Taproot- The Gift
1 NITE STAND
I've come to grips unreality through fatality realized just how much happiness brings to me fight lately doubt and worries inflicted my mind with an illness of ego the worst of it's kind been so busy unhappy unnerved I can see my destiny is chasing I am finally happy and ready to go I had a one night stand with myself last night the fright of a lifetime once again I have proven my strength to myself on my own
AGAIN & AGAIN
Sick and angered by my friends extremely cold and heartless talkin shit behind my back about me to my friends the source a jealous passion towards a spirit stuck in contention and fame just need some time to myself again need to bring back the old days when I was in control of my life again and again just endangered with my friends extremely bold and honest I'll be when it comes to me I said I was sorry but you don't hear me I tried to say that I was sorry to you but you don't think I speak honestly that's ok cause I can move on now I am so sorry no
BELIEVED
Frankly modest speech dishonest eyes upon us like a vulture in the sky hovering carcass moulding earth filthy birth afterlife friction based upon fiction replacing friendship untrueness speculation concentration heresy is controlling us all this flagrant foul stench upon us overwhelming everybody like an imaginary forklike brother you point you finger as a scolding motherfucker sucker blaming evil upon another under that pedestal you hold yourself so high above us I can't imagine what it's like to not a give a shit about nothin' live the whole damn story led in motion peers are punished for their individuality separating us all I can't believe my friends would make such a lie even though it was I that dishonoured your trust but it's done I can't change the past I am gonna make us last just believe in me and I'll show you that they're nothing true
COMEBACK
Ill times rollin' lackin' the flow ache in my throat and wisdom seems so lost and yet it's better in ways it's different I miss those old school meditations when relaxing and getting visions was a given I propose a toast to myself to find the time to ask my lord and galaxy to come back to me please comeback I need to say good bye to these old ways stagnant lifestyles no longer in my way I've gotta keep on movin so I pray and wait for a sign from my guides they help me proceed as I lay and dream of the future I miss those times comeback to me been so busy lately achieving what I need so in a way it's replacing the old it's different but that's ok because I feel the need for change again it's time to comeback to me
DRAGGED DOWN
I am just a person like you I am just a fuck-up that's true but you're the only one I'll turn to by my side everyday and night it's time to climb out of this big black hole even if I can justify that I am alive and alright you're still the only one I'll turn to by my side so I cry alone I can't believe you'd drag me down again just when I think that I am fine always then realize that I am the only one to turn to me inside
EMOTIONAL TIMES
Life sucks sometimes friendships turn to lies a hatred in disguise it brings tears to my eyes I can see the truth from the neutral side in my mind confusion cripples me unto my element of control unsureness emotional times I am jus fine trauma's etched in my mind I can see em all the time I've seen more than my share of pain and suffering I am just fine respecting something more than nothing all the time and it's to move on I have seen my faith sailing away and I have seen my faith's coming back to me I can see it coming back to me I can see it I can taste it I can live it cause I am just fine
I
I am seeing tunnel vision in a world that's dark and cold I can't believe how much I've changed since the days of old I know it's temporary but I need to focus straight I can't believe I'd lost control of my fate I need forgiveness from the people I truly care about I need support behind my back to help me spit it out I am gonna win I can't afford to blow this one I hate myself sometimes I love myself I need this way of life because it holds me contradictions the way of life happiness is wealthiness is healthy now that I've made it through those lies and deceit I think what's done is done and I can't complain anymore I am sure that I've found myself again it feels grate I can't believe I'd lost control of my fate
IMPACT
I make an impact on lives through truth as well as lies I overcome you eyes and leave an etched memory forever it's my gift my intentions are only well it's my gift fine I lead people everyday always in the correct way never lead astray and leave an etched memory forever an open mind is hard to find
MENTOBE
It's ironic considerate rarity patron of love higher knowledge engulfs me 'cause the blast of fate a lesson to my eyes concerned and overwhelmed theirs were of fear and I am feelin so empty inside and yet it bruns so awkward this time it's something with my pride lies I cannot hide my true side and maybe in distress I can still come out laughing that's the way I am this little boy proud of helping those in need but he's not me but just maybe he could be I can see it now because I am a hero to his eyes temporarily blind this immature kid a spirit as well an angel hiding by helping and wanting to understand me tears a waterfall of acid cries from his eyes I need to recognize it's meant to be am I hard to recognize what do I need to realize why can't I see with my own fucking eyes what do I need to see
MIRROR'S REFLECTION
I am your mirror's reflection what you don't like about me is what you hate in yourself you should see through others' eyes before you go ahead and make em feel like sh*t but you won't because you hate yourself images bitch sometimes I get so frustrated haunting visions in the back of my mind no you struck a pose with your hand extended open arms in an idio-cratic ways you try to lie to yourself but you can't break through that sacred wisdom of your spirit used me but you don't want to know me sometimes I would give anything just to be something more I see the truth upon that pedestal's frowning down upon me like a trophy valued by masses of minds are closed to a variety and change a life so bland and boring uncontent living through others learning from nothing true and nothin real sometimes I would give anything just to be something more than nothing
NOW
Well I need to be around you and I need to see your eyes on me now and I need to caress you face with mine and I need to know that you care cause I bleed in pain when I am without your soul cause I love you on a level so high it's hard sometimes I know I am so me around you we have to be together now I miss you while I am gone but here now is where I belong will you wait around for me I hope so cause without each other we're wrong
SMILE
Smile can't you see I am still me anti-authority same philosophy enjoying life as much as I can I will trying to create that contagious smile with that passion that I long to succeed in my ways days pass by I am not gonna sit here no more no more won't you see you're not me why would you want to be you're an individual on you own do what you want 'cause you want to
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