Lying here in the dark, alone, restless.. unable to move my soul..
I no longer fear the truth cause now its dead.
My head aches...my body's sore...my eyes are red.
Poisoned from my slumber...my dreams I fear
Theres no way to live, to die
there no way out of here
and so its hopeless..
I cant see through this pain, this darkness, cant get away
cant cut through this vein
I'm hopeless
lost all desire to wonder if i can live my expectations...
I'm not myself anymore...no such thing as relaxation
I just want out...want to let my anger run free.
Still I'm trapped in this mind...
chained to a bed of lies...
This is the way pain made me be
Completely hopeless
