Feeling worthless? Join the club...

My body continues to be used, manipulated, and abused, yet i object not, because i enjoy the comfort. We are no romeo and Juliet, yet i long, rather i lust for the love i have never experienced, love that can only be gained with a fist in the face... no one seems to care about the turmoil i experience, no one seems to mind that i am on the brink of suicide... one less worthless punk you say? how i am begining to agree... and the effects of such a cold rejected life? i too have become cold and manipulative, and no matter how hard i try i can’t break the cycle of my tendencies. my life has become one long game i can never win, and i love to win, i love to know i am the best, but i am only lieing to myself... the cycle of manipulation has continued, and i have become a victim of my own.