I have totally ended this site. It has used a lot of memory and to gain more memory i have just ended the site deleting the pages and the pictures. This will be the only page. I am very sorry. I do not favor James any more and i know many will be ashamed of me. James did nothing for me. I see him now and there is no effect. He didn't change me or make me happy. I try to look back on all the things and I was truely lying to myself. I don't hate him or disrespect him i just don't have a feeling for him. I never did. It was fake. He actually made me disappointed at one point. Many times actually.