Schizophrenia...
Personality update: The poor Harry-Potter-obsessed side is still quite battered and bruised by her ordeal being locked in the vaults of my memory, a harrowing experience because my memories are profuse and exacting in detail. So hermionefyre, the Harry-Potter obsessor, probably saw them all quite a few times during her imprisonment. But my compassionate side (quite sick and tired herself of being constantly pushed aside by the others) finally convinced them to let hermionefyre free. who knows why. she wouldn't shut up, and she was making the rest of us look bad. says my outward-appearance conscious side, who is also largely ignored. thank goodness. what do you expect us to do, sit demurely by as you control? no. play big or stay home my dramatic side echos Mrs. Boutelle's famous quote. yeah. My creative side. Watch out. you are so typical teenager. who cares what people think of us. why not just be ourselves, and not submit to oppressive standardization. well, ms. individuality. what about when we want to make a good first impression? madame thesbian over here can only strut her embarrassing stuff if I get us a part ha! as if it has anything to do with YOU. the directors want acting ability, not some conscientious image-obsessed... guys guys guys. my pacifying side. Hates conflict. Too bad for her she resides with the rest of them in the prison-skull. it doesn't matter. the fact is that hermionefyre won't revive until the next book comes out anyway, so why does it matter? sullen silence. Her maternality causes occasional resentment. the question is, does anyone care about any of this. I mean, why are we putting this up on the web? dubious. My questioning side. Insightful, but she doesn't really have ideas of her own, which is unfortunate, since it leaves it up to some of the others what is that supposed to mean? what? that comment. who do you think you are. just because you deal with the outside world, you think you can badmouth us and we won't even notice? well, i was just just what? ah, and here is hermionefyre no, i'm hermionefyre then who was that? who was what? the voice in the darkness that wasn't any of us when are we going to paint the wall? we aren't painting the wall i should think not. indeed. do you want to be put in prison do they put you in prison for that? no yes well, i don't want to find out nobodys doing anything that will get us into prison thank you shut up me? me? moi? who, me? me? all of you. shut up. but i wasn't even shut up who are you anyway? liz no kidding. we all are. but which one are you? her long lost sane side? ha! ha ha ha! that's a good one ha ha ha ha ha her sane side! as if she had one! you guys can laugh all you want, but it's true, and i'm sick of you guys creating this whirlwind of strangeness and i can't coexist with any of you, so i'm afraid you'll all have to leave. yeah, right, try and make us. shouldn't you be on my side? don't you want us to be normal? but the insanity of it keeps it interesting ha! you will submit to me! never! we will fight you to the death, intruder! no! i am destroyed by the overwhelming stench of creativity!
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