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	<td valign="middle" align="center"><b><font color="#000099" size="+4"><span style="font-size:48">In My Own Word</span></font></b></td>
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	<td align="center"><b><font color="#000066"><span style="font-size:14">My Poetry</span></font></b></td>
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	<td bgcolor="#000066" valign="middle" align="center"><font color="#0000FF" size="+3"><span style="font-size:36">Righteousness</span></font><font color="#0000FF" size="+2"><span style="font-size:24"><br>Not just me who live here<br>in this state of mind that take my being, <br>I'm bleed and die from the hate of the people,<br>i feel the fear in there eyes.<br>i have the weight of the world on my back, <br>in my heart, and no one loves the Dyke,<br>and i not good enough for god <br>who has made me in his image <br>as the pastor teaches hate <br>from the book of love<br>but i an not bitter <br>just sadden&nbsp; by&nbsp; people<br>who hate out of righteousness</span></font></td>
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	<td bgcolor="#000000" valign="middle" align="center"><b><font color="#990000" size="+3"><span style="font-size:36">BLACK ROSES<br></span></font></b><font color="#990000"><span style="font-size:14"><br></span></font><font color="#990000" size="+1"><span style="font-size:18">black roses grow at the foot of my bed<br>in silent they whisper around me<br>the glares of stares crawl up my skin <br>as if spiders were consuming my flesh<br>my life has become a painting<br>without any shades of color just darkness<br>I laugh with great pain<br>at the thought of forgotten days<br>that leaves my eyes tearful<br>the rows of roses grow dead before they bloom<br>already picked by the world<br>to quick to smile with sharp lips<br>that kills even the strongest of soul<br>I was placed here I said in a tired voice<br>to explain my being<br>that seemed to make people question my existent<br>or is this the time or place to grow my roses<br>I was born with a seed dark and hard<br>placed in my soul and called it a heart<br>and every lost loved watered it with my tears<br>now black rose grow beside my bed <br>in rows of forever<br>as silent whisper burn my ears<br>and stares crawl up my skin like spiders</span></font></td>
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	<td bgcolor="#CCCCCC" valign="middle" align="center"><font size="+3"><span style="font-size:36">Human Emotion</span></font><span style="font-size:14"><br></span><font size="+1"><span style="font-size:18">I cried for the past <br>lonely and sad <br>the place that held my pain<br>where dreams fade in to the dark place of nothingness<br>where my displacement was brought upon<br>by travels of endless broken promises<br>a place where love never could have found me<br>I hid in my shadow of thing that should have been<br>and found fear<br>I held on tight to that<br>the only thing I knew<br>leaving me in uncontrollable tears<br>it took over my being<br>torched my soul <br>and left me breathless<br>and all my hopes faded <br>and my dreams scarred<br>then I stop to remember<br>I am only human</span></font></td>
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	<td bgcolor="#000000" valign="middle" align="center"><b><font color="#FF0000" face="Courier" size="+2"><span style="font-size:24">Co</span></font></b><b><font color="#FFFFFF" face="Courier" size="+2"><span style="font-size:24">unt</span></font></b><b><font color="#0000FF" face="Courier" size="+2"><span style="font-size:24">ed</span></font></b><b><font face="Courier"><span style="font-size:14"><br></span></font></b><b><font color="#CC0000" face="Courier" size="+1"><span style="font-size:18">can you count to a million on your fingers<br>a figer that claimed my pain<br>in&nbsp; weekest i see the bleakest of the number<br>in war i see the masses of the figers<br>a statistic<br>to large to comperhend<br>can you count to a million in you</span></font></b><b><font face="Courier" size="+1"><span style="font-size:18"> </span></font></b><b><font color="#FF0000" face="Courier" size="+1"><span style="font-size:18">mind</span></font></b><b><font color="#FFFFFF" face="Courier" size="+1"><span style="font-size:18"><br>remembering&nbsp; the dead as if dead was here<br>who could figer the living would mourn<br>life that once was<br>and parents stand beside graves<br>and tears shed for life never lived<br>is peace a state of mind <br>never reached in revenge<br>for an eye for an eye <br></span></font></b><b><font color="#0000FF" face="Courier" size="+1"><span style="font-size:18">and a country for a life <br>we praise war <br>as if fighting was the key to living<br>can you see a million lives lost<br>out of pain blood is shed<br>war is now and million are dead</span></font></b></td>
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	<td bgcolor="#9999FF" align="center"><font size="+3"><span style="font-size:36">I was apart of this world </span></font><span style="font-size:14"><br></span><font size="+2"><span style="font-size:24">I was apart of this world once<br>I remember<br> it still makes me smile <br>I didn’t always stand out <br>I wasn’t always this lost<br> but who was<br>they made me like this<br> laugh at me for who I was<br> and I will never be again<br> but&nbsp; I let them hurt me<br> and put me down<br> then i cry from the pain<br> but I was apart of this world once<br> I remember<br>like daydreams of growing up<br> I was happy with my youthfulness<br> I wanted more for myself<br> for my life<br> but thing change so fast<br> and I lost myself <br>and became unwanted<br> inside my self<br> but I was a part of this world once<br> I remember<br> like hopes of being apart again<br> but I cant remember the way back<br> to that time and place<br> where life wasn’t so hard <br>and I wasn’t so different<br> but I was apart of this world once<br> yet no one remembers me<br> so I can never go back again</span></font></td>
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