As I cut myself
I watch my blood
Pour from my vains
I watch my life wast away
The red drips,
Drip by drip it covers my skin
The deeper I go,
The less i feel my pain,
The less I feel my pain
The happier I become.
As I sit in a red pool
I close my eyes and smile
I'm happy again.
I slip into entural darkness
As the dark engolfs me,
I think to myself:
How happy I can be
Not to be here on the earth,
But somewhere other then here.
I see black
I see dark
Nothing
Red floods my eyes
As I look around and wonder
I sit and pounder
The thought of where:
Where do I belong?
Where do I go from here?
Where oh where?
Who will care
Who will dare
Dare to help me up
From the cold red staind floor
I don't want to fall no more
I want to be able to open the door
And not get it slammed in my face
I don't want the angels to fall from grace
Wanting to be free
This is my cry for help
Please don't shut me out
I love you
I need you
Like you need you
Please don't leave me
Help!!!!
