yourself better, you will overcome your tendencies toward self-deception, self- doubt and the feeling of being taken advantage of by others. While considered by others at times as an idiosyncrasy, your extreme emotional sensitivity may at times appear to be to your own undoing. Again, Suzan Bekiroglu, for your own inner peace the requirement is that you apply your will to knowing and controlling yourself and your own feelings. Do this first before tuning in so much to and worrying so about the thoughts and feelings of others. You are kindhearted and gentle in your manner when you attune yourself to the conditions surrounding other people. Yet you are inclined to be easy to take exception not only with what others say and do, but even to condemn yourself as often. The most valuable principle to apply in getting balance in your relationships with others is, "As you would that others do unto you, do you even so to them." Also from the Neptune influence, you should be careful when near large bodies of water. Yet people and things which come from and over big lakes, seas and oceans will probably be of great interest to you.
