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losing luster mp3s....

if only i could fall asleep (distorted karyoke tape1)
if only i could fall asleep (new four track version)
burgandy (four track recording)
forever (four track recording... needs mixed.... but i wanted it on here anyway)

eventually.... i'll have some of decent quality. i'm working on it.


lyrics:- if only i could fall asleep

across a midnight beach we'll lay illuminated by the city lights and the moon's reflection from the lake. it'll be great, but all dreams aside i miss you tonight. maybe you'll be better out there without me around. i'm glad to say i kept you as long as i could. if i can't keep you forever tonight will have to do. but you're only in my dreams tonight you're only in my head. now if only i could fall asleep and pull myself together. i need to pull myself together.
burgandy-
ennui always finds comfort in knowing i'm alone in a crowded room i'm scared to even move i'm just holding to the couch as quiet as a mouse this pillow is my only friend in a room of familiar smiles being drunk and getting high mean so much more than i ever could to anyone here are my eyes that hard to read i'd really like to leave and i'll never be okay with this again so i retracted to a room to escape the perfumes god if only one girl cared if only she knew before she had to leave she had to leave i'm not alright i dont want to stay the night she almost died i'll take care of her tonight and i can't do this again because inside my head the world is wrapped around just calming down please just calm me down
forever-
i meant forever but i didn't mean this i still need to hear the words flow from your mouth and heal these wounds that are left here from waiting for you to say that you're still here well i'd like to say i love you to an extent that i'll never need reassured but i'm just a man waiting on a sign that says that this is still real yeah i meant forever every time the word escaped from my lips but i didn't mean this i put all that i am and all that i have in you and when i look back i know that i'd do this again for the good and the bad this is the best time i've had my whole life and i still consider it to be a privilage to be here yeah i meant forever every time the word escaped from my lips but i didn't mean this i just can't do this alone anymore