Wednesday 8:26 am
I go thru the motions with J, but none feel right- nothing is there. There is no meaning. And i still yearn to talk with dearest although i find it tremendously painful.
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I clone you
and pretend
it is my own self
To hide
the imperfections
that make me
human.
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People say inspiration comes quickest when we are depressed. I can't find the truth in that.. things just fly by me... floating.. falling... dreaming... i find no pleasure in trees or flowers anymore. I'd love to live with Ellen. Maybe then i'd remember how life is supposed to be.
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I trusted, believed
that
he didn't want my
body:
Only love.
No- i knew, but
I refused to see.
Leaving myself
o p e n.
unprotected.
And he flitted in and
out of my
life like a
bee on fire.
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