I am still pissed off!!! Typing on this damn computer does not help me let out any of this frustration towards the fucking ignorant lazy bastards.......FUCKING PEOPLE!!! I hate people and hate myself more for having to willingly put up with their shit. Ya i think im about done with it now..........

Does anybody want to live forever? Should anybody need to have opinions on death since it is inevitable. Should we not all try to achieve everything we want to while we live for when we die we cant do all that is mortal, really. My opinions on others doesnt matter to neither me nor them because i dont have them. I am myself trying to do what i feel is right and trying to expand my thoughts in accordance to others however not because of others. Relationships have boundaries on self conscience. Trying to put others views in your mind and trying to change them will only result in you wanting them to change something that only you know. People cant have the same views, were all different in our own little ways. I, myself like my time alone. I can only create difference on my own. For some reason when others are around theres something im trying to do. Alone its all me. No one around, Independent to try all the weird things i want to without no opinion, because if another opinion is there then it wont be what i was really trying for. I had dreams last night that were so realistic that i awoke in the night, but when i closed my eyes while awake i was in the dream again. Completely awake in the night while dreaming completely about scenes that arent actually real. I was a little frightened but i let my mind wander into directions reality could never take me. I was obviously by myself for this experience and the same as creating music and sounds, I can take directions that no one else can point me. They cant teach me these kind of things. I have to take my own approach to discover pieces that are all my own. I never got to say good bye can work in so many ways because really, does anyone get to say their last goodbyes to the ones they love. I havent on many occasions. Im here alone now. A mind can disappear before your own eyes and in no way could anyone have helped.Peace to all. Flowing flangelistically through this life, ive figured a strong character is the way to see through the barriers. Be your own and take your own.

CASEY:

There is some very important information circulating the world. I believe there are things that deserve a certain amount of attention, yet are continually neglected. I can only imagine why people have no desire to absorb this data. Perhaps a barrier of fear, or even laziness, prevents one from wanting to learn. I am extremely used to facing this attitude, nobody cares what I think or feel, it’s been this way my whole life. So what happens? I care just that much more to compensate for the lack of attention. Call it conceit, call it narcissism, or don’t call it anything at all, because to effectively define such a relationship with the boundaries of a single word would be ignorant. etc

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