Hey... thanks for coming, and more thanks for checking
out what's up with me... 

A little about me...  

I'm a 17 year old Christian girl from a little freezer up north...
I write poetry and lyrics, and I used to sing and play drums for a
little all~girl garage band.  I thrive off of music...
mostly Christian rock, or alternative rock... (listen to my station) 

My first love is God.  Then comes acting.  It is my passion.
What more could I ask for then to get to be someone else, and forget
every problem?  Being onstage is the biggest thrill.  Applause, 
compliments, and especially roses just make it all complete--so 
perfect.  If you've never been in any kind of production, I recommend
you try it immediately!  You will be hooked!  But acting for me goes beyond 
the stage.  My life is one huge drama.  Well... I'm always
playing a part, anyway.  Few know what I am really like, and what
I really feel, because I have become a professional at playing the role
of what they want me to be.  Or what I want them to think I am.
Get to know me, and you will find out.

I have Fibromyalgia...and a lot of other health and emotional
problems... They really drag me down, and there's a lot
I'd like to do that I can't... but I get along... with my Jesus.

I'm oddly joyful, and terminally ditzy... (Hey, cut me
some slack, I'm a recovering cheerleader...I joined
cheerleading, and my IQ dropped 60 points...)  Yet
somehow I'm still a bit sarcastic and cynical... and
quite uncharacteristically philosophical at times.
And what no one ever believes...is that I'm in NHS
with a 4.0... (ditzes can be intelligent, too...we're
just not real quick sometimes!)  Actually, truth be told,
the whole spacy girl thing came with the fibromyalgia...
they called it "fibro-fuzz" for a while, which basically
causes severe lack of concentration, and loss of short term
memory and stuff...but just recently the discovered that I
have quite a case of ADD.  So I have a legitimate medical
excuse if I ever forget things you've told me.  Don't get
offended, it's not because I don't care!  And be patient
if I ask the same question a million times.  

My favorite way of anyone describing me is
probably what my friend Laura J. said...
"she makes you laugh...but she makes you think." 
That's how I'd like to be thought of.

I spend way too much time on line... but that's good
if you want to talk to me... heh... I'm at PDMB
pretty often, so come post a note.....

One last thing... I'm taken... I know, I know, anyone who
knows me is sayin' "not for long, babycakes"...
but this time I plan to prove you wrong.  


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