Adema- Adema (self titled)
EVERYONE
I'm sick of the excuses that you want me to believe
I've been understanding giving everything you need
using me is over now and soon you're gonna see
I'm done with you, I'm done with you
would there be a difference if I followed what you say
taken from my mind and I can't seem to get away
using me is over now and soon you're gonna see
I'm done with you, I'm done with you
everyone is the same
quick to point the blame
all I know is that life is a struggle
why?
I can't seem to escape
all the games that you play
all I know is that life is a struggle
sorry I'm angry
I've fallen
from everything
why am I so angry inside my head
life's all the same
it's gonna change
I'm not ashamed
to live my life
everyone is the same
quick to point the blame
all I know is that life is a struggle
why?
I can't seem to escape
all the games that you play
all I know is that life is a struggle
BLOW IT AWAY
everyday I think about what you did
livin life ain't much with all this shit
'cause I'm going insane with all of it
you keep driving me crazy
always crazy
you're gonna drive me crazy
you're gonna wake up one day dead inside 'cause you're alone not in my life
I think about you sometimes and want to kill you
you disrespected my pride how could you do this?
all my life has always been like this
taking shit and I can't deal with it
selfish bitch that's always full of it
you keep drivin' me crazy
always crazy
you're gonna drive me crazy
you're gonna wake up one day dead inside 'cause you're alone not in my life
I think about you sometimes and wanna kill you
you disrespected my pride how could you do this?
I'm going crazy tonight and I blow it away
you want me
to be like you
you want me
to be like you
nooooooooooo!!!!
I think about you sometimes and wanna kill you
you disrespected my pride how could you do this?
I'm going crazy tonight and I blow it away
I think about you sometimes and wanna kill you
you disrespected my pride how could you do this?
I'm going crazy tonight and I blow it away
GIVING IN
will you walk me
to the edge again
shaking lonely
and I am drinking again
woke up tonight
and no one's here with me
I'm giving in to you
take me under, I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight, I'm giving in to you
watch me crumble, I'm giving in to you, I'm crying tonight, I'm giving in to you
caught up in life
losing all my friends
family has tried to heal all my addictions
tragic it seems to be alone again
I'm giving in to you
take me under, I'm giving in to you, I'm dying tonight, I'm giving in to you
watch me crumble, I'm giving in to you, I'm crying tonight, I'm giving in to you
I look forward to dying tonight
drink till I'm myself
life's harder everyday
the stress has got me
I'm giving in, I'm giving in, giving in, NOOO....
(I'm killing all the pain)
take me under, I'm giving in to you, I'm dying tonight, I'm giving in to you
watch me crumble, I'm giving in to you I'm crying tonight, I'm giving in to you
FREAKING OUT
I was so much an outcast
no one ever liked me 'cause I wasn't wanted
I was so different from the rest of 'em all
fucked up on the drugs from all the speed
and I never got no sleep
'cause I kept on trippin' over what they said
and everything that my mom said made me mad
and everything that my dad said made me sad
why am I even trying?
I'm crying out, I'm crying out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
spinning 'round, spinning 'round
I've fallen down
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
you keep shootin' those glances
relating to the rawness of a fuckin lost kid
trying so hard to become just like me
talk like me, walk like me
you keep tripping on everything I wear
every time I swear, even when it comes to my hair
it seems like you don't have the time to relate to my kind
I'm not a dumb fool in your life
why am I even trying
I'm crying out, I'm crying out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
spinning 'round, spinning 'round
I've fallen down
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
I'm tripping out, I'm tripping out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
coming down, breaking down
I've hit the ground
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
now do you trip? are you still tripping on me? now do you trip? why are you tripping on me?
THE WAY YOU LIKE IT
I'll get inside you
don't live with shame
'cause feelings change
and fame remains
the reason why
you're gonna wanna take me home tonight
it's all the same
up in this game
the people change
and money claims
everyone from everything
I can't believe
that you would think that shit of me
I was amazed at the torment that you put me through
if you could see right through the greed
and all your needs
you'd realize that you're just about as bad as me
sometimes I only remember
the days when I was young
nowadays no one remembers when they were young and stupid
they way you like it
come on baby help me
someone to confide in
I'll get inside you
now you're begging me to stay
my life has changed
but fuck the fame
I'll stay the same
you can't complain when you can pay the bills and do your thing
appreciate
don't playa hate
congratulate
I miss the pain and the torment that you put me through
so what's to fear when everything is crystal clear
you realize you should do the things you wanna do
don't give into
what people say
don't be ashamed
to separate the feelings on your mind you can't sedate
sometimes I only remember
the days when I was young
nowadays no one remembers when they were young and stupid
the way you like it
come on baby help me
someone to confide in
I'll get inside you
now you're begging me to stay
CLOSE FRIENDS
today you told me that I'd hate you forever
I can't believe what's really going on
somehow I knew that you felt guilty for something
but tell me why you'd do this to me
today you told me that I'd hate you forever
I can't believe that you wrecked my life
I was betrayed
how can you say
that you feel sorry inside
it's devastating losing close friends
I've gone away
you make me stay
but I can't deal with the lies
I've gone insane losing close friends
today I made the worst mistake
I put my trust into someone I don't know
and now I know because you've done everything possible to me
made me so upset
and now I know just who to trust
because you're laying in bed
you're thinking 'bout all that fucked up shit
I was betrayed
how can you say
that you feel sorry inside
it's devastating losing close friends
I've gone away
you make me stay
but I can't deal with the lies
I've gone insane losing close friends
I'm so weak
the closeness of your skin
the smell of this place
makes me go insane
DO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO
sign away all of my decisions
choke me when I breathe
too many opinions
I gave away my freedom to please you
let them talk so they feel important
they don't mean a thing, this is my own dream
why do you have to put this on me
where will we go
I'm a mess
do what you wanna do
when the fuck you want to do it
try hard to live your life now
live life the way that you want
life's a game, so don't complain
you can't obtain, figure out
how to maintain, it's a shame
make a change so life will never ever bind me down
found out just what it's really all about
never doubt, I wish I could get out
why do you have to put this on me
where will we go
I'm a mess
do what you want to do
when the fuck you want to do it
try hard to live your life
live life the way that you want
do what you want to do
when the fuck you want to do it
try hard to live your life
live life the way that you want
where will we go
I'm a mess
SKIN
Days will come that make no sense
my present situation makes me think too much
it all revolves around you
this life that I'm living is nothing without you
I'd shed my skin for you
what would you want me to do?
I will always love you
but I can't live like this
this problem here is my fault
it's not that I don't care but I'm so lost
I'd shed my skin for you
what would you want me to do?
I will always love you
but I can't live like this
choke off the feelings inside
who you lying to? will I survive?
I like what you put me through
'cause I almost feel alive
PAIN INSIDE
realize that I've lost control
impulses keep flashing through my head
I'm on the outside
take apart my life, inside
why would I let them make up my mind and be mislead?
go ahead make up your mind
I have had enough of who they want
leave me alone
there's pain inside
I can't understand
there's hate in life
that will not go away
go ahead make up your mind
I've had enough of who they want
leave me alone
realize that I've lost control
impulses keep flashing through my head
I'm on the outside
there's pain inside
I can't understand
there's hate in life
that will not go away
there's pain inside
I cannot live with it
it feels like no one
really understands
it's always killing me
the problems I face daily
it's always things that
I have always taken in vain
I'm sick of you judging me
SPECULUM
there are so many people dying
you complain about your situation
what about me?
half the world wouldn't know what it's like to lose your seed
maybe you can understand how it feels
I cannot reach that soul
you're probably watching over us
know that I think of you
it's killing me
the guilt has lasted, you still cry
it was all planned out
why was I last to know
don't you trust in me
that table's cold, it's too late
to make up for these mistakes
maybe you can't understand how it feels
I cannot reach that soul
you're probably watching over us
know that I think of you
it's killing me
if I would have known
I can't say what I would have done
if you could forgive
I'd like to rest with you someday
DROWNING
I gave into the stress in life
I can't escape the pressure seems to get me down
it's like a needle in my spine, it stings inside, poisons me with time
I can't deal with your lies
I wish I could watch you drown and die
and take my time
life has always been a problem
can't you see I don't fit in
people have said they have said I'm not ok
I lost my mind numb me till I won't feel pain again
it's like a needle in my spine, it stings inside, poisons me with time
I can't deal with your lies
I wish I could watch you drown and die
and take my time
life has always been a problem
can't you see I don't fit in
life is gone I am no one
life is gone I have no one
life is gone I am alone
fuck all the shit that you hold in your mind
let it all go and in time you will find
nothing is real and it dies in the lies
suffocate feelings you hide with lies
TRUST
Let me breathe
I can't even think right now
some things got me feeling guilty
hurt you slowly
but so surely
I don't know why
love you so much
I can't feel
because I'm lost
not too much matters no more
is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust?
push you into what I want
because I am so goddamn selfish
left you hanging
stopped relating
I don't know why
love you so much
I can't feel
because I'm lost
not too much matters no more
is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust?
I'm so alone empty and lost
it's easier to let you go
time will erode the shame and the fault
it's easier to let you go
let me breathe
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