Are you ready!?!?

This place inside my mind. A place I like to hide. You don't know the chances. What if i should die? (A place inside my brain.) Another kind of pain. You don't the chances. I'm so blind, blind, blind.

Another place i'll find. To escape the pain inside. You don't know the chances. What if i should die? (A place inside my brain.) Another kind of pain. You don't the chances. I'm so blind, blind, blind.

Deeper, deeper, deeper, is all i'm turning to. Living a life that seems to be. A lost reality, that i can never find a way to reach my. Inner self esteem is low. How deep can i go in the ground that i lay. If i don't find a way to. Sift through the gray that clouds my mind. It's time i looked to see what was between the lines.

I can see, I can see, I'm going blind. (x12)

I'm blind. I'm blind. I'm blind. I'm BLIND!!

There you are alone. With no hope of ever having. Something to be proud of. Something earned without begging. Yes, i know you're a person. A person close to me. Who do you think you are? What more do you want from me?

Ball Tongue. You got the dykes off, i think they'll mind me. Ball Tongue. The rag i'm on we are justified. Ball Tongue. Congrats you just fucked up my make-up and shit. Ball Tongue. What have you done for me.?

Why are you at home? Buried in your self pity? Why do you insist on living the life clean out of me? Yes, i know your the person. The person that took time with me. Does it give you the right to expect your life revolves around me?

Ball Tongue. You have come to take me from my buddy. Ball Tongue. You have never been so funky. Ball Tongue. The higgle got sick of me. Ball Tongue. Ahh, the dick is fine for the day. Ball Tongue. You're drug addicted from me. Ball Tongue. Unidentified enemy. Ball Tongue. Come fucking back to save us and gave up. Ball Tongue. They've come to deliver me.

You were my brother. Where does our friendship end? (x3) You were my... I'm not gonna give in.

You were my brother. Where does our friendship end. (x3)

How can you fuckin' doubt me? But not again.(x4)

Ball Tongue. They've driven right by my friends. Ball Tongue. They've taken the take above me. Ball Tongue. You're a psychofuck. Ball Tongue. They've come to enslave me. Ball Tongue. They've jacken themselves on to me. Ball Tongue. You're fucking gangster sign. Ball Tongue. They've come not to save them, but they take. Ball Tongue. Fuckin' death to fuckin' me!

You're a psychofuck! (x8)

Berome's dead at the technodrome. Ball Tongue. You're right, he's dead, tear gas dropped, but who was it? Ball Tongue. It' doesn't of the rhythm of the damn monger. Ball Tongue. Can i die? Can i die? Ball Tongue. And then, the man kept kicking me. Ball Tongue. He gets him on, they're cool. Ball Tongue. He wasn't dead, and they knocked him on the head. Ball Tongue. No more, he's rid of you. You're a dyke!

I, I'm confused. I'm fightning myself. Wanting to give in. Needing your help. Skin cold with fear. Feel it when we touch. Outside i don't know you. But inside i'm fine.

Can you see in me? Skin cold from touch. Each day confronted with what i have done. You pull me closer, i push you away. You tell me it's ok. I can't help but feel the pain.

I hate you! Why are you taken? I loved you! Why feel so helpless? Why's it you? Ripping my insides each time i'm with you. Who do i cry? Why do i, really need to?

Why? Why? Why? Why? Fuck you bitch.

Need to, need to, need to. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.

I hate you. Why are you taken? I loved you! Why do i feel helpless? Why's it you? Ripping my insides each time i'm with you. Why do i try? Why do i fucking need to! Fuck. Slut...

Within my body. Four clicks . . . alright go. Four I just said, you faget piece of shit on the ground. Ahh! four? four. four? Noooo! Oh, hey, what are you talking about Ross? Hey the song goes (guitar)...Ern!(guitar)...Ern!(guitar)...Ern!... Hey, are you saying so there's no clicks. Hey, we're recording, now start. Just fucking do it damn it! I wanna hear twist. I wish we could put twist on the fucking tape . . . Wanna hear it? Fuck you! Fuck you! Huh Heuh Goooo! Okay . . . piece of shit . . .

Anger inside. Deep within my body. Why you hit me? What have i done? You tried to hit me.

Scream at me again, and if you like. Throw your hate at me, with all your might. And hit me cause i'm strange, hit me. Tell me i'm a pussy and you're harder then me. What's with you boy, think hard. A tattooed body to hide who you are. Scared to be honest, be yourself. A cowardly man.

I don't run around. Trying to be, what's not what's in me. Look into my eyes. I am free. Your just a wanna be.

Scream at me again, and if you like. Throw your hate at me, with all your might. And hit me cause i'm strange, hit me. Tell me i'm a pussy and you're harder then me. What's with you boy, think hard. A tattooed body to hide who you are. Scared to be honest, be yourself. A cowardly man. To come out...

Hit me clown because i am not from your town now, hit me clown. (x4)

Clown you ain't shit, turn around watch your face bleed. Clown you ain't shit, turn around get your face split. Clown you ain't shit, turn around watch your face bleed. Clown you ain't shit, turn around get your face split.

Turn at me, and if you like. Throw your hate at me, with all your might. And hit me cause i'm strange, hit me. Tell me i'm a pussy and you're harder then me. What's with you boy, think hard. A tattooed body to hide who you are. Scared to be honest, be yourself. A cowardly man.

I'm just a fuckin' little. (x8)

I hide but only to defy you. Take away the only love inside you. I'll see your face through everyone. Inside i've just begun. You think i'm out to scare you. I'm only out to prepare you. For when you stop and turn around. Your bodies going down.

Your gonna waste your time. Your life will soon be mine. Your definetly one of a kind. And your suffering cause of me it's divine.

Tell me, why you never liked me. Tell me once that you'll fight me. Bold and i wait for the perfect time. To take what's rightfully mines. You pave the dumb, that don't bother me. You say your dumb, that to defy me. You weigh your dumb on anyone. Oh well.

Your gonna waste your time. Your life will soon be mine. Your definetly one of a kind. And your suffering cause of me it's divine.

Know what? Fuck you. I'm fed up with you. I'm not as good as you fuck no i'm better than you. (x9 i think)

Your gonna waste your time. Your life will soon be mine. Your definetly one of a kind. And your suffering cause of me it's divine.

Did you really think you'd beat me at my own game? You tried to see what you got. Me ripping at your brains.

Here i am different in this normal world. Why do you tease me, make me feel absurd. Walking stereotypes feeding there heads. I am ugly, please just go away.

I can see inside you fine. This blessing in disguise. Why do you treat me this way? Make the hate stay.

I sound like, i can never see no escape. From all the laughing, all the pain. If you were around me what would you do? Nothing probably. You'd just go away.

I can see inside you fine. This blessing in disguise. Why do you treat me this way? Make the hate stay.

Faget. Faget. Faget.

Here i am different in this normal world. Why do you tease me, make me feel absurd. Walking stereotypes feeding there heads. I am ugly, please just go away.

I can see inside you fine. This blessing in disguise. Why do you treat me this way? Make the hate stay.

Faget. Pussy...

I'm just a pretty boy whatever you call it. You wouldn't know a real man if you saw it. It keeps going on day after day son. You fake, and we don't want none. I'm sick and tired of people treating me this way everyday. Who gives a fuck right now i got something to say. To all the people that think that i'm strange. That i should be out of here locked up in a cage. You don't know what the hell i fuck now anyway. You got this pretty-boy feeling like i'm enslaved. To a world that never preciated shit. You can suck my dick and fuckin' like it!

Hear my gun but he has a body mighty any say. Hear my gun but he has a body mighty anyway. Hear my gun but he has a body mighty going to say. Hear my gun but he has a body mighty anyway. Hear my gun but he has a body mighty any say. Hear my gun but he has a body mighty going to waste. Hear my gun but he has a body mighty going to say. Hear my gun but he has a body mighty anyway...

I'm just a pretty-boy. I'm not supposed to fuck a girl. I'm just a pretty-boy. Living in this fucked up world. I'm just a pretty-boy. I'm not supposed to fuck a girl. I'm just a pretty-boy. Living in this fucked up world.

All my life, who am i? (x11) All my life!

I'm just a faget! (faget) I'm just a faget! (faget) I'm just a faget! (faget) I'm a faget! (faget) I'm not a faget! (faget) (or am i?) I'm not a faget! (faget) (or am i?) I'm not a faget! (faget) (or am i?) You motherfuckin' queers!

Ring around the rosies. Pocket full of posies. Ashes, ashes we all fall down. Ring around the rosies. Pocket full of posies. Ashes, ashes we all fall down.

Nursery rhymes are said. Verses in my head. Into my childhood. They're spoonfed. Hidden violence revealed. Darkness that seems real. Look at the pages that cause all this evil.

One, two, buckle my shoe. Three, four, shut the door. Five, six, pick up sticks. Seven, eight, lay them straight. London bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down. London bridge is falling down. My fair lady.

Nursery rhymes are said. Verses in my head. Into my childhood. They're spoonfed. Hidden violence revealed. Darkness that seems real. Look at the pages that cause all this evil.

Knick-knack paddy whack. Give a dog a bone. This old man came rolling home. (x6)

Mary had a little lamb it's fleece was white as snow. (x2) (bah bah black have you any wool? yes sir yes sir three bags full.) Mary had a little lamb.

Ring around the rosies. Pocket full of posies. Ashes, ashes we all fall down. Ring around the rosies. Pocket full of posies. Ashes, ashes we all fall down.

Nursery rhymes are said. Verses in my head. Into my childhood. They're spoonfed. Hidden violence revealed. Darkness that seems real. Look at the pages that cause all this evil.

Knick-knack, paddy whack. Give a dog a bone. (x4) (i'm not sure but i think Head is saying NO on the bone part.)

Go. I can in every way. Mistake the pain i feel inside. It comes at me. Evil thoughts is creeping through my mind. Who are you to say? That i can't speak what's on my mind. It runs away. It's so predictable.

I can in every way. Feel the strength as it tingles up inside. To blind to see. Emptiness and sorrow of their lives. You run away. To the cover of their pointless ties. You axe me. It's so predictable.

I'm gonna try. I'm gonna die. I'm gonna try.

Another day. Silence overwhelmes my mind. Whose to say? If i have the time or why? Should i pray? For all the hate to go away. Another day. I can never break free.

You wait for me. I crawl up to you. Another day. I live forever.

Why should i?

I'm gonna try. I'm gonna die. I'm gonna try.

ooh fuck. I'm gonna try (should i?). I'm gonna try (ooh fuck.). I'm gonna try (should i?) I'm gonna try (should i? ooh fuck). I'm gonna try. I'm gonna die. I'm gonna try...

I can't stand the sight of you. I can't stand what you put me through. Your lifes a lie. That you hide. Is it that simple being you inside. I can't stand all the thoughts of you. I can't stand all the things you do. Why do you try? To justify. You are just too scared to be you inside.

Let it all go. Let it all go.

Look at you all i see. Is a man to afraid to really be. Look at you all i see. Is a man to afraid to really be.

I can't stand what you put me through. I can't stand even the thought of you. You secret lies. That you hide. Is it that terrible being you inside?

Let it all go. Let it all go.

Look at you all i see. Is a man to afraid to really be. Look at you all i see. Is a man to afraid to really be. Look at you all i see. Is a man to afraid to really be. Look at you all i see. Is a man to afraid to really be.

You try so hard to be wanted. False emotions tells you fronted. I think being a person relies on one thing. Be yourself lets you come through. You're too afraid to really be. Someone who isn't false and doesn't care to be. You're too afraid to really be. Be yourself let you come through.

Fake. Fake. Fake. Fake.

Let it all go. (x8)

I like to search inside. For the things that you all hide. What's the problem? Can't you seem to. Set lose these problems that haunt and taunt you. I smile. While your afraid. You run. While your sould pays.

Do you ever sit outside your fields? Thinking about your life. Thinking about your inner fears. Do you ever sit outside your fields? Thinking about your life. Thinking about your inner fears.

I like to search inside. For the things that you all hide. What's the problem? Can't you seem to? Open your body and let me touch you.

Do you ever sit outside your fears. Thinking about your life. Thinking about your inner fears. Do you ever sit outside your fears. Thinking about your life. Thinking about your inner fears.

I want you to see. Master of disguise. For all the things that hurt you. From all these useless lies. I want you to fear. Fill you on up inside. Once i'd took you in. I'd throw you out instead.

I try. You win. My life. Is ripping your heart and destroying my pain.

Go!

Do you ever sit outside your fields? Thinking about your life. Thinking about your inner fears. Do you ever sit outside your fields? Thinking about your life. Thinking about your inner fears.

Hello? Esta Caco? El es caco? Eh. You know...y-you fuckin' call me el Caco? Ok?

I keep asking what's your lie? It is disturbing. It squeezes mine. Days keep passing. One notch at a time. I don't feel right. Please god let me sleep tonight.

Everyday confronted. Fuck off it's giving in. I just wanna know why?

Want to give it up but i cannot escape. (x4)

I keep asking. Can you again please try. It is haunting. This tin stone mine. Days keep passing. Line after line. I don't feel right. Please god don't let me die tonight, die tonight, die tonight, die tonight.

Everyday confronted. Fuck off it's giving in. I just wanna know why?

Want to give it up but i cannot escape. (x4)

Please god. Please god. Please god help me. Please god save me. Please god free me. From my painful situation. (x3)

Please god don't let me give in tonight, please god. Oh please god don't let me give in tonight, please god. Oh please god don't let me give in tonight, don't let me die. Please god don't let me give in tonight, don't let me die.

Mother please forgive me. I just had to get out all my pain and suffering. Now that i am done. Remember i will always love you. I'm your... Son.

Little child. Looking so pretty. Come out and play. I'll be your daddy. Innocent child. Looking so sweet. Rape your mind. And now your flesh i reap.

You raped. I feel dirty. It hurt. As a child. Tied down. That's a good boy. And fuck. Your own child. I scream. No one hears me. It hurt. Not a liar. My god saw you watching. Mommy why? Your own child.

Little child. Looking so pretty. Come out and play. I'll be your daddy.

You raped. I feel dirty. It hurt. As a child. Tied down. That's a good boy. And fuck. Your own child. I scream. No one hears me. It hurt. Not a liar. My god saw you watching. Mommy why? Your own child.

Mommy why??!!

It's all right!

You raped. I feel dirty. It hurt. As a child. Tied down. That's a good boy. And fuck your own child. I rape. No one hears me. It hurt as a child. Tied down. No one heard me. And fuck your own child. I screamed. No one heard me. It hurt. As a child. Tied down. That's a good boy. And fuck your own child. I scream. No one hears me. It hurt as a child. Tied down. No one hears me. Mommy why? Your own child.

I didn't touch you there. Mommy said she didn't care. I didn't touch you there. That's why mommy stopped and stared.

Little child. Looking so sweet. Rape your mind. And now your flesh i reap.

You raped. I feel dirty. It hurt. As a child. Tied down. That's a good boy. And fuck. Your own child. I scream. No one hears me. It hurt. Not a liar. My god saw you watching. Mommy why? Your own child.

You raped. I feel dirty. It hurt. Not a lot. And my god. Saw you watching. Damn you why? Your own child. I scream. No one hears me. It hurt. I'm not a liar. My god. Saw you watching. Mommy why? Your own child.

You raped. I feel dirty. It hurt. Not a liar. My god. Saw you watching. Mommy why? Your own child. I scream. No one hears me. It hurt. Not a liar. My god saw you watching. Mommy why?!?!

(Jonathan throws a wimphering fit.) *crying*

I fucking hate you! I fucking! Mother fucker! I fucking hate you! Fuck you! You son of a bitch. You fucking ruined my life. You're gonna die. *says something while crying so i didn't catch it.* I HATE YOU! I FUCKING HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! PEICE OF SHIT! WHY?!?! I HATE YOU!!!! *crys again*

(the band starts improvising music...plays along with Jonathan crying)

(this next part is sung by Judith Kiener) When i awake. I will see your light. When i awake. I will see your face. When i awake. I will see your life. Mother wake me. From my dream. Mother wake me... In the night. (She keeps saying what i wrote...band keeps playing along...and Jonathan continues to cry)