Downward spiral
Holding on to a ledge
holding on for dear life
the ledge
it crumbles
falling
fast
a quick decent
into a deep dark hole
grabing
in the dark
despretly
trying to find something
anything posible to hand on to
it to crumbles
friends
family
they can't stop this
nor do they understand
this deep dark decent
falling into a vast of nothingness
never ending
always falling
its a cycle
up and down
sometimes stable
sometimes not
spinning out of control
dizzy
my brain
my body
in a mass of confusion
where will it all end
when will it all end
i stop
land on a ledge
but ti too soon crumbles
the cycle begins once again
i fall
my mind once again
consumed by a dark evil
my head clouded by untrue thoughts
falling
faster and faster
the world
once so beautiful
has turned cold and dark
lay down
never wanting to get up
this downward spiral
it is true
not a story
this is my life
my world
do you choose to accept it
as i must
when will this end
when will i land
only to start once again
