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This page is dedicated in loving memory to my
uncle Denny
who lost his battle with cancer
in 1999.
He trusted his doctors...
I wish they would have
told him the truth...
My Story
I don't know what kind of cancer you have...
mine started in my uterus, then metasticized (spread) from
there.
I let the doctors treat my cancer for about 5 years,
taking
radiation, surgeries, chemotherapy... whatever they said was necessary...
I was only
an
experiment for the doctors to practice on...
one of them even told me he didn't expect
to
"cure" me, just buy me some extra time... but
the extra time was not of good quality... I
spent most of it between laying on the couch
feeling nauseous, and in the hospital being
treated like a human pin cushion. I lost all my hair, eyelashes and all, I hurt all over, there was no such thing as "comfortable".
We moved
from Florida to Northern California to be closer to my
dad and needed prayer and support from family.
*Thanks Dad*
My sister Cheryl, in southern Cal sent me a case of vitamins, herbs, and supplements that helped her son went he had cancer. I agreed to take them. I noticed while taking them, the nausea and vomiting I had for years had subsided.
By that time I was at stage 4...the final stage of
cancer, there is usually no remission from
there...
it had spread throughout my lymph system and
I had tumors the size of golf balls that you could actually see through the skin on my neck, there were larger tumors in my abdomen, they were everywhere, other systems and organs began to fail, I was very sick.
I never was a vey religious person before,
but I began praying all the time, and building a personal relationship with God.
Finally, I realized the treatments were not doing me any good, only causing me more health problems, I had enough,
I asked the doctors when we were going to quit, we had tried it all... They said we could stop treatments whenever I was ready, and that I could come back to them to manage the pain in my final days.
That was a really scary thought but I was ready... we quit treatments...
I have 2 kids (11 & 13 now)
I didn't want them to see me living like that, just dying slowly, getting sicker every day, I didn't want them to have to take care of me.
I had been taking the stuff my sister sent me
*Thanks Cheryl*
I went to the health food store to get more, The lady working there told me
about a new holistic cancer support group
that was meeting for the first time later
that week...
It was started by a cancer
survivor
named Barbara Bolton who learned about
alternative therapies through personal
experience and wanted to share her
information.
*Thanks Barbara*
I started going to the meetings and
met alot of people who had cancer too, and we
all shared our stories. Some had only taken
natural therapies with amazing results, some conventional, and
some combined natural with conventional... I learned alot about cancer,
cancer doctors (oncologists), the money and politics involved in the whole cancer industry, various natural remedies, and Choices.
I decided that I should learn and do all I could
to take charge of my own
health...
Well, I went back to the
hospital
to have the chemo port in my chest removed,
bought tons of books, vitamins, herbs, supplements,
teas (Essiac, Red Clover, Ipé-Roxo, and
Chapparal), ate only natural,
vegetarian, organic, unproccessed foods, and juiced fruits & vegetables, did special exercises,
practiced yoga, and meditation, had days of fasting, went to
meetings, and prayed all the time. I also tried some other experimental remedies and began seeing a naturopatic doctor.
All that really stregthened my immune system and I was feeling alot better,
but, after about a year of that, people were starting to think I was some kind of
obsessed fanatic... my time was all consumed by just trying to stay alive, there was no time for living, It was alot of work, from the minute I woke up, to the minute I went to sleep, it's all I could do (drink this tea, then this one, take this handful of supplements, juice some veggies, drink this tea, take this handful of herbs, wash more veggies, clean out the juicer for the third time today... do these exercises, drink this tea, etc, etc...) although it was making me feel better I knew this wasn't "normal" for me either, I would have to continue doing these things the rest of my life, just to stay alive,
and I Still had cancer.
I just wanted to die quickly, and make the most of what time I had left, eat normal food, and stop spending all my family's living money on myself, (we were living on my disability social security & couldn't keep up with the bills) I was losing people I had grown close to, young people, Pete, Darryl, Liz, all to cancer, all around me,
I couldn't take anymore. I figured I was on borrowed time anyway... so I quit doing it all... then I got sick again... this time it happened very
suddenly... it seemed to return with a vengence... I couldn't turn my head to the
side at all, or stand up without getting weak
and dizzy. I thought I had about 2 weeks left
to live.
I was sure this was it... my ex-husband moved back in to take care of the kids. All I could do was pray, and look back at all the years of my life gone by, never having been truly happy, wishing I could have another chance. I wished I would have done something differently, I felt like a failure. Now I was planning my death,
I made
my peace with God, I wasn't scared of dying, but I worried about my
children's future, They were having a difficult enough life, how would they get along
without their mom? It wasn't fair to them.
I felt desperate & called Dale Reynolds, a friend and cancer survivor
from the support group, who had been trying for months to convince me to "just try one more thing" (Hydrazine Sulfate)
He told me that it is non-toxic, costs next to nothing, and does not leave the lasting effects of chemo, radiation, & surgery (which kill the good cells along with the bad ones)...
He even said that he would buy it for me if I would just try it.
*Thanks Dale*
He wanted me to test it because I had visable tumors that we could monitor
so I said I would try it, but that would be the last thing I try... if it worked... Great... if not... then it wasn't meant to...
I gave myself up to The Lord and decided if it's
my time to go I wasn't going to resist
anymore... I had already put up one heck of a
fight!
I was tired, mentally and
physically...
Although I didn't have much faith in it, I took the Hydrazine for one week
and started feeling sicker (like chemo), but
noticed the tumors in my neck were changing,
first getting harder, than mushy... it was
very scary.
I couldn't call anyone for
advice
because I didn't know anyone else who had
taken it... I was the local guinnea-pig.
I
took it for one more week, then had to stop
because I got even sicker, I wasn't sure if it was making me better or worse, but within 3 weeks
fom the start of taking it, the tumors had
disolved, you could not see them in my neck, and I began to feel alive again! It
felt like I had a new chance at life... I
went back to normal living...
I couldn't wait to go out for prime rib! LoL
Since I didn't use it for the full seven week course, six months later I had a relapse, there were still some cancerous cells somewhere that got left behind, the tumors began to reform, I used the Hydrazine again... with the same reaction. I called Dale to
ask why it made me so sick, it's supposed to
be non-toxic. Since it worked so well for me the first time, he had been telling alot of people about it... they discovered that the sickness I
felt from it was like a healing crises (when
you get sicker before you get better), what
was happening was that it was having such a profound effect on the tumors, the toxins from the
cancer were breaking free and rushing through
my body, causing me to feel sicker.
Since
it made me feel so sick I was't able to take it
for the full seven week course, but it still
worked!
It's been over 2 years since I last
took any, I am now healthier than I've been since I can remember, and my doctor's report is this: 'No Evidence of cancer' (and they think They
"cured me"!)
Now I am celebrating,
appreciating, and enjoying life to the fullest extent, with no regrets...
I know how precious life is, every moment... and I am HAPPY :) Every day I thank God for all the gifts in my life!
Now, alot of people I know have used Hydrazine, but every-one is unique and
individual. Just like conventional treatment,
one remedy does not fit all...
But You Do
have a choice... it is Your life, Not the
doctors, or the pharmacutical companies. It's Your Choice!
You often see cancer survivors on TV who are thanking the cancer industry, and pharmacutical companies (those commercials are funded by the cancer industry) but what you don't
see is all their many more patients that lose their lives every day, or all the survivors who have
found a natural cure! We are out there...
The cancer industry just keeps us from sharing our information! They know that if everyone knew about this kind of stuff, they wouldn't make as much money of their patients.
Quote from my sister Rhonda:
"It's disgusting that the medical "profession" bleeds a dying person dry, of health, hope & money. I'm sure, to some degree, their hands are tied, by the government/insurance companies. Most doctors really do want to heal their patients."
*Thanks Rhonda*
I do not sell this product or have anything
to gain from telling people about it, I just
want to try to spare others from going
through something so devestating, and hope to
make a difference by sharing my experience with you.
I got mine from a local health food store for $20 a bottle (which is why doctors
don't tell you about it... they cannot patent
it or make money off it... sad, but true)
normally it takes a bottle & a half to
take the full seven week course, but with me, I
never even used a full bottle... also there
is a very important dietary limitation... you
cannot eat cheese, nuts, or anything else
fermented or take certain medications while taking it... it will counter-act the effects of the Hydrazine.
I have included a page below that explains more about how it works, and gives you more info about the dietary restrictions.
I hope you will check it out, and see if it is something you might be interested in... Best of luck to you... I will keep you in my prayers! Feel free to
e-mail me, if you want more information, or
just want to talk to someone who knows what
you're going through, I would love to hear your story too.
Take Care & God Bless You,
Julie 6/20/2000
fiddlestyx@webtv.net
DIET GUIDELINES
HS SAFE RECIPES
FACTS About Hydrazine Sulfate
http://www.curezone.com/diseases/cancer/hydrazinesulfate.asp
Kathy Keeton's Hydrazine Sulfate Site
http://www.kathykeeton-cancer.com/index.html
Interesting arcticle on
cancer treatment
written by Dr. Whitaker
http://cat007.com/ifihadcancer.htm
Recommended Video:
Lorainne Day M.D. - Sorting through the Maze
Explores various alternative therapies
http://drday.com/maze.htm
*Special thanks and (((Hugs))) To Barbara, Dale, and everyone who prayed for me and helped me along the way*
*Extra Special (((Hugs))) to Sylvia, Pete's mom*
~A Prayer For Today~
All the money in the world cannot make you healthy, or happy.
Life is fragile- Handle with Care
*The greatest gift is Love*
Disclaimer: I am not a physician, dispensing medical advice, or selling any product. I'm just sharing my experience with hopes that it may help someone else to realize they have choices when it comes to their own health & life.
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