doesn't know what she's doing
where she's going is unknown
things she's never seen before
thinks she can do it on her own,
and continued on her way
she takes some and passes it away
after a while she forgot the brightness of the day
so she turned to the window and thought
about it, and continued on her way
was a little white line on the mirror
thought her vision could get much clearer
closed her eyes and in seconds
white line was gone, she continued on her way
she layed back on the bed
images running wild through her head
stood up and dusted all of the excess white
off her chest and continued on her way
hardly walking, she swayed gently towards the door
only to fall face to the floor
and she said she couldnt take it anymore
and continued on her way
lurched to the kitchen in a mess,
unzipped the back to her dress
as it fell to the floor, this will be no more
and she continued on her way
reached inside of the wooden box
carved with flowers on the outside
velvet on the inside,
she felt it soft against her skin
and she continued on her way
she lifted the object out of it's box
examined it for a moment,
and thought again
nobody knew the pain she was in
as she pulled the trigger

pain..i didn't want to ruin my dress.

:cree: