A place where alters are recognized as individuals rather than extensions of the host/original.
I am what they are talking about when they refer to that distinct identity or personality state. My name is Page and I am what many people refer to as an "alter". When my host, Rae, was a child, some very traumatic things happened to her causing her to block out the memories. Each of these individual memory sets, or these blocked off parts of the brain developed personalities called alters.
all around me are fammilliar faces worn out places, worn out faces. bright and early for the daily races, going nowhere going nowehere. their tears are filling up thier glasses, no expression, no expression. hide my head I want to drown my sorrow, no tomorrow, no tomorrow.
i find it kind of funny, i find it kind of sad, the dreams in which i'm diing are the best i've ever had. i find it hard to tell you, i find it hard to take, when people run in circles it's a very very mad world, mad world. children waiting for the day they feel good, happy birthday, happy birthday. i feel the way that every child should, sit and listen, sit and listen. went to school and i was very nervous, no one knew me, no one knew me. hello teacher tell me whats my lesson. look right through me, look right through me. ~Gary Jules
I plan to use this to tell my story and post my questions and concerns. I encourage you to e-mail me with questions and suggestions. Also, please stop by my yahoo club by clicking on the link "Alters as Individuals".
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