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Whats wrong with the human race? .... .... You tell me....

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Today i am:

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My poetry is a ~~wee~~...strange...you ^may _not understand.

Visions

Looking the future in the face,

you realize you really have no place.
Where is it I belong?
Perhaps I'm a peice of writing, a useless song.
The world I stand in lost, alone, scared, unprepared.
Turns out to be a fake, a poreclin doll trying to excape.
I'm the being locked in that cage,
the one in the back of your mind,
the one you search and search for yet can never find.
The reason being nothing is real.
Pencil skribblez on a linned paper is no skill.
The salt water from your eyes,
is none the less another desguise.
Pain is an excuse,
not even abuse.
Your pathetic.
You make me sick.
I stand frozen as others shuffle across the terrain.
Pain for me is another incision on my flesh.
Leaving yet another crest.
Bringing back the flooding visions.
Never the less i remain frozen...dead... cold...with no soul.

Me...

My life.
Frigid, passionless, comatose.
It desist.

My purpose.
Partaking in existance.
Breathing, prevising, percieving.
I soemnize.

My essentia.
Lucid, un diluted yet...
glacial, being fustian, worthless.
I shall forever be unworthy.

My eyes.
The portals.
Deviant pools of heartless agony.

My voice.
Anesthetic, dispirited, prosaic gloating.

My words.
Blood thirsty, savage, cruel.
Eternal discrimination.

My love.
Sacrificed, abandonned.
I search for yet never descry.

My heart.
Non existant.

My presence.
Unknown...nameless.

Me.

Simply irrevocable.

Pieces

Pictures lay skattered.
Torn, beaten...burned.
The memories lost, no longer linger.
I have blocked that portion of my life out.

The wrekage of a room i dwell in,
a cave, a pit, a cage.
Broken glass speaks to me.
Begging for attention, for my blood, for my life.
"NO". I demand I will not give in.
"Please"? i plead I'm better than this sin.

Backed into a lonely corner,
tremblng, determined.
I know where you are you can't fool me.

The flames dance for me,
smiling gleefully.
Wax encompasses my swollen hands.
I'm at peace.

The glass of purifying water,
slips from my grasp once again.
I'm under the pressure,
the craving to pick it up,
to squeeze it in my hands...
till nothing remains.

Dead pictures sleep on the wooden ground.
Broken glass swims in the memories.
Fire makes every thing cry, running from me.
Wax keeps me warm...
And there I lay, pieces of me.
Tossed to the side of the cage,
decapitated, pasted in pictures of you.
Naked...drenched in my sweet crimson blood.

I sleep, finally at peace, i rest.
I'm no longer here for you to keep.
Don't dare curse the ground to which i rest on.
I am forever released.

I'm happy.
Your in misery.
I love watching you like this.
I will sleep well tonight, my friend.
I bid you...
Sweet dreams.

Leave me be

As i sleep i dream.
As i dream i percieve.
As i percieve i find me.
Me, myself, all alone, clumsy, frigid, stoned.

I love to watch.
Watch from afar.
Afar where no one sees.
Sees the decieving look in my eye.
Eyes so glacial.
Glacial death.

Why must you run?
Your coward beyond redemption.
There is no helping for your soul.
For it has drowned in fear.

I'm drained of energy...
speed, lucid life.
Let me be as you see.
You coward leave me here.
Don't dare wipe my tears.
Your not worthy, not brave...
Not beyond your mortal coil.

Distraught from aggrivation,
I close my eyes, the last few drops gliding down my cheeks.
Eventually letting go falling in slow motion.
As if frozen in time, savoring their life.
Before they are doomed to splatter in every direction.

Doomed as are we.
The human race....
with no praise.

Lost

I'm lost.
The darknss is closing in.
All this has brought,
Is infamous sin.

Your picture.
That I hold so dear.
Is fractured,
No longer clear.

Whats wrong with this world today?
When its this poem,
That can make you stay.

Finding my path,
Would be a useless journey.
For its the craft...
Of Lucifer in me.

If I had you things could change.
There are but few...
Possibilities to arrange.

Where did I go wrong?
I took a turn leading me down.
I thought I was strong.
That does not astound.

Night ^and day.
Is this the way it will stay?
Just drifting away...
You soul I do crave.

You always return.
Why is it now you must forget?
Its now my turn,
To regret.

Smells bring back a day...
Not lasting too long.
Wishing I could go back...
and you would follow along.

I can't let go.
I'm in too deep.
The days, they still roll.
No matter how hard I weep.

My body, feeds on sleep.
From my heart, blood does seep.

I'm slowly leaving.
There is no cure.
There is something your weaving,
I know this for sure.

I'm scared.
Stuck in a black pit.
This isn't fair.
Its as if I'm being put on exibit.

My blood runs cold.
The rays from the sun are old.

I have finally given up.
I must or I will be corrupt.
All the pain is unbearable.
My life can't be disabled.

This is me...
Moving on...
Soullessly.

Nothing is left inside.
Confide.

I'm lost.
Scared.
Alone...
I'm tired.

Maybe now you know more about ~~who~~...what I am.

"REMEMBER I sa toh sa sejo" Something Scott said to me once. I know you have no clue who he is, and what that means....but ^I _know !!

The short poem below is deticated to Kyle, Tommy, and Ben. The fact is I loved them and they never returned the love...

Remember this...EVERYONE can ^and should write poetry!! Its how i get through life...everyone has to vent!SO...

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