Alone
Why is it that I always feel so alone? Even when I am around my best friends I seem alone. I don’t think that I distance myself, but then again, maybe I do. How is it that people can stand to have others know everything about them? My friends know most things about me, but there are still some things that no one knows. For instance, I am more insecure than anyone would think I am. I’m paranoid too. Yes, I know that those are almost the same thing, but it’s true. In the back of my mind there is always this worry that no one likes me. That their all just pretending that their my friend out of pity or something. When my friends and I go do something it’s never their idea. I’m the one calling to see if they want to go somewhere or come over or whatever. I don’t remember the last time one of them called me. I’m the one that calls.
So what if I call often? It’s not my fault I always feel alone.
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