etcetera//v4.0

Monday, May 19, 2003

I enjoy saying the right things to the right people, but I can't PLEASE everyone now can I (although I wish I could). Took a math test today, and needless to say I bombed that shit. How pathetic, I think that if I payed attention in class, I would have understood it. Darn Hanh and her answer giving calculator! Hahah. Allergies are really irritating, but being able to take Benadryl does wonders, "marked drowsiness may occur". I love this stuff, it's so addicting because you can sleep without sniffling and rubbing your stupid itchy red eyes! Not very good for when you need to stay awake though (I learned that the hard way)...

	:: jEn made a rant @ 8:55 PM

Monday, May 12, 2003

The other day I made my little trip to the dentist's office to get my cavity 'fixed.' And as I lay there on the seat, she sticks this numbing substance on my gums to DULL THE PAIN, but after about 2 minutes the whole right side of my face was f*cken numb! I hated that feeling.. but as I was bad mouthing the stupid sensations in my head, a glimmering glint caught my eye. This silver thing she was putting in my mouth earned my attention.. what was it? A freaken needle! Ahh she didn't even tell me she was planning to stick that in my mouth let alone my GUMS! Oh well.. it didn't hurt one bit, just a slight twinge was all. Yes.. all that just to fill in my stupid cavity. But the rewards? No more cavities! At least for now.. hahah. Moving on.. it's strange to see the validity of what my name says about me. Here goes.

The name Jennifer creates a dual nature in that you can be very generous and understanding, but you can also be so candid in your expression that you create misunderstanding. You struggle with the requirement to soften your expression with tact and diplomacy and to consider the feelings of others. Difficulty in accepting advice or admitting that you may have made a mistake causes you to appear to be stubborn and set in your ways. Thus, you have too often created the wrong impression, and friendships have suffered. This name does offer creative talent where there is the opportunity for ingenuity and originality. You have a tendency, at times, to have too many ideas on the go, and thus your efforts are scattered and many things do not reach completion. You are inclined to do to excess the things you like to do. You have very intense feelings and find it difficult to maintain stability and happiness. If you allowed it, temper and self-pity could be problems. Tension could cause nervous disorders, or centre in the head bringing weaknesses in the eyes, ears, sinuses, or teeth.

	:: jEn made a rant @ 9:15 PM

Monday, May 05, 2003

Comes home, enters into the kitchen, looks on floor, and what do i see? Something black, something slowly crawling along minding its own business like what some other people should be doing. What do you think it is? A cockroach? An ant? A foreign pest? Something disgusting?? Quite the contrary. It was a potatoe bug!! I have no idea how the poor fella even entered into the house to begin with, but I decided to take back my first instinct to step on it. You see, when I was in third grade, which seems like ages now, I had this best friend also named Jennifer (haha what a coincidence huh). We used to spend our recesses playing with them, along with other various types of bugs as well. So what did I do with it you ask? I picked up the lost fella and went into the backyard, placed him (I assume it was a him) conveniently on some leaves and went back in. Come to think of it, this little potatoe bug incident leaves me wondering whatever happened to Jennifer Pedronan (sp?). I miss her, my little best friend back in the third grade. Sigh.. funny to think that a bug in the kitchen can bring back such memories. I wonder where she is and how she's doing.. I wonder if she'd even remember me or if I'd remember her if we ran into each other some fateful day..

Now comes the annoyance that has been bothering me. You wanna know what's so annoying to me? Webpages that have so much crap to load that it takes ages to display a fucken title. I don't hate the web owner, I hate the fact that it takes so long especially when it comes out so cluttered and practically freezes my internet explorer! There's only so much that my two eyes can handle! But you know I still got love for everyone! :O) (smile!)

Wow. I've got so much to blog today! I think this has a set a record for the most Jen has posted in a single sitting let alone a single day! I signed into bLogger earlier, and this one chick's bLog totally caught my attention. She posted about how she's begun to fall completely for this one guy, but all her friends think she's trippin' because she does not know him that well. You know what she said? She said something along the line of, it doesn't matter how it looks to others, only you know how you feel, and what you feel is what is real. Hahah. I just rhymed. But anyways, props to her. Who cares if you don't know the guy well, if everytime him talking to you makes you feel those butterflies in your stomach then just go for it!

	:: jEn made a rant @ 6:54 PM

Sunday, May 04, 2003

i am so tired, and i haven't even finished my stupid math project yet! well anyways, maybe i should start doing something useful, so in the meantime you can brush up on some of these rules for living?? byes! muaH!

Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.
Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.
Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.
When you say, "I love you," mean it.
When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.
Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
Believe in love at first sight.
Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.
Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
In disagreements, fight fairly. Please - No name-calling.
Don't judge people by their relatives.
Talk slowly, but think quickly.
When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"
Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
Say "God bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.
When you lose, don't lose the lesson.
Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; Responsibility for all your actions.
Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.
When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.
Spend some time alone.

	:: jEn made a rant @ 10:04 PM

Thursday, May 01, 2003

::yawns:: what am i doing up at this time? i was thinking about stupid college. but i think i made up my mind again. i really do think that i'm staying around here.

l jEnn315 l: ok should i like rip up the papers so i don't change my mind
l jEnn315 l: or better yet, just not fill them out
hanh: rip it out and go burn it
hanh: that way u wont tape it back
hanh: hahah

bwaHahaha. hanh always has the answers..

	:: jEn made a rant @ 1:39 AM

Wednesday, April 23, 2003

damn it i need to do my stupid english essays. i had this plan where i'd do one a day, but then i keep putting it off everyday, and i have only one finished. i can't concentrate. wonders why. well i was watching tv, and i came across lillix's new music video 'it's about time' and now i can't get it out of my head. i've never really been fond of a girl rock group, but something about their voices makes them good. i dunno, they sound fresh, not garbled up and shit. so yeah, i'd like more of their music please. haha.

[ it's about time ]
I hate you, I love you/I just can't remember to forget you/Who are you, who needs you?/You make me feel alive, I die, so high/I'm crawling on the ground/I have found I can fly/One of these days it all comes together/One of those days that goes on forever/Think I sound crazy? Maybe, whatever/What’s it all about?/It’s about life, it’s about fun/It’s over before it has begun/It’s about you, it’s about me/It’s about everything between and I say/I'm saying goodbye to you, I say hi to you with no clue/It’s about time that I/Make up my mind/It’s simple, confusing, the truth is I'm winning but I'm losing/And pulling and pushing, won't do me any good/It could, it should/I'm honest to myself that the truth is I lied/One of these days it all comes together/One of those days that goes on forever/Think I sound crazy? Maybe, whatever/What’s it all about?/It’s about life, it’s about fun/It’s over before it has begun/It’s about you, it’s about me/It’s about everything between and I say/I'm saying goodbye to you, I say hi to you with no clue/It’s about time that I/Make up my mind
Time is creeping behind me, surrounding around me/Fading the words so desperately/Now give me a reason that I can believe in/Time is something you can't rewind/One of these days it all comes together/One of those days that goes on forever/Think I sound crazy?Maybe, whatever/What’s it all about?/It’s about life, it’s about fun/It’s over before it has begun/It’s about you, it’s about me/It’s about everything between and I say/I'm saying goodbye to you, I say hi to you with no clue/It’s about time that I/Make up my mind..

	:: jEn made a rant @ 4:49 PM

Tuesday, April 22, 2003

i'm sorry but i feel stupid, horribly stupid. i don't think i've ever let someone make me feel so dumb :O/ so lets think happy thoughts then... fuck, i don't have any, how sad is that. yesterday me and andy aka clark (i swear he turns to superman red cape and all by night, haha) were entertaining ourselves by trying to take sappy corny quotes and making them all twisted. unfortunately we ran outta time and were going to continue another day. but a quote i found that was already twisted is.. 'I'm not a vegetarian because I love animals, I'm a vegetarian because I hate plants.' see, i need some witty words as well as something to keep me occupied. -muaH!

ps. anna - you're one freaky and shaggadelic chick. thanks for caring, you rock gal.

	:: jEn made a rant @ 1:50 PM