Stressful Doubt
*Warnings: Ok, I just got back from the first day of a summer program that I came from and I was really losing it. I was going a bit bonkers so I decided to channel all that energy into this fanfic! ;_; Please don't throw anything! I wrote this in TWO DAYS! @_@;; That is FAST! Enjoy! ^_^
Duo's POV, bits of angst, weird thinking, immense sarcasm and extreme pessimistic thoughts.
Please e-mail comments/suggestions/flames/anything else to DeslyDuo@hotmail.com! Arigatou gozaimasu! *sparkly chibi eyes appear*
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I'm back in the same old place doing the same old thing. I'm laying here on my back, watching the ever so delicious looking, yet, suicidal Heero Yuy typing away at his laptop after a mission, that's his best friend, that thing with wires and a screen. Well, that's his best friend before me that is...
Good old me. Count on Duo Maxwell to be optimistic.
God, he's a wonder. Breathtaking, literally, Heero will take your breath away, regardless. With or without a gun. Huh, he even got me to fall in love with him. But he doesn't like me. I know he doesn't.
Wanna know why?
He says I talk too much and I never shut up. Typical. Excuse me, but if I can't talk, next time I see Q-man and Trowa, I'll give them something to talk about!
I still ask myself up to this day the same question, over and over.
How the fuck did you fall in love with him?
That's easy. He's Heero Yuy. Gotta love the tightass spandex shorts and that glare he gives. Not to mention it just happened. Not to go overboard, but my heart took over my brain at that point.
And right now I'm sitting on a bed in a motel room we checked into. I'm staring at him too. It's a great hobby. Lots of eye candy views. Nice ass, firm sleek chest, muscled body, but yet, smooth. Flawless really. Any girl would fall for him. Like Relena.
::rolls eyes and snorts::
Oh, yeah, Heero heard that. I can tell. He shifted himself just slightly in his chair when he heard my snort. Great fun, eh? I do this all the time. I think it's working. He's ever so slowly reacting to my actions. Don't worry, I got it all covered.
Since when did I cop on this pessimistic attitude??
Seeing that no one can hear my thoughts, I blame Heero.
There's no way in hell he'd ever like me. No way. Absolutely not. Either hell freezes over, the Ice Age comes or he's on some strong drug, that's when he'll love me back. Since hell won't freeze over soon and the Ice Age isn't for a while, plus Heero doesn't take drugs, the chances are pretty close to nil.
Ok, nil itself. But that's not the point!
If I ever said loved him, first thing he'd do would whip his gun and say that ever so famous phrase. C'mon everybody, sing it with me.
'Omae o korosu.'
Yeah, that's it. Bingo.
Or, he'd throw me against the wall and THEN whip out the gun and say what phrase again?
'Omae o korosu.'
Yep. Never changes, eh?
::dry sarcasm::
Greaaaat variety of threats, right?
::nods::
Hey, look, he finished typing. I bet ya anything he'll go to the hanger and check up on Wing Zero. The system on that thing is killer. Really, I tried it and it packs a punch. Literally.
Everyone, Heero has officially left the room and not to mention ignored me.
And here ends our featured presentation, 'Heero Watching.' Please join us again as we embark in a new and creative way to gawk at the person known as Heero Yuy.
::smirk::
Yep, same old same old. I guess I've become more pessimistic with a capital P.
But I love the bastard anyway.
Maybe one day he'll like me back too. I really like that idea.
Much better. Much more optimistic!
Excuse me, but I'm going to get something to eat. Can't think on an empty stomach!
Yes, optimistism, I wonder if that's a word, but optimistism is much better.
Maybe Heero Yuy will love me back.
Who knows?
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#-Owari?-#
Geesh! I hope not! It's so... darkishly bad and angsty. *pouts* This is my first fic with an all around angsty theme and with darkish thoughts. *whips out writing utencils* BUT! I'm so GOING to write a sequel! *makes teary eyes* I can't stand angst, but I was soooo into the mood. Gomen DUO!
Duo: *makes a gloomy chibi face* It's ok.... uhhhh... it's so... uhh...
Heero: *sarcastic* Heart warming?
Duo: *makes an even gloomier face* Yahhh....
Desly: *sweatdrops appear at random and turns chibi* GOMEN NESAI D-CHAN! WAAAAAHHHH!! *floodgates open and starts bawling, anime style*
Heero: *panicked face* She's... *shocked face* crying... ano... D-Duo? *nudge nudge*
Duo: *returns back to normal* Dess-chan! It's ok! It's ok! *runs over and whips out a chibi cuddly Jigglypuff doll* Here! Have this! Please stop crying, Dess-chan!
Desly: *stops and glomps the doll* KAWAAAIIIIII!!!!!!!! ARIGATOU!! *hugs Jigglypuff more and sniffs* ^.^v
Heero: *sweatdrop* ...no wonder...
Duo: Nani?
Heero: So this is what happens if Desly doesn't get any feedback... O_o;;
Duo: *nods along* Hai, remember minna-san. We've learned a very important lesson today. *points at chibi Dess-chan with Jigglypuff* If she doesn't get feedback from readers, she's very unable to write anything and if she does... it'll turn into what she just wrote... *points at story*
Heero: *glares at viewer* E-mail. DeslyDuo@hotmail.com NOW. Or else.
Viewer: *eyes pop out* EEEEEP! *starts typing rapidly*
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